2021-10-07 at 2:15 AM UTC
3 nights of broken sleep has me feeling pretty tired this morning.
Lately I have felt abandoned and ignored on many levels which just adds to my frustration.
Can't wait to go to work and find out I'm fucked into bull shitting 8 hours away sitting in my chair again.
Hopefully tonight someone will show up and I might have something a little more to do.
It would be nice if I had the energy to work extra in the morning and make some money.
I use to look forward to the morning and getting to talk to people but anymore I'm ignored and when morning rolls around I feel it, leaving me annoyed and ready to just go home and sleep.
I am running a bit behind my usual schedule today and have to go get ready for work.
Whatever work even is anymore idk.
2021-10-07 at 2:30 AM UTC
AngryOnion
Big Wig
[the nightly self-effacing broadsheet]
UHMmm its still 10/6/21
You a time traveler?
2021-10-07 at 5:15 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
Idk what the FUCK happened on 1st shift but they really really fucked me.
I walked into over 200 cases sitting in my area like someone had just walked off and they kept loading my area up anyways.
Its been 2 hours of busting my ass and Im still not done finishing first shifts work and I havent even got to start working on what my shift needs.
One of my coworkers came back after 2 weeks off and he is pretty fast at getting me stuff to do so I doubt Ill get much sit down time tonight.
My shoulder feels like its on fire.
I really need health insurance so I can get a screw shot into it and have it fixed.
The only good thing is im busy enough that I don't have time to think about all the failure feelings Ive been dealing with lately.
Seriously wish that I didn't set myself up to let people rent space in my head.
All I want is someone to say Hi to me first or ask me how Im doing...
To make me feel like something and not put me second to vacuuming....
Shit is lame.
2021-10-07 at 5:36 AM UTC
So you do fuck all several shifts straight & you whine, now you're bitching about having to work, STFU son lol.
2021-10-07 at 6:03 AM UTC
you got this fona! big bucks!
2021-10-07 at 6:21 AM UTC
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2021-10-07 at 6:50 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
One of the worst nights ive had in a long time.
Im really unhappy at work right now as I watch my coworkers say "fuck this" and go home.
Im probably skipping work tomorrow.
Might beat up the general manager in front of everyone before i leave today.
Idk
2021-10-07 at 7:15 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
All i want is someone who cares and will support me.
Someone to check on me occasionally.
To hold me accountable if need be.
I guess Im just in it alone.
Feels like it anyways.
2021-10-07 at 8:38 AM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
you need a woman for that or a 16 yr old girl.
2021-10-07 at 9:16 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
I calmed down.
Several of my coworkers cornered me to tell me I can't rage quit because they need me here.
I explained I don't give 2 fucks about the company and it would not be anything personal.
Then I told them Im just having a rough time and today was just the icing on top.
My experience tells me to never impulsively do anything life changing and to instead at least take a good nap first.
I appreciate my coworkers but I feel bad we are all on a sinking boat together and when I do end up feeling I need a change it's me chasing what I want and that I won't feel bad because I dont owe this place anything.
Then I told them I know a lot more of what's going on than just what they think I know and to not bull shit me.
I feel good now and am off doing some mindless repetitive work to keep myself busy.
It's a rainy day here.
Probably going to stay an extra hour or 2 tonight.
We will see how it goes.
2021-10-07 at 9:38 AM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
So you feel no loyalty to the company but you do to the coworkers? They made you feel guilty?
2021-10-07 at 1:18 PM UTC
I worked an extra hour and change.
This woman came in and she had so much perfume and it was so rancid that I could smell her strong from 45 feet away.
My garbage can smells better.
I had to leave because I was done trying not to vomit.
2021-10-07 at 2:54 PM UTC
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood
since covid
Covid12?
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2021-10-07 at 3:01 PM UTC
For real I had a pretty good day after my freak out at work.
Of course I'm going to get mad and lash out at the system
After all, I am a convicted criminal.
