Originally posted by CASPER
Fuck man thats the worst. I lost 2 friends last year, and its fucked up. Did you find out how she died?
I'm sorry to hear that...no i didn't ask but i assume an overdose. We were in rehab together (she was actually my rehab romance β£π) but what bothers me is we have about 10 mutual friends who were in the program with us, they knew we were messing around and no one bothered to tell me. I hadn't known her too long but i would have her back through anything. She gave me back my happiness and confidence when I needed it badly because when I got to that program i was homeless on the streets and when I met her she told me she was trying to FW me so it showed me that even as a scruffy homeless dude off the streets i still had it because she was a beautiful girl. She was a hot mess though, i hadn't heard from her and I just assumed she might have been back in rehab. Tonight I thought about her and figured I'd check her profile cuz she hadn't been on messenger in a while and that's how I found out.
Fuuuuuuuuck man. I know that feeling. Even if you dont know someone really well, when you connect with someone like that their loss still rocks you. Esp when youve been throuh rough times in your life together. There were people i barely knew who let me sleep on their sofa, or invite me for thanksgiving dinner. They were basically strangers to me save for a few weeks time. But just remembering the love and kindness they showed me in that brief time, hearing theyd died really fucked me up.
What did u go to rehab for? You still doing okay?
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Originally posted by CASPER
Fuuuuuuuuck man. I know that feeling. Even if you dont know someone really well, when you connect with someone like that their loss still rocks you. Esp when youve been throuh rough times in your life together. There were people i barely knew who let me sleep on their sofa, or invite me for thanksgiving dinner. They were basically strangers to me save for a few weeks time. But just remembering the love and kindness they showed me in that brief time, hearing theyd died really fucked me up.
What did u go to rehab for? You still doing okay?
You're right, it still hurt. This was 2 years ago and it was for heroin and crack mainly. I've been homeless a couple times since then. My cousin down south got me a bus ticket to come stay with him for a while and I'm 3 weeks clean off heroin/fentanyl, so I'm doing pretty well. I still do some meth every now and then but I know it's not going to possibly drop me dead....
Shit. Well congrats on starting to get better. Ive been off H like 18 months now and just started drinking and smoking again. I know i shouldnt but it is what itis. I wouldnt wish the misery of a lengthy opiate/crack addiction on anyone. Plus the misery of constantly having people around you die like that. Every few months at the clinic i end up asking about someone i havent seen for a bit, and they end up dead. Lately i havent seen ths is pretty little curly haired italian girl. Last I saw her she was in the waiting room with an abscess the size of a golf ball in the crook of her arm, dripping sweat. I got her some water and a clean rag from the car, we talked for the hour or so she had to wait, and she ended up being really sweet. Shooting heroin didnt seem like her at all. She was wearing a Morrowind t shirt and pink floyd pajama bottoms.
Hope ur okay Daniela
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