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2021-05-01 at 4:18 AM UTC
Originally posted by chzbrgr Right, I'm not Doug's daughter's mother. He knocked her up about 6 weeks before we met.
I'm not entirely sure what you're speaking of, but I know at some point he was accusing me of something like messaging someone else on here or me being messaged by someone and I think nudes being exchanged. I dunno; he was paranoid about a lot of things and made up a lot of stuff in his head. I didn't exactly retain it because it was one of many of his delusions. I haven't private messaged anyone directly on this site besides Doug; other messages I have I was reached out to first, but most of them were within the past few days in regards to his passing. There have been moments I've engaged on the site because I guess I felt I had to defend myself or clear the air about things between him and I. No offense, but it's a bit rowdy over here for me. Doug and I had some similarities in personality but generally he was pretty extreme in comparison to me.
Hey no worries. all in the past
You can't blame us for thinking this will be a troll. like he went to Jail and his cat taken to be held and he'll show up on Cinco de Ocho -
2021-05-01 at 4:27 AM UTC
Originally posted by Quick Mix Ready Hey no worries. all in the past
You can't blame us for thinking this will be a troll. like he went to Jail and his cat taken to be held and he'll show up on Cinco de Ocho
Oh no, I definitely understand. He used to beg me to give him my account so he could use it to troll with. And he posted some really heinous lies here. When I did read his posts more often, like years ago (may have actually been on Zoklet or Redfrn) he admitted he did some of the trolling to get my attention and reach out to him. One time he lied about knocking another girl up, I think, and it made me contact him after not talking for a month or so. As I'm sure you can imagine there were regular fights between us, breaking up and making up. A lot of jealousy and manipulation as we both weren't very emotionally intelligent at the time. -
2021-05-01 at 4:29 AM UTCWhat emotional or mental disorders would you say that you have Cheeseburger?
I have depression and alcoholism, though I am not drinking currently. -
2021-05-01 at 4:33 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley What emotional or mental disorders would you say that you have Cheeseburger?
I have depression and alcoholism, though I am not drinking currently.
Friday and or saturday is usually a drink night (you pick one or the other)
You maintain the buzz like a mature adult and smoke some buds to level out the high. I used to get wasted and stopped for over a decade and started up again.
drinking all of the time is destructive and rock star lifestyles usually end tragicly -
2021-05-01 at 4:33 AM UTC
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2021-05-01 at 4:39 AM UTC
Originally posted by Quick Mix Ready Friday and or saturday is usually a drink night (you pick one or the other)
You maintain the buzz like a mature adult and smoke some buds to level out the high. I used to get wasted and stopped for over a decade and started up again.
drinking all of the time is destructive and rock star lifestyles usually end tragicly
i drank 3 beers today and gave the 4th one to Bill Krozby. a hadn't drank in 10 days, i'm sure that made him happy to have me doin a brew
now it's back to smokin weed and thinkin about sellin my paddle boat so i have room to store a kayak -
2021-05-01 at 4:48 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley What emotional or mental disorders would you say that you have Cheeseburger?
I have depression and alcoholism, though I am not drinking currently.
I've had cyclical depression since I was 13, which leads me to think it may actually be something more like bipolar disorder. I've been anxious ever since I could remember, even as a young child. My mother is terribly anxious and believe I absorbed that energy in the womb. But, I nearly committed suicide when I was 18, so they sent me to the doctor finally and I was just diagnosed with depression and anxiety. A therapist I went to briefly then I said I had severe social anxiety. Over the past few years I've done more self assessment and research and think I'm falling more in the realm of ADHD, bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder, and/or autism spectrum. And I've got some PTSD from some of the things Doug put me through, unfortunately, but I finally went to domestic violence survivor counseling a couple years ago after the last time we engaged with each other and I've been doing a lot better the past year or so in that regard.
I've never been much of a drinker. I've only got drunk enough to puke once. Only drugs I've done were mostly with Doug and it was infrequent and nothing very serious; Klonopin, Gabapentin, Vicodin, Acid, GHB, all about once each except for the Gaba, but that was only a few times. I just smoke weed daily, but usually just after work or on days off. I've had issues with binge eating; I guess you could say that's my vice, but I've been in control of it better lately.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-05-01 at 4:52 AM UTC
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2021-05-01 at 4:53 AM UTCMy parents also are not emotionally intelligent and basically punished me for being depressed and self destructive when I was younger instead of getting me help, so I haven't really known how to deal with my emotions properly until recently. I felt I had to repress them a lot living under their roof and I internalized a lot of anger and disappointment.
