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2020-12-19 at 3:14 PM UTCStupid brain pulling meaning out of thin air, delusion is a hard thing to deal with because the mind starts making a bunch of spurious but seemingly significant links that create a whole unified perspective.
I wish i could have had things work out and i could have done my entheogens and take my dives into myself without being cast into a world of distrust and paranoia. Casting doubts into a world of suspicion to a man who can sometimes indulge in solipsistic skepticism is a cruel thing. Fuckers.
In all things Reason and Moderation and if insanity comes a calling its better to think, sit and come down to the earth, garden or swim or something. The intoxication of power where the only relation is domination and control and direction can be seductive but it's...... No. NO. -
2020-12-19 at 3:15 PM UTCif you feel like you know where you're going, get lost
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2020-12-19 at 3:16 PM UTCEvil is easy, Death is easy, Drugs are easy.
My pride needs that which is hard to be satisfied, and renunciation can be hardest of all.
ffs.... i think i'm internalising christianity in a very deep way.
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2020-12-19 at 3:18 PM UTCyou could make it a point to be a vocally bad christian & rightfully disparage any priest who would turn you away as unworthy of his garb
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2020-12-19 at 3:20 PM UTC
Originally posted by Nil Stupid brain pulling meaning out of thin air, delusion is a hard thing to deal with because the mind starts making a bunch of spurious but seemingly significant links that create a whole unified perspective.
I wish i could have had things work out and i could have done my entheogens and take my dives into myself without being cast into a world of distrust and paranoia. Casting doubts into a world of suspicion to a man who can sometimes indulge in solipsistic skepticism is a cruel thing. Fuckers.
In all things Reason and Moderation and if insanity comes a calling its better to think, sit and come down to the earth, garden or swim or something. The intoxication of power where the only relation is domination and control and direction can be seductive but it's…… No. NO.
Yeah but there's a deeper level of analysis to be had here and i am pretty sure i m not delusional even though that's what a delusional person would say. And my brain wasn't pulling meaning out of thin air. The meaning was in myself, it was my brains way of warning me, you talked about a doorway earlier and not being able to step back. It was like that. If you do this, something will change, was the message. You might think you're deep into the rabbit hole now, but open this door and step through and we'll see just how deep the rabbit hole actually goes. And on the one hand i was worried and on the other i was excited, and then i decided not to do anything unless i am 100% committed. because then, no matter what happens at least i can say i gave it my all. -
2020-12-19 at 3:22 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie If it's lack of curiosity they're not worthwhile to talk to, because they are not interesting. If it is fear, then they are cowards and if it's comfort in judgement then they are sadists, they just haven't realized it yet.
well put. then we should all do as we want and fight it out when we cant put up with ourselves anymore. -
2020-12-19 at 3:23 PM UTC.....good talk.
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2020-12-19 at 3:26 PM UTC
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2020-12-19 at 3:33 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Agreed. Also, i could do this for hours, bro. I literally spend a good chunk of time each day thinking about these sorts of things.
Go and garden. Sell some daffodilz or nutmeg. Get to ur roots.
Maybe i should just go hunt and forage, drop the thoughts and situate myself in the world. -
2020-12-19 at 3:35 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie The meaning was in myself, it was my brains way of warning me, you talked about a doorway earlier and not being able to step back. It was like that.
You know thats the basis of a vision quest, yeah you're all fucked up cuz ur starving or ate that mushroom but the subjective personal experience and message is valuable. -
2020-12-19 at 3:37 PM UTC
Originally posted by Nil Go and garden. Sell some daffodilz or nutmeg. Get to ur roots.
Maybe i should just go hunt and forage, drop the thoughts and situate myself in the world.
Why? Sometimes it may be uncomfortable but learning deep truths about myself and the human condition and morality and such is useful and interesting. And hey, sometimes a lot of good comes from it too. I think it's important to think about these things and perhaps confront the shadow as Jung might put it. -
2020-12-19 at 3:38 PM UTC
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2020-12-19 at 3:45 PM UTCOh i just remembered you are Cree. Sorry i was coming at this from a eurocentric psycho-analytical angle. Now i understand the reference to a vision quest and getting in touch with your roots. For a second i was like, what. But the cultural significance just dawned on me.
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2020-12-19 at 3:45 PM UTC
Originally posted by livingelegy This is supposedly a totse successor but nobody actually posts in the spirit of the original totse you all just make gay little inside-jokes and blog about your faggy lives and constantly reposts each other's portrait pics to rip on one another. This site is a failure. Lanny ought to just delete it.
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2020-12-19 at 3:47 PM UTCHey mang..... jung is the shit and i should read more of his works.
Although nietzsche is muh nigga and I'll be his intelectual partisan even if I agree with the opposition, devils advocate if u will :D -
2020-12-19 at 3:51 PM UTC
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2020-12-19 at 3:51 PM UTCjung drew a lot of his creative thinking from nietzsche, interestingly
i highly doubt the latter would embrace the former's notion of individuation
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2020-12-22 at 11:58 AM UTCbump, get vgood guys.
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2020-12-22 at 12:04 PM UTCPeople have such a rose tinted view of totse because it was back before most of you were all perma-fried from drugs.
It kinda fucking sucked, much like this place. It was busier, but mods were constantly locking threads. Same shit really. -
2020-12-22 at 12:13 PM UTCno nigga it was part of an era. thats likwe saying ytmnd suckx too.
