2020-05-13 at 4:17 AM UTC
And if you had to compare the way you feel during a panic attack to a drug what would it be?
2020-05-13 at 4:18 AM UTC
I have a diagnosed anxiety disorder so I can't remember. Probably some time in school when I was young.
I would compare it to meth psychosis
2020-05-13 at 4:19 AM UTC
That is a long forgotten blocked out memory.
2020-05-13 at 4:27 AM UTC
Only once when I was kid. Swim took like twenty dozen hits from the bong ( cuz weed cant kill u lol so lets see how much. Smoke I can breathe DEurrrr) and then I felt weird and snuck back in my bedroom window but I felt lile a sloth I was crawling thru the window for like 5 minutes. ( time... Moves slowly so slowly.. Time.. ) then finally I achieved ot and got inside and layed in bed.
I listened to my pulse ib ky ears and thpyght I wad gonna die like a big doyle head but i didnt wanna snitch mys3lf out so I just accepted I will die but then I dint so that was really good đź‘Ť this was about swim i mean
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2020-05-13 at 4:33 AM UTC
Crawling into a window is a lot harder than crawling out
2020-05-13 at 5:01 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
a bunch of edibles and also meth at the same time while a yak sits on my chest and everyone whos opinion I ever cared about yells at me to GET UP but the yak won't let me
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2020-05-13 at 5:09 AM UTC
Lol. I have panic attacks daily from simple shit like stares, so I can't remember the first but they are all the same.
My heartbeat starts racing in my head, I start trembling & sweating, & feel light headed & unsteady. Nausea almost always follows, then a terrible headache when I've calmed myself down. Lol smh
2020-05-13 at 5:15 AM UTC
What if I stare at that ass
2020-05-13 at 5:19 AM UTC
Hmmm its quite the quandary . also not that I'm having a panic attack right now or anyting but I just realize how this totally sounds like a f****** Jeff Hunter psyop like this whole thread does
2020-05-13 at 5:22 AM UTC
OP is clearly a government agent
2020-05-13 at 5:26 AM UTC
I don't like this thread.
I do not like the topic.
I do not like talking about stuff like this.
Just keep it to yourself you pussy.
2020-05-13 at 5:27 AM UTC
Lol. U wouldn't even know unless u were looking me in the eye. Cuz I keep it moving.
2020-05-13 at 5:27 AM UTC
speaking of panic attacks I remember my bud Rodney was in a frat and he invited me to frat party and like they're just a bunch of like total Goons you know like wearing their white oak leaves in like beach boy booty shorts but anyway there were a lot of chicks over there and I remember this one girl she would must have weighed like 80 lb she was like 19 or 20 and I remember like she wanted to show everyone I care a little tiny titties and then literally all she did was she she sniffed a shot of Jager and then it's like immediately that just totally f***** her up just from smelling it from sniffing that shot of Jager and she started like blowing all these dudes and the crazy thing is she was like real guns and then she got her her RAV4 and literally drove into the shopping mall she just like randomly decided to drive like 90 miles all the way into the shopping mall in beefa Texas
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2020-05-13 at 5:30 AM UTC
Yeah yeah whatever little Arnie just save the false outrage okay bud
We all get it you're trying to be the man of the house and wearing your pants like a big boy but none of it even really makes any sense
2020-05-13 at 12:54 PM UTC
My first panic attacK? When I had a bad trip on E a few years ago. Im prone to anxiety, but stimulants tend to turn my general anxiety into full blown panic attacks, so had to completely quit all that shit. molly was my favorite drug too, life fucking sucks.
I was at the ice cream social in5th grade and id invited this cute girl Coral. And we were dancing and my new friend Ryan kept trying to push us together to kiss. It was freaking me out and i was embarassed n stuff so i finally pushed him to get him to stop. He fell down and broke his arm and everyone stopped and stared and then one of the teachers helped him to a chair and i got dragged to the side while everyone watched. My anxiety got like 100x worse as soon as i oushed him, and i just remember feeling like iwas about to go to jail (lol) and that i couldnt breathe and i was going to pass out.
I can tell thats definitely had an effect on the way i am with women, bc my anxiety is usually pretty intense around women i don’t know well, bc i think im going to do something bad and be judged for it.