2021-10-16 at 11:51 AM UTC
Everything in my life keeps dying.
I have no support anymore.
My life is a hell I share by myself.
I just do what I can and keep going.
Just woke up and all I want to do is go to bed.
I don't want anything.
2021-10-16 at 11:57 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
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I think the feeling is emptiness.
What do I even have anymore?
Entering a weekend with loss again and Im just so tired of feeling like shit.
It's as if im trying to make a sand castle out of dry sand.
I have the shape picked out but it all just falls apart before I even get to experience it for more than just a blissful second.
2021-10-16 at 11:58 AM UTC
hey man it will be okay i woke up feeling the same way bad about life and everything
but worrying and stressing will not change anything around you even if you took a week off to worry nothing would happen it's just a waste of energy.
2021-10-16 at 12:01 PM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
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Im not worrying about anything.
My feelings are the only thing present and they hurt pretty damn bad.
2021-10-16 at 12:06 PM UTC
hope never fades fonaplats
2021-10-16 at 1:11 PM UTC
This day is probably ruined AF but Im going to put my shoes on anyways and go outside for a bit.
I just don't want to be here right now.
2021-10-16 at 1:13 PM UTC
get donuts and an iced lemonade
2021-10-16 at 1:20 PM UTC
Get a couple of alfredo freezer Petes; everything is gonna be fine fine fine
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2021-10-16 at 1:36 PM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
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Sitting in my car in my parking lot.
It sounds like shit.
Im going to drive up the road a few miles so that it can die on me too.
2021-10-16 at 2:11 PM UTC
I went to Autozone and bought transmission fluid and an over priced funnel.
Transmission fluid for the car and the funnel for myself.
Does anyone want to party?
2021-10-16 at 2:38 PM UTC
All I want to do is take a boat to the Antarctic and get stuck in sea ice for 37 months.
Forced to eat penguins and be perpetually uncomfortable and destitute.
Apparently that's why I'm here anyways.
2021-10-16 at 2:58 PM UTC
This guy from rehab I haven't seen in 3 and a half years keeps bugging me to take him to the library to learn excel.
Im about to cave and go get him but Im not taking him to the fucking library.
2021-10-16 at 2:59 PM UTC
get me some donuts i ate all mine :(
2021-10-16 at 3:17 PM UTC
He just wanted me to help him pick up chicks at the library.
I'm not going on a run today.
Not running there and not that.
I can fuck my day up on my own just fine.
I don't need to wake up in jail tomorrow.