2021-10-27 at 7:02 PM UTC
I don't even know precisely how it started. I used to watch a lot of regular porn and eventually it stopped being enough and I got into BDSM, weird fetishes, tranny porn and then child porn. I download about 50-100 videos and picture sets a week and don't even end up watching most of them. Recently I started getting paranoid about someone finding them or the cops somehow figuring out what I'm downloading and arresting me. I want to stop but each time I try I end up relapsing within a few days. What can I do besides kill myself?
2021-10-27 at 7:05 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
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2021-10-27 at 7:07 PM UTC
Cut your dick and balls off.
2021-10-28 at 4:21 AM UTC
You could try to clockwork orange yourself out of it but you’d probably just end up getting off on the masochistic self induced bad trip
2021-10-28 at 4:29 AM UTC
Total abstinence from porn/internet completely if need be and a good therapist. Probably meds too.
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2021-10-28 at 5:54 AM UTC
Grylls
Cum Looking Faggot
[abrade this vocal tread-softly]
I don’t think that’s wariat, well it’s obviously not looking at that grammar
2021-10-28 at 8:11 AM UTC
is this how people end up with like 10TB collections of child porn? like you don't even masturbate to it really, there's so much you probably couldn't even if you wanted to, but you just download and amass a massive collection as a result of some compulsion you can barely explain? having ocd, but your main ocd ritual is... downloading child pornography? what the fuck
2021-10-28 at 8:16 AM UTC
antipsychotics. olanzapine or something. get so zonked on antipsychotics that you stop caring about everything. it's the compromise for killing yourself. enough antipsychotics will stop pretty much any unwanted behavior. become a zombie.
2021-10-28 at 8:21 AM UTC
Grylls
Cum Looking Faggot
[abrade this vocal tread-softly]
wariat any input on this matter?
2021-10-28 at 9:02 AM UTC
Let's explore this suicide option a bit further.
2021-10-28 at 12:15 PM UTC
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2021-10-28 at 1:45 PM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
anyone remember incest taboo forum there were a lot of discussions of this kind on the general forum there back in the day or one of the sub forums. I think it was the reason it was shut down? i mean it seems everyone was a cp addict on there. what is it with the porn correlation where those that typically are into incest are also typically into cp or what about beast? is it those typically into beast are also typically into incest but not cp or how does that one work?
2021-10-28 at 1:48 PM UTC
RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
Best advice. Kill yourself and don’t listen to wariat
2021-10-28 at 2:11 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
You have to replace one addiction with another so figure out your triggers and do you best to replace the behaviors and patterns. Being objective about it might require outside help which is very difficult to seek in a circumstance like this. Trying to forge healthy adult relationships is definitely a step in the right direction. There are drugs designed to decrease libido that must work because sex offenders stop taking them before they reoffend
If all this fails and you feel touching children to be an inevitability, try suicide
2021-10-28 at 2:20 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo
If all this fails and you feel touching children to be an inevitability, go to Seminary School.
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