2021-10-05 at 1:57 AM UTC
Woke up.
coffee, and gotta get ready for work.
Shit is still lame and I feel it.
oh well.
2021-10-05 at 2:01 AM UTC
All out of breakfast food.
Probably going to have to eat out of the vending machine at work today.
2021-10-05 at 2:06 AM UTC
Im sure I have at least a couple more days of nothing much to really do at work. Bringing my phone charger and ear buds again.
8 hours of trying to keep my mind occupied and not think negatively about my situation is more and more difficult by the day.
Unsure if I will work any OT tonight.
Won't know until I find out if I feel like it later.
After work I need to go to the store.
Right now I gotta get ready for work and empty the cat litter box.
2021-10-05 at 3:42 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
Sitting in my chair at work doing nothing but watching everyone else work.
Ate a blueberry muffin out of the vending machine.
Just chilling in my prison of a life alone.
2021-10-05 at 3:52 AM UTC
Are you a supervisor now or what
2021-10-05 at 4:27 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
Ivsent this guy at work a friend request on FB.
Im pretty sure he wants to hang out.
We use to work at a plastics plant together many years ago.
I was always drunk and high so i don't remember him much from back then.
I cant understand anything he says because he wears a mask but he always comes up to me for stuff and he tries to talk to me.
2021-10-05 at 5:04 AM UTC
RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
Y r u always trying to hang out and shit like that.. can’t you find better shit to do? Friends are over rated I mean I have plenty of them but it’s not a big deal if I don’t see them in a long time or whatever.. idk maybe it’s just me but this is how I feel as I get older.. but I like working on making myself better constantly idk or at least trying
2021-10-05 at 6:40 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
My supervisor is trying to get me to start a riot.
She hates it here too and wants something big and horrible to happen to prove a point.
2021-10-05 at 6:49 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
Turns out the guy i friended on FB and I have been working together on and off for 10 years.
He came from the last company i worked for too.
It's a small world.
2021-10-05 at 6:54 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
My need for instant gratification turns the lack of it into a resentment toward others.
More and more I relate to Master Blaster as I have followed his story for the last 2 years and noticed we are fairly similar in our situations.
Both of us want better but can't get it because people put us down and that part is just out of our control.
He keeps job hopping though while I have been trying to keep that from being a part of my life.
Unfortunately waiting around for something to happen is not the best idea.
But apparently he isn't having much luck chasing the next best thing.
I can't afford to lose my stability at the moment so I really have to plan shit out well in advance before I make any drastic changes.
2021-10-05 at 7:12 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
I had to cut my smoke break short due to needing to go rip a fart.
2021-10-05 at 7:44 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
Might actually have some work to do soon.
The guy i wait on doesnt feel good so if he leaves or we finish Ill be off doing some mind numbing task but at least the time might go faster.
2021-10-05 at 7:44 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
I think im going to stay 1 extra hour tonight and then go to the grocery store.
2021-10-05 at 9:13 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
Still stuck sitting in my chair.
Im not allowed to do anything.
Not about to try either.
2021-10-05 at 9:34 AM UTC
Why not bring a laptop to work? you can sell computer parts or bullshit online to afford a more lavish lifestyle
2021-10-05 at 9:51 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
My phone is more powerful than my laptop.
Also, i can't get the wifi password.
2021-10-05 at 9:53 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
7th hour of sitting.
Someone came over to shoot the breeze with me.
They only stayed a few minutes to vent.
I checked everyone's productivity and they might as well be sitting down too.
2021-10-05 at 9:53 AM UTC
oh gay
well. I mean at least ur not giving up ur ass for deugs anymore. U got a place to live and a cat, and youre ready to upgrade ur gf.
#gratitude
