current social systems are becoming too complex and alienated from 'natural' existence. we've effectively built a society we can't function in under the guise of idealism, and more and more people are finding it impossible to conform.
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Originally posted by aldra
current social systems are becoming too complex and alienated from 'natural' existence. we've effectively built a society we can't function in under the guise of idealism, and more and more people are finding it impossible to conform.
welcome to the suburbs
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Originally posted by AngryOnion
Ya I don't know I just think schizo's are just the new norm. They are the raiders in FallOut 4.
you get tunnel vision and everyone sounds like they're in a echo chamber.
you get voices like radio channels constantly changing. more am than fm. it's mono (at least for me)
the voices are quick and shout things. it sounds nothing like this simulation. sometimes there is scratch like a record. usually at night before falling asleep. this has been linked to micro strokes which I most likely have experienced. and many people online (on forums I went on after totse) have told me "I wish you would stroke out already" and I do have some calcifying on my brain. probably from head trauma and slow bleeding.
I often go through days of having extra perception. sensing the phone about to ring a few seconds prior. especially cell phones (but a lot of people hear this)
or a text coming in. I hear frequencies a lot of people can't hear. I often hear low rumbles like a rumble seat when others dont hear it. It might be a truck engine that I can pick up the low rumbles when others dont.
the Radio in freeway (from tires) and whispers in a waterfall art piece we had in our living room gets very loud and over wealming. I have to turn off the waterfall. I finally got rid of it. it was cool too but it kept annoying me of its existence. it was a pretty stone carving from Japan we got (my late wife and I) about 30 years back.
shit like that. Haunting s and things flying around in the room as Im dozing off. books just flying off of the nightstand we had. and book ends with it. knocking the tv tray stand with it.
I gave up. maybe it was always MKUltra. I am aware most of the time. maybe I should never shared this but you have to experience it. maybe I'll try to recreate it if I learn to use that 3D audio shit
One last thing. you feel tied into what you hear. you dont just hear it. You emotionally feel it. you're hivemind with this vibration on whatever level it is.. at least most of the time. perhaps in Nature it weeds out for purpose to sensor depth people
