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I bet I could make my life a lot better if I just did some stuff.
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2021-04-28 at 1:45 PM UTCHiki has never thought that before.
Several of you have never thought that before.
I went back to work last night and made money.
Suck my dick.
Anyways, I'll probably stick around there for a short while longer but here is my delima.
Stated as such, hereforth I am charged with confliction based up the factual realization that if I gotta cut smoking pot to pass a drug test here I might as well go on ahead and pass a drug test up the road making more.
Fake pissing it is good sometimes but when I just wanna go see how much money I can make it is more convenient and cheaper to just piss clean to begin with.
I faked pee'd this job now because all I view it as is a job.
The only reason I went there at all was to hang out with my buddy because as an adult "work" is the only time you get to see anyone.
Honestly as far as hanging out with good friends goes, I can do that 8 hours a day 5 days a week easy.
But at the end of the day the dollar is all that matters.
Do I wanna sleep on a gross disgusting burnt up mattress or do I want one of those beds with super high tech memory foam that also raises you up and down to watch tv or read a book which I wont ever do?
Hopefully in 6 months I can look back at this post and be making $15+ dollars an hour.
Or I can at least say "fuck you" to whoever bumps it.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-04-28 at 1:54 PM UTCyou could just live your life to the fullest in your off time like when ur not wt work and forget youre there while wt work like dri k ur dwys away at work amd after go skuba diving trampoline hopping hiking and living it to the fullest. to the fullest.
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2021-04-28 at 2:17 PM UTC
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2021-04-28 at 2:19 PM UTC
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2021-04-28 at 2:21 PM UTCwhy don't you just move to a state where you don't have to take a piss test for every shitty low paying job. Like what the fuck I have never taken a drug test in my entire life. Just move to colorado or something.
Living in a non legal state sounds like living in the third world, only redneck conservative anti drug christians want to keep living in a place like that.
Ohio sounds pretty lame, If I ever take the biden bullet across america I will make sure to skip over ohio -
2021-04-28 at 2:22 PM UTCGoodness. Iād kill myself if I were ur girlfriend. Thank God for making Chell š
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2021-04-28 at 2:29 PM UTCThe only reason I went there at all was to hang out with my buddy because as an adult "work" is the only time you get to see anyone.
I felt this as someone who doesn't work I feel really alienated. I have seen int he last month 3 of my friends, most of them once a week. I tell myself excuses:
I dont go to taverns except very early in the day with my mom for lunch or drinks (I'm 10 days dry right now tho) or to play cribbage Because I am always armed in some capacity and i have a lot of enemies (I am a jacker and talk a lot of shit) i am averse to sitting in a tavern or bar. They are very very popular in my alcoholic state.
Covid. IDK why this would make it harder, but everyone wants to stay inside.
Work for myself/Disabled. I don't see anyone and i don't let my customers into my home.
Kinda shitty. I'm aversive to meeting people wearing a mask. I'm not doing an "online date" or whatever gay shit they want me to. I don't like strangers coming to my home so I don't meet anyone off grindr (Even less since i lost my phone three weeks ago)
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2021-04-28 at 2:31 PM UTCshell seems like the type to cry and act like this when you smoke 1 joint of marijuana and then she says YOUR ADDICTED TO DRUGS ITS RUINING YOUR LIFE LOOK AT YOUR EYES!!! YOU ARE A JUNkIE!!! A HARDCORE MARIJUANA ADDICT
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2021-04-28 at 2:53 PM UTCAhh yes... that lie humans tell themselves. The seed from whence spouts every fruitless, Sisyphean human endeavor. No. "Doing" "stuff" is not the key to happiness or a "better life". Doing stuff is a requirement for sustaining life. There's no guarantee that any amount of stuff you do will ever make you feel like your life is better. How many more stories must be written about bitter, miserable people who have done all the stuff and still never found happiness before you understand? How many more tales of dissatisfied kings? Of miserable, lonely businessmen whose preoccupation with accomplishment drove a wedge between them and their family? How many tales of rock star suicides and actor ODs will it take before you realize that "happiness" is to "doing stuff" what "time" is to the 3 spatial dimensions - somewhere between loosely connected (at best), to being little more than a figment of one's perception? No. We have all thought this lie in our time. Some of us have even believed it, done things, and therefore been happy. But therein lies the rub - it's belief. You don't need to do things to have a happier, better life unless you believe the lie that you must do things to have a happier, better life.
You can be happy with pushing the boulder, but you'll never be happy because you're pushing the boulder.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-04-28 at 10:05 PM UTCI hope the boulder crushes ur little tits
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2021-04-28 at 10:08 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-04-28 at 11:02 PM UTCConsider obtaining a certification.
