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Went to a doctor yesterday
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2021-02-04 at 11:19 AM UTCI finally decided to get help for my bipolar and obsessive compulsive disorder and went to a really good doctor recommended by a friend and he was chill, I told him everything he asked me everything from if I have foreskin to if I have unprotected sex and he tried to sell me pills for that but they cost 2k, I was kinda shocked about some of the questions they were really personal, he even knew about my cycling accident two years ago and knew they gave me codeine so he doesn't think I'm a drug addict trying to get a fix so he basically let me decide my dosage on these drugs. I feel a lot better now and I'm hoping this will be a catalyst for a brand new day, I'm going to go get breakfast in a bit a baconator and a soda and no more beer at least for awhile. I'm glad I did this because I've been killing myself everyday and feel really guilty about it.
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2021-02-04 at 11:37 AM UTCWell done, Lexabro.
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2021-02-04 at 11:46 AM UTCim not on ssri's im not stupid like you and i dont want to have man titties and a wobble bottomThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-02-04 at 11:53 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-02-04 at 12 PM UTC
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2021-02-04 at 12:11 PM UTC
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2021-02-04 at 12:13 PM UTCRight... You have chicken arms compared to the rest of your body it really doesn't make any sense. You're a tub of goo
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2021-02-04 at 12:39 PM UTC
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2021-02-04 at 12:46 PM UTC
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2021-02-04 at 12:48 PM UTCMaybe take a spin class with your mother?
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2021-02-04 at 12:49 PM UTCpills for foreskin?
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2021-02-04 at 1:04 PM UTC
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2021-02-04 at 1:07 PM UTC
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2021-02-04 at 1:10 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-02-04 at 1:15 PM UTCssri's are the devils candy
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2021-02-04 at 1:15 PM UTCBut i just got pills to help me quit drinking and sleep im an insomniac. I like to get jolly but its get serious sam. Im glad my friend refered me to this guy
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2021-02-04 at 1:18 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-02-04 at 1:19 PM UTCTry a glass of warm milk and a bedtime story for your insomnia.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-02-04 at 1:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by cigreting ur probably an insomniac because u drink too much
I've always been like that, and I've always have had ocd and been bipolar and the pills will lax that its already working. I drink because I'm bipolar and ocd, drinking is only one aspect about me that needs a change. But yeah I agree drinking does mess with sleep but It's a symptom of what I've dealt with my whole life waaaaay before i ever drank
I like getting jolly but I've used drinking to stop the bad thoughts its a catch 22
for a long time I didn't drink actually but I did other things that were bad to cover up what I'm going thru , 2 years ago the cops forced me to go to some kinda one flew over the cookoos nest scenario because I was shooting heroin and smoking meth a lot and my girl friend that I would compulsivly fuck over and over because Im a sex addict left me because of it, she never saw doing it but I obviously not acting normal
I had these diagnosis way before I ever started doing stuff like this
and sometimes I wonder if its really a thing of the brain or its actually a malady of the spirit if you what I mean, its quite the quandry but I have hope. Pills aren't cure all and I've avoided them but I need to make other changes in my life and I think working out will help.
I felt like total shit the last 10 months like I never have before -
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