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I feel like I lost all emotions
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2021-11-03 at 5 PM UTCany of u feel like ur mute or dont care about anything? That nothing shocks you anymore and you are passive/indifferent to life or whatever happens around you or to you and have no motivation for anything?
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2021-11-03 at 5:03 PM UTCall the time when im not high
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2021-11-03 at 5:14 PM UTCBigly. I used to have really strong emotions, now everything is meh. I'm overall happier, but it's a flat sort of happiness.
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2021-11-03 at 5:16 PM UTCI used to have big jups of euphoria when I saw hot chicks do super nasty shit in porn like certain porn shit maybe fuked my brain up.
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2021-11-03 at 5:16 PM UTCit could also be a constant state of being depressed unless I have beers in me or lack of euphoria/dopemine.
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2021-11-03 at 5:24 PM UTC
Originally posted by Wariat I used to have big jups of euphoria when I saw hot chicks do super nasty shit in porn like certain porn shit maybe fuked my brain up.
they say getting hooked on nasty shit desensitizes you and you run out of nastier shit to get you off.
i never related to this because i was never into freaky shit so never had an escalation so to speak but i think it may apply to you.
get into erotic fiction maybe? endless possibilities there and reading is good for your brain or some shit like that. -
2021-11-03 at 5:24 PM UTC
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2021-11-03 at 5:27 PM UTCyes. When I was hopelessly single for years because of my addiction problems I would chase very sketchy women, criminals, drug dealers, prostitutes, psychopaths, addicts and every time it would end in misery and heartbreak because I was lonely, depressed, horny and wanted a girl to stick her ass in my face for hours while I snort drugs
it's not hard to find people that are into that sort of thing but they usually don't have their shit together and if you spend time around those people neither will you.
But what do I know I would meet cute girls at crack houses with rich old men and guys wearing suits driving fancy cars rolling up doing coke in the bathroom asking if you wanna fuck their wife -
2021-11-03 at 5:33 PM UTCI was at a bar the other day with my friend and the bartender kept looking at me and trying to talk to me but I couldn't find it in me to say anything that wasn't incredibly mean. When we were leaving my friend told her to put her snapchat in his phone then afterwards she looked at me like she wanted me to do the same but instead I didn't say anything and she just said "bye?" Like a question then afterwards I just smoked weed and sniffed pills until I passed out.
I'm in a shitty cycle and can't wait until something fucking gives. My emotions are always fucked, don't worry about itThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-11-03 at 5:34 PM UTC
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood yes. When I was hopelessly single for years because of my addiction problems I would chase very sketchy women, criminals, drug dealers, prostitutes, psychopaths, addicts and every time it would end in misery and heartbreak because I was lonely, depressed, horny and wanted a girl to stick her ass in my face for hours while I snort drugs
it's not hard to find people that are into that sort of thing but they usually don't have their shit together and if you spend time around those people neither will you.
But what do I know I would meet cute girls at crack houses with rich old men and guys wearing suits driving fancy cars rolling up doing coke in the bathroom asking if you wanna fuck their wife
The need for companionship is a weakness, you should work on that and you'd be happier.
Again the older you get the more annoying people become too, even those you like/love...farting, getting old themselves, messing things up/breaking stuff, costing you money, telling you about their boring day as if you give a fuck that they got stuck in traffic for 20 mins, medical ailments, etc etc.
That's the problem with humans, they get old and annoying, that 25yr old hottie you used to not be able to get enough of turns into a 55yr old Karen who continually wants to talk about boring shit and starts dressing like they are going to cross the Antarctic when it's time for bed instead of the see through stuff she used to wear.
Life as you know it ends at around 50. -
2021-11-03 at 5:36 PM UTCJust imagine how you would feel if you had been a teenage girl that had been used to lick some old fart's asshole and other raw sexual acts and then laughed at and dumped after being treated as a piece of garbage.
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2021-11-03 at 5:38 PM UTC
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2021-11-03 at 5:42 PM UTC
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson The need for companionship is a weakness, you should work on that and you'd be happier.
Again the older you get the more annoying people become too, even those you like/love…farting, getting old themselves, messing things up/breaking stuff, costing you money, telling you about their boring day as if you give a fuck that they got stuck in traffic for 20 mins, medical ailments, etc etc.
That's the problem with humans, they get old and annoying, that 25yr old hottie you used to not be able to get enough of turns into a 55yr old Karen who continually wants to talk about boring shit and starts dressing like they are going to cross the Antarctic when it's time for bed instead of the see through stuff she used to wear.
Life as you know it ends at around 50.
Aren't you thricely married and posted for a long time on a dating site? Shut up with your hypocritical coping strategies for your loneliness. You aren't a zen Buddhist and you live in one of the top 5 most populated cities in the continent.
Your post is nothing but projection. Maybe your life ended at 50 but that doesn't mean everyone's does by any means -
2021-11-03 at 5:43 PM UTC
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson The need for companionship is a weakness, you should work on that and you'd be happier.
You might enjoy going home and spending your weekends alone shopping for flips at goodwill but when I make the big bucks and go home to get drunk and do drugs and sit there alone play video games maybe go for a walk eat some good food it starts to get pretty boring and lonely
it doesn't matter how much money I make because unless you have a girlfriend you are never going to spend it all.
Maybe that's why findom is so popular. If you aren't into gambling and have a bunch of spare money I could see how I would get into that sort of thing, I mean why not? Sounds depressed like something I would do before killing myself -
2021-11-03 at 6:05 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo Aren't you thricely married and posted for a long time on a dating site? Shut up with your hypocritical coping strategies for your loneliness. You aren't a zen Buddhist and you live in one of the top 5 most populated cities in the continent.
Your post is nothing but projection. Maybe your life ended at 50 but that doesn't mean everyone's does by any means
he learned the lesson the hard way but he is right, being dependent on somebody elses validation isnt just a weakness, its the sign of being a bitchmade pussy who cant stand on his own two feet.
man the fuck up you little bitch
or just kill yourself if thats too difficultThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-11-03 at 6:06 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo Aren't you thricely married and posted for a long time on a dating site? Shut up with your hypocritical coping strategies for your loneliness. You aren't a zen Buddhist and you live in one of the top 5 most populated cities in the continent.
Your post is nothing but projection. Maybe your life ended at 50 but that doesn't mean everyone's does by any means
Jiggles is a lonely, angry old man who finally realizes that he will die alone and unloved. -
2021-11-03 at 6:06 PM UTC
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2021-11-03 at 6:09 PM UTCMy granddaughter is three, cheap shot.
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2021-11-03 at 6:11 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kev he learned the lesson the hard way but he is right, being dependent on somebody elses validation isnt just a weakness, its the sign of being a bitchmade pussy who cant stand on his own two feet.
man the fuck up you little bitch
or just kill yourself if thats too difficult
I need female validation to thrive or even breathe. -
2021-11-03 at 6:12 PM UTC
