2020-06-01 at 3:51 AM UTC
I'm so glad I can actually be there for people. Feels good brah.
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2020-06-01 at 4:30 PM UTC
Yes. If you quote you'll see what people actually wrote. Some other ones besides 'enhancement'-
Bill Krozby
COCKodile
MOON PERSON
bundy
Crouton
2020-06-01 at 4:34 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
Posting, reading, lurking, stalking, and laugh at all sorts of online to keep me awake. I've been up like almost 40 hrs and I don't want to go to sleep. Neck and hip are too fucked to get comfortable. Might loss my sanity if this continues though
2020-06-01 at 4:34 PM UTC
tee hee hee
Naturally Camouflaged
[slangily complete this slumberer]
we're due for a new enhancement perhaps for "riot" or "protest"
2020-06-01 at 6:54 PM UTC
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2020-06-01 at 8:48 PM UTC
Death to all parasitic bugs.
2020-06-01 at 9:42 PM UTC
Thinking my triceps have the wuhan flu
2020-06-01 at 9:46 PM UTC
Smoking a blizzunt with my friend.. :)
2020-06-01 at 10:55 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
Watching Animal Kingdom Season Tree
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2020-06-02 at 2:42 AM UTC
Lil sis just called, guess my dad died. RIP pops, gonna miss you.
2020-06-02 at 3:20 AM UTC
Headspin how close were you to your dad? You good?
2020-06-02 at 3:40 AM UTC
We were close when I was younger. Last time I saw him I stole his credit card and took a greyhound out here to Cali and started this whole craziness I've been living since Jan 2014.
He had a trauma that left him with a PTSD type mental illness. I stopped talking to him for a while, talked to him again, stopped talking to him, etc. My sister basically stopped talking to him all together. He was a good guy, but he couldn't get a handle on his alcoholism and it eventually took his health from him. Over the last few years he basically was living off this lady in a pretty unhealthy lifestyle. Gained over 200 pounds, became diabetic... borderline serrosis... I knew he was slowly dying, his father died a little younger than him.
I dont know, I guess I'm good. I dont really feel one way or the other about it. I kind of let a lot of my attachment to him go emotionally over the years because I lost respect for him. He used to be so capable and intelligent when he wasn't drinking. He would have periods of sobriety and then blow everything on a long binge. Took me with him most of the time, and I just wanted to get high to begin with so I never really complained.
I've smoked weed with my dad, did ecstasy, smoked crack... drank obscene amounts of liquor. We talked about love, life, philosophy, music... spirituality... everything really. He was kind of my best friend at one point, and I think it was around then I stopped seeing him so much as a father figure.
He was in essence, potential unrealized. He gave up at some point, and to me that's the same thing as dying. Either way, he was my dad. It may sound fucked up but I am a little fucked up so I guess it only makes sense. I think he needed to die so that I can start growing. Time is strange, all these subjective events happening around a central energy I'm starting to recognize and follow.
My higher self would say, "So? Keep moving forward."
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