2017-04-08 at 5:44 AM UTC
I promised Sophie a psychoanalysis a while back, but as with anything on this site, it didn't take priority and I kept putting it off. Here it is though:
*Some portions have been redacted upon request.*
Overall you're a decent fellow. No glaring flaws or deep seated issues that I've picked up on (not counting the pedo part). You pride yourself in your intelligence, and like being set apart from the crowd.
Your opinion regarding your intelligence can be a trigger sometimes. If someone criticizes you or calls you stupid, you're quick to shout dat fucker down and set 'em straight. If that doesn't work, or the person isn't very reputable, you brush them off as uneducated, unintelligent, triggered, jealous, etc. Overall, you come off a touch defensive, even though you do indeed appear to be intelligent. To go full on clique here, this is likely a result of not getting enough affirmation through life - [redacted]. People have fallen short, so you've learned you're on your own, and you have to go to bat as much to convince yourself as everyone else of what you're worth.
You do like to use emoticons and act...well, girlish isn't the quite the right word. Let's try bubbly instead. Some people figure this ties into you being a pedo, but I think it's more of a simple personality trait. I can see this as having developed from [redacted]. Which leads me to the next point:
You're quick to get upset and wall yourself off when someone is mean to you or betrays your 'rules' of friendship. This is probably because you experienced [redacted]. So, you're quick to close people off when things go south as a protection mechanism.
I don't really have much to say on the pedo piece. Chances are from what I've read it's part nature, part nurture. No one will probably ever know what triggered it.
You are awfully upfront about it though, online anyway. You remind people every now and then that you'd never actually do anything intentionally harmful, but you like to debate it and ruffle feathers by joking around and skirting the line a bit by saying what's on your mind. I bet you use it as a way of weeding people out. If they freak over you being a pedo, time to move on. Check the 'unfriend box' and wall yourself off emotionally from them. Obviously, you don't do this in real life, but you'd likely give it a try if it wouldn't ruin your career/reputation/etc. On the other hand, it could just as well be a bit of an ego thing. As stated before, you like to stand out from the crowd, and admitting to be a pedo is a great way to do so.
And that's it. If there's a specific trait I missed, or something you think I got wrong, I'd love feedback.
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2017-04-08 at 10:11 AM UTC
It makes it sound so mysterious when you put redacted in. Like WHAT UNSPOKEN HORROR HAS LED TO THIS CREATURE.
In any case. It's pretty accurate, also i don't generally wall myself off, if you piss me off i feel you are in debt to me and i wioll be pissed off until it is settled. "Sorry" usually does the trick.
Although i might do this walling off thing and i just don't realize it, because it does not feel that way. Also you can consider this post a supplemental to what we discussed before.
Also i am not girly, i am just nice MOTHERFUCKER!
