2021-09-05 at 6:04 AM UTC
My hours are fucked.
I have no routine lately.
Everything always relies on me staying up long enough to get stuff done or waking up early enough to.
And on the weekends I can either completely flip from night person to day person but in order to flip back again for the work week I'm left with about 1 full day and some change to get stuff done.
I enjoy staying up late but the only thing there is to do is play video games and watch Youtube.
Being alive during the day is really nice because that is when stuff is open and things are going on.
My house is a wreck and if I wasn't sitting in a corner desk with my back to it I would be annoyed.
Over the course of the last few months my life has gone way off track of how I had for seen it to go.
It isn't that it is going a wrong way but I'm struggling to adjust to an entire new lifestyle.
The question is not "what do I want to do?", it is "how do I do it?" and the only method I know of to reliably function is to get on a good routine.
Lately I find myself running on my own free-will and perhaps that isn't working.
In order to improve my life I am setting out to focus on being more of an adult by responsibly adjusting my life to fit more of an appropriate schedule so that I am able to get all the things done that I wish to.
I think i will go to bed and try to wake up early enough to satisfy my urge to feel a fulfilled day.
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2021-09-05 at 9:08 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
Managed to get a couple hours sleep which is more than enough today.
I had only been awake 8 hours anyways.
2021-09-05 at 10:47 AM UTC
It could be worse, you could be out in the hot sun, in pain, shivering, feeling like you're freezing on some street corner trying to turn tricks cause you're dope sick.
You could be suspended by your thumbs from some damp dungeon wall butt naked. While rats eat your balls.
You could be getting steamed alive. It's even worse than being burned alive because the steam isn't quite hot enough to kill your nerve endings and you will feel every excruciating second of the longest 20 minutes of your life in full technicolor 4k HD detail until your brain stops working from the heat.
Turn that frown upside down and go sit in the sun for 10 minutes. Maybe have a nice breakfast outside with your SO. At least you're not being steamed in a dungeon while dope sick fam.
2021-09-05 at 10:53 AM UTC
whats the point of having $5000 when you have to be at work tomorrow morning
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2021-09-05 at 12:09 PM UTC
what if they are already paid also TICK TOCK TICK TOCK the sun is up thats 1/4 of the day gone, looks like little arnie had a nap and won't wake up until 12pm TICK TOCK only 50% of the day left and you gotta sleep at 10pm so only 10 hours left
you have 10 hours to enjoy $5000 on a sunday night and all the stores are closing and its covid WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO HMMMMM
2021-09-05 at 12:44 PM UTC
AngryIVer
African Astronaut
[my jade controlled morrigan]
Maybe do something about it instead of crying about it here.
2021-09-05 at 2:44 PM UTC
having money on a sunday dododoododo
can't buy drugs it's not even noon yet
coke dealer went to bed early because it's sunday dodododo
whayts the point of even being alive when all you do is work and the only thing to do in a capitalist system is spend money but when everything is closed and you sit around alone you start to question everything dododoododoodo
2021-09-05 at 2:53 PM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
what about the cock dealer?
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