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2021-05-01 at 4:59 AM UTC
Originally posted by chzbrgr I've had cyclical depression since I was 13, which leads me to think it may actually be something more like bipolar disorder. I've been anxious ever since I could remember, even as a young child. My mother is terribly anxious and believe I absorbed that energy in the womb. But, I nearly committed suicide when I was 18, so they sent me to the doctor finally and I was just diagnosed with depression and anxiety. A therapist I went to briefly then I said I had severe social anxiety. Over the past few years I've done more self assessment and research and think I'm falling more in the realm of ADHD, bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder, and/or autism spectrum. And I've got some PTSD from some of the things Doug put me through, unfortunately, but I finally went to domestic violence survivor counseling a couple years ago after the last time we engaged with each other and I've been doing a lot better the past year or so in that regard.
I've never been much of a drinker. I've only got drunk enough to puke once. Only drugs I've done were mostly with Doug and it was infrequent and nothing very serious; Klonopin, Gabapentin, Vicodin, Acid, GHB, all about once each except for the Gaba, but that was only a few times. I just smoke weed daily, but usually just after work or on days off. I've had issues with binge eating; I guess you could say that's my vice, but I've been in control of it better lately.
sounds good i'll wife you where you at. -
2021-05-01 at 5 AM UTCTo "wife":
One man sets out dinner for another man and then they go to bed together. -
2021-05-01 at 11:16 AM UTC
Originally posted by chzbrgr I've had cyclical depression since I was 13, which leads me to think it may actually be something more like bipolar disorder. I've been anxious ever since I could remember, even as a young child. My mother is terribly anxious and believe I absorbed that energy in the womb. But, I nearly committed suicide when I was 18, so they sent me to the doctor finally and I was just diagnosed with depression and anxiety. A therapist I went to briefly then I said I had severe social anxiety. Over the past few years I've done more self assessment and research and think I'm falling more in the realm of ADHD, bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder, and/or autism spectrum. And I've got some PTSD from some of the things Doug put me through, unfortunately, but I finally went to domestic violence survivor counseling a couple years ago after the last time we engaged with each other and I've been doing a lot better the past year or so in that regard.
I just smoke weed daily, but usually just after work or on days off.
Stop smoking weed then. -
2021-05-01 at 12:28 PM UTC
Originally posted by chzbrgr I've had cyclical depression since I was 13, which leads me to think it may actually be something more like bipolar disorder. I've been anxious ever since I could remember, even as a young child. My mother is terribly anxious and believe I absorbed that energy in the womb. But, I nearly committed suicide when I was 18, so they sent me to the doctor finally and I was just diagnosed with depression and anxiety. A therapist I went to briefly then I said I had severe social anxiety. Over the past few years I've done more self assessment and research and think I'm falling more in the realm of ADHD, bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder, and/or autism spectrum. And I've got some PTSD from some of the things Doug put me through, unfortunately, but I finally went to domestic violence survivor counseling a couple years ago after the last time we engaged with each other and I've been doing a lot better the past year or so in that regard.
I've never been much of a drinker. I've only got drunk enough to puke once. Only drugs I've done were mostly with Doug and it was infrequent and nothing very serious; Klonopin, Gabapentin, Vicodin, Acid, GHB, all about once each except for the Gaba, but that was only a few times. I just smoke weed daily, but usually just after work or on days off. I've had issues with binge eating; I guess you could say that's my vice, but I've been in control of it better lately.
Who does opiates ONCE you crazy witchThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-05-01 at 4:20 PM UTC
Originally posted by Deanna Troi Who does opiates ONCE you crazy witch
me i doont feel any relief from pain, dont feel high, i do get itchy. shit's horrible.
I've takeen 150mg of vicadin, 40mg of Oxyconton, 60mg of perks and 12mg of stop signs/suboxone
Nothin
I did feel nice from methadone + alcohol but heard taht's a death sentence -
2021-05-01 at 4:21 PM UTCthat list was not all at once, i was in my teens. back whne opiates were cheap as fuck
heroin is a other lil dick energy drug, give me tweak and a pistol any day. -
2021-05-01 at 6:48 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley me i doont feel any relief from pain, dont feel high, i do get itchy. shit's horrible.
I've takeen 150mg of vicadin, 40mg of Oxyconton, 60mg of perks and 12mg of stop signs/suboxone
Nothin
I did feel nice from methadone + alcohol but heard taht's a death sentence
Lucky.
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2021-05-01 at 6:51 PM UTCshtop sophia, what's obv is obv
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2021-05-01 at 6:53 PM UTC
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2021-05-01 at 7:01 PM UTCthat's cool to hold that opinion, he's dead, so you win.
let us mourn our friend
next week he won't be here and we still will.
If you have nthing nice to say give it a month and wee'll be past it. -
2021-05-01 at 7:09 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley that's cool to hold that opinion, he's dead, so you win.
let us mourn our friend
next week he won't be here and we still will.
If you have nthing nice to say give it a month and wee'll be past it.
You can mourn your friend, it just felt good to kick his proverbial corpse one last time. I know that's not very nice, but i don't care. I do have enough empathy to leave it at that and leave you to it.
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