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Jesus Christ wants you to avoid making a deal with Lucifer...

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    WellHung Black Hole
    Who could be him, or her.
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    Soyboy 2020 IV: Intravenous Soyposting African Astronaut [scrub the quick-drying deinonychus]
    If Satan was serious about doing a deal he'd send me a succubus, so fuck that guy.
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    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
    Ive been looking into demonology a bit. I swear i have a demonic malevolent force fucking with me.

    And i gave away my eagle feathers. Need a medicine bag. probably should smudge.

    I'll look into European occult knowledge too.
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    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
    Although the guy whos couch im sleeping on said I'm not allowed to attempt a summoning.
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    Soyboy 2020 IV: Intravenous Soyposting African Astronaut [scrub the quick-drying deinonychus]
    What sort of entity do you think you are dealing with?
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    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
    Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING 2020 IV: Intravenous Soyposting What sort of entity do you think you are dealing with?

    I just call it the malevolent force, it's alters the perception of others around me and causes bad luck.

    I feel like it latched on at a lowpoint and feeds on my misery.
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    Soyboy 2020 IV: Intravenous Soyposting African Astronaut [scrub the quick-drying deinonychus]
    Originally posted by Nil I just call it the malevolent force, it's alters the perception of others around me and causes bad luck.

    I feel like it latched on at a lowpoint and feeds on my misery.

    I had a similar belief at one point.

    Do you do any energy work?
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    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
    I haven't worked since like new years. It's just the odd strange shit surrounding me. from the dreams to the surveillance to the power grid blacking out for a few blocks "following" me as we drove. To the strangers acting.

    Shit got super fucking strange. I'd sound like t2k if i shared some things i saw/had happen.


    And it wasn't the meth, but the paranoia didn't help. Like some centralized community effort to fuck with me.
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    Technologist victim of incest
    Originally posted by Nil I haven't worked since like new years. It's just the odd strange shit surrounding me. from the dreams to the surveillance to the power grid blacking out for a few blocks "following" me as we drove. To the strangers acting.

    Shit got super fucking strange. I'd sound like t2k if i shared some things i saw/had happen.

    Nil,
    Don't be offended, but you didn’t used to talk like this. Didn’t all this happen after you started using meth? All I can think of is great paranoia🤷‍♀️


    Ooops just saw your edit. Quit anticipating my thoughts🤬
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    Soyboy 2020 IV: Intravenous Soyposting African Astronaut [scrub the quick-drying deinonychus]
    I never had anything so dramatic like power grids fail, but have had lots of weird things happen to me or pop into my head. For instance sodium street lights go off, or computers crash when I was stressed.

    It's a lot more common than you would think, and doesn't mean you're schizo at all, in fact it means you're more in tune with reality than most.
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    Technologist victim of incest
    Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING 2020 IV: Intravenous Soyposting I never had anything so dramatic like power grids fail, but have had lots of weird things happen to me or pop into my head. For instance sodium street lights go off, or computers crash when I was stressed.

    It's a lot more common than you would think, and doesn't mean you're schizo at all, in fact it means you're more in tune with reality than most.

    Surveillance and people following you?
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    Soyboy 2020 IV: Intravenous Soyposting African Astronaut [scrub the quick-drying deinonychus]
    Originally posted by Technologist Surveillance and people following you?

    Piss off Techno, men are talking.
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    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
    Originally posted by Technologist Nil,
    Don't be offended, but you didn’t used to talk like this. Didn’t all this happen after you started using meth? All I can think of is great paranoia🤷‍♀️


    Ooops just saw your edit. Quit anticipating my thoughts🤬

    I'm not super irrational on meth. Time just passes faster, have little appetite and more stamina. Day 2 is usually okay ish. 3 days was bad. 5 days i started getting mild visuals.

    But i know what i experienced. I put out bait info, and had a person come fish for it. Utilized shock to probe. Tried to force hands or truth through various means. The fact that it ended so abruptly only increased my suspicion.
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    Soyboy 2020 IV: Intravenous Soyposting African Astronaut [scrub the quick-drying deinonychus]
    Actually Techno what do you think? Honestly?

    Are humans just meat, or do we have souls and stuff?
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    Soyboy 2020 IV: Intravenous Soyposting African Astronaut [scrub the quick-drying deinonychus]
    Originally posted by Nil Day 2 is usually okay ish. 3 days was bad. 5 days i started getting mild visuals.

    What sort of dosages and sleep regimen are you talking about here?
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    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
    Throw in my recent dream and i dunno what to think.

    It felt like a bunch of different organizations, some opposed trying to get me to act in a manner that suited them.

    Like for real i don't know what the fuck was happening, i saw the play. But couldn't guess what the angle was.
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    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
    I'm just gonna let this shit lie tho.

    Also.... heh sleep. I wasn't exactly mister harm reduction. With a scale n shit. I'd rail more when i felt the exhaustion creep. Although no sleep for 5 days was more of a psychonautical experiment.
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    Soyboy 2020 IV: Intravenous Soyposting African Astronaut [scrub the quick-drying deinonychus]
    Originally posted by Nil I'm just gonna let this shit lie tho.

    Also…. heh sleep. I wasn't exactly mister harm reduction. With a scale n shit. I'd rail more when i felt the exhaustion creep. Although no sleep for 5 days was more of a psychonautical experiment.

    Weren't you seeing tree-people after the first day or so?
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    Technologist victim of incest
    Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING 2020 IV: Intravenous Soyposting Actually Techno what do you think? Honestly?

    Are humans just meat, or do we have souls and stuff?

    You really have to ask me this? My consistent words don’t give you that answer?
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    Soyboy 2020 IV: Intravenous Soyposting African Astronaut [scrub the quick-drying deinonychus]
    Originally posted by Technologist You really have to ask me this? My consistent words don’t give you that answer?

    Nice attempt to bullshit, but no.

    What are you, pretending to be some sort of marxist-style dialectical materialist or something?

    You reject the super-natural, except when it is convenient?
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