2021-05-02 at 5:18 PM UTC
Im not a Catholic. I converted once for about a year or two. I even would volunteer for the Catholic Church to set up Bingo Night and once for their Anual Fair. where they would have a form of legal cambling and gambling wheel.. loved that week. I used to live up the street from a Catholic Church and every friend I had were pretty much Catholics. Lots of Irish, Italian and Portuguese I guess in my older neighborhood from Highschool period. but honestly most kids were mixed like me.
Anywhoo I will try and make Sunday Confession of personal things and you should too. an SG Thread. because its genera'l
This is a Confesssion of how I feel about NIS members
"Red" Red is a guy I met on here and in Panny's Video Saturday party nights. but because of Covid Shutin, Saturday Drink Night (Like a virtual Bar) because just about every night in the first months and people had lots of shut in time for drinking. thats when I got to know people way more.
Red I notice looked like my brother a bit. and people said "Shit Red looks like a fucking younger version of you, peedy"
and then I started to see a 20-30 year old me in his face. and while talking we found out we both had family in the same state areas. ND being one of them. and my Grandpa went to Chicago to do business a lot. of course back in the 30s-40s usually.
Anywho we talked, he opened up and I opened up about personal shit. somewhere I gestured "Shit I have a son about your age" (Same with Luigi, just more of a humorous gesture with him) that I was old enough to be your pops. and said "Im gonna online adopt you as I did with Luigi at one point)
So what pisses me off, is I came to the realization that Red has ties to MIC (Military Inustrial Complex) and I know once I said that Gigi and I would move to Milwaukee Wi an Red was like "Totally.. do this. I have a friend up there in Milwaukee" but that wasnt going to happen. and in honesty, gigi said Maybe Madison but no way Milwaukee. its like Detroit or Oakland. its got real bad over the years." and its always been a rough town. even in the 50s and 60s.
but what bothered me was Bradley (Who Obvious was the friend Red was talking about) PMs me and says "Hey, Be my online Daddy" at first I thought. Fuck off Gay. Im not Gay and im not gonna be your sugar daddy. but he goes "No I meant my father figure because of how old you are" and It took me a while to go "Oh yeah, this is Red;s friend" so Red must have been cracking jokes. I felt that was personal. so ONly after I pointed out Red or his family have ties to MIC companies that Bradley shows up, and for whatever reason is thread stalking me. over and over. no one else.
I feel betrayed AND the butt of your jokes. This is why I wouldn't return to Luigis pad. not because I truly believe he was going to "RAPE" me as I joke. but that I would get into that private gate compound (private airport where CIA types like to hang out) and get tied up and flown 50 miles off the coast of the pacific ocean and tosse out without a parachute.
I have a problem where I try to get closer to people who mock or pick on me. Had it as a kid. I dont know why. I feel trying to get closer to people who are mean will make a true friend if they befriend me. maybe this is some weird Stohkholm Syndrom kind of thing I develope. but then again, I have made friends with some edgy fuckers over the years which gave me inside on shit. I dont have street smarts because I was a tough kid. I developed it through listening to others I made friends with. Including Gang members. I was just a middle class kid. lower middle class. my family was the poorest on the block. but working class they had money to rent in a nice city in nice neighborhoods. so I learned by meeting less fortunate kids. go figure.
Thats this weeks confession. I feel betrayed and this is why I wouldnt pack up Luigi's shit for him. An if I did. I would of maybe asked for him to pay for the rental truck and my way back and hang out at his place or a hotel room. I wouldnt charge a friend 2k. I didnt do it because I felt like shit, He works for the people who want to shut me up. his seeing the truth and then backpedling making me feel like its in my head prove this.
I still have a bro like attachment to him and red. this is why it bothers me too much to challenge this dark side that wants to shut me up regarding shit I know especially the mockery "Jeff Hunter did 9/11" its funny but its probably a tiny portion of fact. Not that he did it or was apart of the inside of it to come, but he got tied up into it, and his website was used to predictive program that into the "official story" but then was decided not to be talked about. they're even saying CdC is where a Manifesto regarding 9/11 occured. this was where the emails that congress people stated they got just before 9/11. didnt take it serious and when they were talking about Beto O'Roark and his sick posts about backing up over school children they talked about a thread talking about highjacking planes into Washington DC" as far as pulp fiction/fan fiction I mean, that is classic Totse dark humor. If Archive.org didnt erase all of Totse files you would see how many teens and young 20 something year olds where just being "Boys" in Fan/member based literature. its dark humor. Beto wasnt doing this. or was he? look up old incidents in Texas and maybe it matches the time line of a real event of some kids backed over and never finding the person who did it. who knows. but Its just Beto's as a edgy teen/college age being silly. who the fuck knows for sure. but young people (and old people like finny) make jokes like this all the time.
2021-05-02 at 5:33 PM UTC
Please stop mentioning the MIC connection. It would be terrible if Red and I, or perhaps you, no longer posted here due to the breach of sensitive data. There will not be additional messages sent to you regarding this. I don't like to consider our profession mercenary work because we are employed by United States government actors and consider this to be our patriotic duty. I would suggest messaging Lanny and seeing about removing this thread.
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2021-05-02 at 5:35 PM UTC
also stop drinking, i can tell you talk too much about shit you shouldn't when your several drinks in and feeling yourself
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2021-05-02 at 5:36 PM UTC
why not get in shape Jaba the Gutt
2021-05-02 at 5:43 PM UTC
is that why you like me so much jaba? You just TAKE the abuse like HTS can takes a dong?
I always wondered where your obsession with me came from.
You have made bulk conspiracies about how Red talks shit behind your back to me and Luigi makes fun of you so I come at you like a father in order to mock you and belittle the connections you have with other users.
Do you believe that?
Cuz it's true.
2021-05-02 at 5:48 PM UTC
I really don't want OP to get disappeared but if he keeps this up he's definitely going in a hole so deep he'll forget what daylight looks like.
2021-05-02 at 6:17 PM UTC
incessant*
I don't protest shit bro, I show up to thee BLM thing with a group of men we title the Come Uppers.
FIgure out what that means
2021-05-02 at 6:25 PM UTC
raping MAGA with 3 jizz shots for all I know
or you're the guys who bring hammers and umbrellas to the show.
2021-05-02 at 6:26 PM UTC
One Our Father and 10 Hail Mary's should set you straight for this one. I absolve you.
Ego te absolvo a peccatis tuis, in nomine Patris et Filii et Spiritus Sancti. Amen.
2021-05-02 at 6:28 PM UTC
I told you to get back down into that basement room an keep that got damn window locked.
2021-05-02 at 6:30 PM UTC
frala
Avant garde shartist
This is why Catholicism is such a bad idea. If you had any sense you’d just bottle up all your issues like a good southern Baptist and drink yourself into a stupor.
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