Originally posted by Technologist
I just can’t imagine going through everything you’ve been through with getting clean. I bet there’s times you’ve said, “aw fuck this, I’m gonna get out of this pain and get me some”. I know I would. But you’ve managed to battle this demon. You’ve come so far🧡
I mean it hasnt been too tempting bc if I had to do this whole thing from scratch i would absolutely kill myself. I have had to check myself doing "junkie-ish" shit (ie..."Bro...you cant take 9 ibuprofen at once"), but other than that im just so sick of all this bullshit. Someone FB messaged me today offering good money to help them score, and I just told them i was sorry. Im SO fucking over this shit. Its cost me my relationships, my friendships, my health, my peace, my self esteem. Although honestly if I thought heroin or drugs in general would fix all the shit im going through, i mightve given it a shot. But at the end up didnt calm my nerves, didnt relieve any pain....so theres really no point.
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Just want to remind everyone this is one of the best movies ever. Good movie night option for when you want to keep your children as awkwardly distant from you as possible during this trying time.
ibeencarboloading and doing crunches in mybed all day until i did too many crunches n threw up but then i was hungry again n had to slam some mire carbs to have the energy to finish my crunches
Just went outside to get the paper (which wasn't there like usual) & sensed a great power in the air almost like needles pricking my back. This calls for a major journey into the upper realm, last time I was there I got lost, good thing I made a map for this return trip lol.
