2021-10-09 at 3:09 AM UTC
There's a place beyond this mortal realm, a place I have seen in my mind where no reality can compare and I find myself a broken machine in a world where pleasure or happiness has ceased to affect my brain in any normal fashion because I feel myself already as a being of electric starlight who surfs under distant suns on the winds of alien atmospheres and every good experience I have in this life now feels dead and boring and faggoty. I just don't care any more. Literally who gives a fuck. I have been writing a book about entropy and I kept thinking about the end of the universe, even past heat death, when dark energy has accelerated cosmic expansion to such a degree that the cosmological event horizon of one half of a proton will be cut off from the other, and then even smaller until at least the Planck scale. There will only be one thing that can ever extract positive energy out of Dark Energy and perhaps use it to start a whole new universe: the physical, quantum chromodynamic phenomenon known as color confinement. In essence quarks can only exist in pairs. If you try to tear them apart, the energy needed to do is coincidentally exactly as much energy to create a new quark (pair) out of each new quark pair, you can never distinguish which of the two quarks in the pair was one of the quarks in the original pair and which was the newly formed one due to color confinement. For this reason quarks literally cannot exist alone, they can only exist as pairs and there can be no lone quark. Long story short if dark energy gets to the point of tearing apart quark pairs, essentially it will start mass generating lots of new quark pairs by tearing apart the old ones, which will become kernels for new universes when they generate enough mass quickly enough to to resist the pull of dark energy. The reason I believe this is because I started considering what would happen when the receding cosmological event horizon closing in on every point, expanding every point from each other at that point faster than light, met the event horizon of the black hole, itself pulling in spacetime faster than light. The resultant tug of war will create a stable region before the black hole is evaporated away by the expansion and Hawking radiation.
Anyway sike nigga you thought
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2021-10-09 at 5:48 AM UTC
I saw the thread title and who the creator was
…instantly thought “yeah, ok ”
2021-10-09 at 8:59 PM UTC
itt : a dalit longing to go back to his dalit land.
2021-10-09 at 9:08 PM UTC
heaven exists, and you've been good
2021-10-10 at 2:02 AM UTC
NOTE: Before you judge OP for making this thread, understand he's been writing it over 17 years and had a lot of family issues in that time, money, health, alcohol, depression, wife separation etc, he decided to post the thread as it was a reminder of a bad time in his life.
He spent more time & money on the phred than with his family causing a lot of problems in his marriage & life. He says on his website that "That thread is now a physical reminder of what I have done, and I can’t bare to lay eyes on it."
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