Tonight is probably the last night Michelle and I live together. She said that tomorrow she was thinking about just staying at her new place. I have no idea what kind of routine or patterns I will soon find myself in. The other day I tried to think of the last time I lived alone and I realized that I never have. Hopefully we both find ourselves fully capable to handling things on our own and we both find success. Tonight is my Friday and the thought on just handling the weekend on my own gives me anxiety. I have been practicing going to the store and buying my own groceries. Turns out I made up most of the grocery bill after all. With Michelle's stuff gone from the apartment it feels big and empty. There was no reason I needed to keep a 2 bedroom other than the fact I couldn't find anywhere to live except where I was already staying. The last couple weeks at work have been pretty good but I have a fear that my hours will dwindle or that something will come up that puts me in a bind. I do feel like I am in the best spot to possibly pull this off compared to anytime previously in my life.
Michelle and I were together just over 2 1/2 years. A lot has changed since then and for the good too. I feel as though we both grew a lot as people and did share a lot of happy times. It is sad that it is coming to an end but I do believe it is for the best. I wish her a wonderful future. I'm very thankful to how far we came and for all the good things that we helped each other through. Now it will be time to part ways and experience new things.
My goal is to stay positive and upbeat while I continue to clean up my past and build a brighter future. There will be tough times but I believe I will overcome them as I have so much else. One thing is apparent and that is there is no amount of preparation to completely feel totally at ease with such a life changing event. I know she too is feeling a lot of anxiety over the whole situation too.
Today I collapsed from exhaustion and almost burnt down the apartment cooking a pizza for 7 hours. Tonight I go to work and end my week only to begin a new day.
you need to get a place that is less expensive I would never even consider living with anyone. I went from my parents house to the house i bought and still live in. i am honestly confused why you would ever want to live with someone else
Originally posted by BeeReBuddy
Tonight is probably the last night Michelle and I live together. She said that tomorrow she was thinking about just staying at her new place. I have no idea what kind of routine or patterns I will soon find myself in. The other day I tried to think of the last time I lived alone and I realized that I never have. Hopefully we both find ourselves fully capable to handling things on our own and we both find success. Tonight is my Friday and the thought on just handling the weekend on my own gives me anxiety. I have been practicing going to the store and buying my own groceries. Turns out I made up most of the grocery bill after all. With Michelle's stuff gone from the apartment it feels big and empty. There was no reason I needed to keep a 2 bedroom other than the fact I couldn't find anywhere to live except where I was already staying. The last couple weeks at work have been pretty good but I have a fear that my hours will dwindle or that something will come up that puts me in a bind. I do feel like I am in the best spot to possibly pull this off compared to anytime previously in my life.
Michelle and I were together just over 2 1/2 years. A lot has changed since then and for the good too. I feel as though we both grew a lot as people and did share a lot of happy times. It is sad that it is coming to an end but I do believe it is for the best. I wish her a wonderful future. I'm very thankful to how far we came and for all the good things that we helped each other through. Now it will be time to part ways and experience new things.
My goal is to stay positive and upbeat while I continue to clean up my past and build a brighter future. There will be tough times but I believe I will overcome them as I have so much else. One thing is apparent and that is there is no amount of preparation to completely feel totally at ease with such a life changing event. I know she too is feeling a lot of anxiety over the whole situation too.
Today I collapsed from exhaustion and almost burnt down the apartment cooking a pizza for 7 hours. Tonight I go to work and end my week only to begin a new day.
You're so full of shit Fona.
You don't want to grow or mature or do anything.
All you want to do is get stoned, spend money you don't have on shit you don't need, and play video games.
Just admit and telling us these "fuys I'm turning over a new leaf" stories.
Originally posted by rabbitweed
You're so full of shit Fona.
You don't want to grow or mature or do anything.
All you want to do is get stoned, spend money you don't have on shit you don't need, and play video games.
Just admit and telling us these "fuys I'm turning over a new leaf" stories.
You're never gonna learn to code.
he will learn real object oriented code unlike you who only knows shitty netcode server bullshit that only old boomers that code shitty kike banking software know. I GOT MY CLIENTS FUYS I DONT NEED YOU
you literally support kike usury, international banking and all kinds of jedi tricks. You are the reason the white man can't get ahead and you complain about immigrants while coding net censorship backend server software for literal CIA glowstate to help facilitate nigger communist wealth transfer into a western country
yeah.. kikes and chinks that's the real big bucks! poor blue collar whitey is just a useless shabbos goy to turn your lights on the sabbath.. pathetic.
When the time comes people like you will be the first lined up against the wall and shot you race traitor scum
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