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I dont even know how I get my hustle down
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2020-05-06 at 2:22 AM UTCwake up at 10am covered in sweat. House man has me run to the store and gives me klonppim for running errands for him. 4 mile trip, come back to house. Hustle.. walk 5 miles into town to panhandle near the Walmart. Meanwhile its like 85 degrees all day. I dont take amphetamines or speed anymore..
My med regimen is huperazine a, choline, b12, gabapentin, oxcarbazepine, klon PRN, serowuel for sleep and dph for akathisia
6 hours of panhandling today I made about 60 bucks. Chilled at the house but at 8pm walked another 5mile round trip to give spixe guy money. He gonna pick it up at 10am
ONLY way I managed this is because I've started self medicating with loperamide yesterday for the pain. Can actually walk 5 miles without the dystonic parkinsonian symptoms
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2020-05-06 at 2:24 AM UTCWe need a prayer warriors for OP.
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2020-05-06 at 2:30 AM UTCMy soul is with the Lord above and of the Zod Particle, the coalescing of form and content in a triad of everlasting gloryThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-06 at 2:33 AM UTC
Originally posted by Dissociator wake up at 10am covered in sweat. House man has me run to the store and gives me klonppim for running errands for him. 4 mile trip, come back to house. Hustle.. walk 5 miles into town to panhandle near the Walmart. Meanwhile its like 85 degrees all day. I dont take amphetamines or speed anymore..
My med regimen is huperazine a, choline, b12, gabapentin, oxcarbazepine, klon PRN, serowuel for sleep and dph for akathisia
6 hours of panhandling today I made about 60 bucks. Chilled at the house but at 8pm walked another 5mile round trip to give spixe guy money. He gonna pick it up at 10am
ONLY way I managed this is because I've started self medicating with loperamide yesterday for the pain. Can actually walk 5 miles without the dystonic parkinsonian symptoms
Typical day walking around 15 miles
You need to tell your mom you won't do drugs and not act like a dick anymore, I did drugs when I lived with my parents during highschool but I didn't have them on my radar about it. Tell her you need a place to stay because you need to get a job. -
2020-05-06 at 2:34 AM UTCHe waters her plants and cleans the bathroom hes a good son
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2020-05-06 at 2:35 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-06 at 2:37 AM UTC
Originally posted by I Live In Your Crawlspace Secretly4 He waters her plants and cleans the bathroom hes a good son
Hey but not taking light of roshambos plight I feel for the gont, but remember when that eurasian guy made a thread if he could move in with one of us? LIke lol what are you gonna do me? Make me chocolate milk and show me a playstation game? H'ed never fucking leave lmao -
2020-05-06 at 6:44 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby You need to tell your mom you won't do drugs and not act like a dick anymore, I did drugs when I lived with my parents during highschool but I didn't have them on my radar about it. Tell her you need a place to stay because you need to get a job.
Bill Krozby why are you such a beta fuckboi... why do you think I'm still attached to mommies tit? I mean I don't know how unhealthily attached you are/were to your mom but.. last thing I want to do is go back and live with that bitch.
The way shes treated my dad for 25years and her malignant narcissism make me never want to see her again -
2020-05-06 at 6:45 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby You need to tell your mom you won't do drugs and not act like a dick anymore, I did drugs when I lived with my parents during highschool but I didn't have them on my radar about it. Tell her you need a place to stay because you need to get a job.
I dont need a place to say.. did I ever complain once about the way my life's been going? I'm not a complete spineless PUSSY so I can cope with very minor hardships -
2020-05-06 at 6:46 AM UTC
Originally posted by Dissociator Bill Krozby why are you such a beta fuckboi… why do you think I'm still attached to mommies tit? I mean I don't know how unhealthily attached you are/were to your mom but.. last thing I want to do is go back and live with that bitch.
The way shes treated my dad for 25years and her malignant narcissism make me never want to see her again
Calm down bro, I was just trying to give actual advice. -
2020-05-06 at 6:48 AM UTCThis thread makes me depressed.
Drug addiction sucks, I'm glad I just drink red wine now. -
2020-05-06 at 6:48 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby Calm down bro, I was just trying to give actual advice.
why would I give up my finally gained independence and new friends for being friendless in mommy's tit.
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That apartment was depressing
There are some very bad scary and confusing memories attached to it when I had my amnesia.. rhabdo... high fever... suicidal withdrawals off MAOIs and ativan.. suboxone wds.. waiting on mail... consrsnt barrage drug use always -
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2020-05-06 at 7:13 AM UTCYou are devoting too much time for too little. This may seem productive to you but hopefully it doesnt become a self perpetuating cycle that is difficult to detach from.
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2020-05-06 at 8:46 AM UTCWhat is a spice man
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2020-05-07 at 3:18 PM UTCdope man spiceroy style
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