2020-06-12 at 4:50 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
Walked by a liquor store on the way home from my second walk of the morning...had $37 on me. And OOPS bought a 26'r of Bushmills
2020-06-12 at 4:52 PM UTC
:whatever the reaction face is with the squished up retarded face:
2020-06-12 at 4:55 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
I knew you guys would totally understand. I really never that liquor store was there. I knew a few were fairly close to me but not even 10 mins away from me. I feel so woke now. I know woke has another meaning all together but just go with it.
2020-06-12 at 4:57 PM UTC
How do you not know that stuff? I'm pretty sure I know where every liquor store is located within a 50 mile radius of me. I'm just kidding. But I do know all within a mile. Because.
2020-06-12 at 4:57 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
The other day I was thinking of making a reflective longpost about a guy Ive known a long time whos a needle banging junkie who I employ and as such have watched him shoot up. I actually gave him his first pill as well and was the first person he ever saw shoot up. I was going to longpost about him and his life and how hes basically ripped off everyone but me and is emotionally stunted etc etc etc but I just cant be bothered rn. Fuck I need to get off pills, I have a dam kid on the way. My life is fucked and stressful and a lot of people around me are doing worse than me but Im in a position to help people now so its like Im carrying other peoples shit with me. My gf is still smoking weed (mixed with tobacco) and uses my pills as an excuse like a toxic piece of shit. I break up with her every other day and know there is genuinely no future in our relationship beyond that of the bebe.
I feel I need someone better qualified to help me look after my own life. 15 months ago I was in prison jacking off to nicki minaj videos and shampoo commercials and now I have several businesses and a kid on the way. I helped someone I care about deeply fight (and beat, God willing) cancer and pray every day for guidance and deliverance from cancers of the body and mind. Drugs are one of them for me. Ive become much less greedy and have more invested in long term returns over short term gratification.
Thank you for being here for me. Im a fucking mess I need to straighten out but I need time to do so. I'm very blessed and I would like to see you all get where you want to be
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2020-06-12 at 5:02 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo
The other day I was thinking of making a reflective longpost about a guy Ive known a long time whos a needle banging junkie who I employ and as such have watched him shoot up. I actually gave him his first pill as well and was the first person he ever saw shoot up. I was going to longpost about him and his life and how hes basically ripped off everyone but me and is emotionally stunted etc etc etc but I just cant be bothered rn. Fuck I need to get off pills, I have a dam kid on the way. My life is fucked and stressful and a lot of people around me are doing worse than me but Im in a position to help people now so its like Im carrying other peoples shit with me. My gf is still smoking weed (mixed with tobacco) and uses my pills as an excuse like a toxic piece of shit. I break up with her every other day and know there is genuinely no future in our relationship beyond that of the bebe.
I feel I need someone better qualified to help me look after my own life. 15 months ago I was in prison jacking off to nicki minaj videos and shampoo commercials and now I have several businesses and a kid on the way. I helped someone I care about deeply fight (and beat, God willing) cancer and pray every day for guidance and deliverance from cancers of the body and mind. Drugs are one of them for me. Ive become much less greedy and have more invested in long term returns over short term gratification.
Thank you for being here for me. Im a fucking mess I need to straighten out but I need time to do so. I'm very blessed and I would like to see you all get where you want to be
I wish I could say or do anything even remotely inspirational to assist you but as a registered sack of depressed shit I'm worthless in that department, at least with any level of consistency. So basically I'm just giving you a 'so sad thoughts and prayers sent' post right now. I'm sorry. You are one of the good ones even though you've done some bads in your loife. At least know that much.
Unless you're a secret raper or child molester then I take all that back.
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2020-06-12 at 5:15 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
What the fuck is with you niggers and Nicki Minaj? i'd jack off to a skunk before i'd get moist for that worthless cunt. She should end up a serial killers victim...have her tortured for weeks or so. raped? whatever floats his or her boat. necklace her on the big ass HOLLYWOOD SIGN.
2020-06-12 at 5:20 PM UTC
How can one be depressed with several businesses.
That must be some major coin coming in?
Fuck what people say, money makes me happy.
2020-06-12 at 5:23 PM UTC
Originally posted by Octavian
How can one be depressed with several businesses.
That must be some major coin coming in?
Fuck what people say, money makes me happy.
You for real? Money can ease the anxieties of life but it cant fix a brain in turmoil outside of buying drugs and pills and therapy I guess.
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2020-06-12 at 5:25 PM UTC
I've more or less kicked my habit I just wish gyms were open then cut back drinking.
Originally posted by mmQ
I wish I could say or do anything even remotely inspirational to assist you but as a registered sack of depressed shit I'm worthless in that department, at least with any level of consistency. So basically I'm just giving you a 'so sad thoughts and prayers sent' post right now. I'm sorry. You are one of the good ones even though you've done some bads in your loife. At least know that much.
Unless you're a secret raper or child molester then I take all that back.
x2
Im too numb and angry to think of something good to say, but as a wise man once said:
[insert relevant inspirational quote here]
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2020-06-12 at 6:10 PM UTC
As the great Kublai Khan once said, "Bitches ain't shit but hoes and tricks".
2020-06-12 at 6:12 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
i wish i had something...even a inspirational quote from google from a famous nigger but i don't.
i feel sometimes lol rarely but lol i believe sometimes WE ALL think too much about this, that, and everything too much. Just enjoy the booze and all the drugs one can list one takes. ENJOY IT/THEM...whatever. Sometimes its GREAT TO TELL THINKING AND LIFE TO FUCK OFF. Shit is so much simpler that way.
i might have something inspirational to say on like my death bed. even than does it really matter? just live the best life YOU KNOW HOW AND FUCK THOSE INNER AND OUTER THOUGHTS FROM YOURSELF AND OTHERS. FUCK IT ALL AS LONG AS YOU ARE NAKED AND HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
right folks?
2020-06-12 at 8:48 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
My life isnt terrible all things considered but it is ridiculous tiring stressful and painful. Its weird when you're a kid and everything is simpler and less painful
2020-06-12 at 10:22 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER
Ive been trying to get people to record stuff to layer over eachother like we did with omgplzdontbans video thing.
Been trying to get Bill Krozby to lay some stuff down, and Raz is a prett6 good guitar player
Don't forget I can text Viper for that guest feature whenever. Only $49.
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