Niles Blog: Hail The Dawn

1. 2021-04-05 at 2:19 AM UTC

   #101
   WellHung Black Hole

   Originally posted by Nile It was a jail, these are literally old cells lol.
   
   It was a hostel after.
   
   Anyway I'm losing my fucking mind man. In a "wats rly real" kinda way.
   
   It sucks and I should kill myself.

   
   Leave and live outside for 6 months while the weather is warm enough. Get some fresh air, Injun.
2. 2021-04-05 at 5:53 PM UTC

   #102
   Nile bump

   Originally posted by WellHung Leave and live outside for 6 months while the weather is warm enough. Get some fresh air, Injun.

   
   But I'm employed for now and having a place to sleep and shower is good.
3. 2021-04-06 at 4:41 PM UTC

   #103
   

   Sophie Pedophile Tech Support

   Originally posted by Nile It cost a bill and was worth the price. D'Ussé VSOP Cognac.

   
   VSOP
   
   noice
4. 2021-04-07 at 1:45 AM UTC

   #104
   Nile bump
   Update: I want to use methamphetamine but as I'm employed I don't want to just royally fuck up right away but slowly over many years if grinding, soul crushing monotony.
5. 2021-04-07 at 2:15 AM UTC

   #105
   

   Sophie Pedophile Tech Support

   Originally posted by Nile Update: I want to use methamphetamine but as I'm employed I don't want to just royally fuck up right away but slowly over many years if grinding, soul crushing monotony.

   
   Could you do coke for a night and not be blitzed for a week, maybe?
6. 2021-04-07 at 2:39 AM UTC

   #106
   

   Kal Joose Tuskegee Airman

   Originally posted by Nile It was a jail, these are literally old cells lol.
   
   It was a hostel after.
   
   Anyway I'm losing my fucking mind man. In a "wats rly real" kinda way.
   
   It sucks and I should kill myself.

   
   You´re not. You´re just realizing that all you need is a place to crash. one you can leave of course when you chose to but even a cell is better than the streets. the creature comforts are your real prison. a man is not truly free unless he gives up all his possessions
7. 2021-04-07 at 2:39 AM UTC

   #107
   

   Kal Joose Tuskegee Airman
8. 2021-04-07 at 2:42 AM UTC

   #108
   

   Kal Joose Tuskegee Airman
   Smooth Operator
   
   
9. 2021-04-09 at 3:52 AM UTC

   #109
   Nile bump
   Fuck I bought meth. I shouldn't but....
   
   
   Fuck I like meth.
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   • aldra
10. 2021-04-09 at 3:54 AM UTC

    #110
    netstat African Astronaut
    edited for privacy
11. 2021-04-09 at 4:01 AM UTC

    #111
    Nile bump

    Originally posted by netstat oh no

    
    I just railed a bit. Just gotta hold it together at work n get through the next 48 hours without fucking shit up too bad.
    
    
    Ill be fine, my boss is gonna fire that tranny so I won't have to worry about misgendering somebody at least
12. 2021-04-09 at 4:03 AM UTC

    #112
    Nile bump
    To Vanier!!
13. 2021-06-12 at 2:14 AM UTC

    #113
    Nile bump
    I'm in Toronto again. Going to Winnipeg in a couple days.
    
    Not broke. Some random dude i met is putting me up.
14. 2021-06-18 at 10:52 AM UTC

    #114
    

    Bradley Florida Man
    I saw a homeless Indian begging the other day. Thought it was you maybe.
15. 2021-06-18 at 10:53 AM UTC

    #115
    

    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition

    Originally posted by Bradley I saw a homeless Indian begging the other day. Thought it was you maybe.

    
    OP looks like a brown Brandon Lee in The Crow for what it's worth
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    • Nile
16. 2021-08-10 at 4:20 AM UTC

    #116
    Nile bump
    Not dead yet, had some things change in my situation and am doing well all things considered.
    
    Just letting you guys know im alright, but prob wont be posting much. Things got too damn weird, pretty sure my posts here had a part to play lol.
17. 2021-08-10 at 12:27 PM UTC

    #117
    

    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole [miraculously counterclaim my golf]
    GLOW NIGGERS
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    • Nile
18. 2021-08-11 at 4:03 PM UTC

    #118
    Nile bump

    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood GLOW NIGGERS

    
    i wouldn't mind just one "faction" i seeem to be entertainment for a few people. it kinda sucks and is not helping me maintain my tenuous hold on sanity in general.
    
    Just even being known by strangers is getting to me. Toss in the engineered encounters and yea basically i don't trust my judgment, other people or my "take" on reality. The meth doesnt help, but im not delusional.
19. 2021-08-11 at 4:09 PM UTC

    #119
    Nile bump
    My suspicious nature is kinda reasserting itself, now im not merely walled off and distant but actively probing or thinking about angles or agendas the people who approach me or i come across have. Not so much weighing my words but a lot of what i do say is calculated.
20. 2021-11-01 at 5:11 AM UTC

    #120
    netstat African Astronaut
    The author of this post has returned to nothingness