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ITT: You self diagnose a mental illness.
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2017-02-12 at 10:36 PM UTCi have 6 personality disorders
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2017-02-12 at 10:44 PM UTCJust a few things... Addiction, social anxiety, slight depression when i decide to be a fuckboy, ADHD and thats all i really can think of. Not really anything outstanding . My old English teacher in highschool once told us a story about a kid who had a mental disorder were he had to be able to fap at any time... (not lying...) about every hour or so. This was early 2000s if i remember. But the kid was allowed to literally fap in class , but had to put a sock over his dick. Wonder what type of shit was going on in his brain. I'd love too see how they handle him now because he also was a complete nut getting into fights everyday too.
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2017-02-13 at 1:07 AM UTC
Originally posted by Anal Scratch Hemorrage The worst I usually have now is sudden episodes of rage during the night where pictures in my mind of me generally fighting or murdering people that scare away the sleep and a bit of difficulty towards women and around authoritary figures like parents (dad, uncles/aunts/grandparents, teachers, employers, police) because I've mostly lived alone ever since.
That and sometimes some really bizarre nightmares when I manage to get some sleep, but I have grown used to those.
I can relate a bit. Feel free to let me know if you're having trouble controlling things. I can probably offer some pointers. -
2017-02-13 at 1:17 AM UTCoh man, i need to take a moment to get some things off my chest and this thread seems like a good place to do so
i am such a fucking autismo in social situations, its terrible. i'll act like a clown at school and work because i feel like nobody will like me, but most of the time the shit that i spew out of my mouth ends up making people think of me as obnoxious or loud or whatever but when im with my friends at home or at their house or whatever i act completely different. my grandma views me as an introvert when in big social situations im anything but that.
also, i have this stupid immature problem with authority. i gave a manager lip at work, 10 minutes later im fired. they made up a sexual harassment allegation as grounds to fire me, when it dodnt happen, purely because i dont know when to keep my mouth closed and just bite my tongue. it gets me in trouble with my dad too, because im too much of a titty baby to just accept whatever bullshit my dad spews and not make a comment about it.
can anyone here relate? i feel like im the only one who does dumb shit to compensate for feelings of insecurity and low self esteem -
2017-02-13 at 1:45 AM UTC
Originally posted by cerakote oh man, i need to take a moment to get some things off my chest and this thread seems like a good place to do so
i am such a fucking autismo in social situations, its terrible. i'll act like a clown at school and work because i feel like nobody will like me, but most of the time the shit that i spew out of my mouth ends up making people think of me as obnoxious or loud or whatever but when im with my friends at home or at their house or whatever i act completely different. my grandma views me as an introvert when in big social situations im anything but that.
also, i have this stupid immature problem with authority. i gave a manager lip at work, 10 minutes later im fired. they made up a sexual harassment allegation as grounds to fire me, when it dodnt happen, purely because i dont know when to keep my mouth closed and just bite my tongue. it gets me in trouble with my dad too, because im too much of a titty baby to just accept whatever bullshit my dad spews and not make a comment about it.
can anyone here relate? i feel like im the only one who does dumb shit to compensate for feelings of insecurity and low self esteem
In a couple of years all this mess will settle down in your brain and you will be fine.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-02-13 at 1:48 AM UTCi hope
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2017-02-13 at 1:59 AM UTC
Originally posted by Dargo I can relate a bit. Feel free to let me know if you're having trouble controlling things. I can probably offer some pointers.
Thanks brother! I sure will.
Originally posted by cerakote oh man, i need to take a moment to get some things off my chest and this thread seems like a good place to do so
i am such a fucking autismo in social situations, its terrible. i'll act like a clown at school and work because i feel like nobody will like me, but most of the time the shit that i spew out of my mouth ends up making people think of me as obnoxious or loud or whatever but when im with my friends at home or at their house or whatever i act completely different. my grandma views me as an introvert when in big social situations im anything but that.
also, i have this stupid immature problem with authority. i gave a manager lip at work, 10 minutes later im fired. they made up a sexual harassment allegation as grounds to fire me, when it dodnt happen, purely because i dont know when to keep my mouth closed and just bite my tongue. it gets me in trouble with my dad too, because im too much of a titty baby to just accept whatever bullshit my dad spews and not make a comment about it.
can anyone here relate? i feel like im the only one who does dumb shit to compensate for feelings of insecurity and low self esteem
I get some of that too, mostly because I've lived alone for a long time and am used to be alone and have everything my way and I haven't learned to keep a low profile, maybe lie a little some times and hold myself back. Instead, I am always quick to rant at everyone whenever they say anything that disturbs me or do something that I find unjust, particularly with my father. I've always tried to keep a long distance with him since he is old and very stubborn and he lived alone all his life so he is also used to having everything done his way and is also quick to manifest his unconformity when he sees me do things differently than he would do them. He was also absent my entire childhood and now that I finally see him he wants to pretend a 28 year old man is a 7 year old boy, and he treats me like that and he expects me to have the brain of a 7 year old and wants to teach his imaginary 7 year old boy how he should do things and what he should think, so we are constantly fighting. Right now I'm on an errand far away, I will be returning home in a week, but I have already planned to leave somewhere else not too long after I arrive cause I don't want to be with him, he stresses me so much I always get very sick from the mere trying to contain my emotions and not kill him and burn down the house.
Over the years I learned to stop giving a fuck about what people thought of me, while in some way loving to make myself known. I still struggle with keeping the low profile, but I struggle the most with my dad, and being around him instantly makes me lose the progress I've made. He is not a bad man, he is just stupid, doesnt know how to stay within the line. I don't consider myself a bad person either but time has come when I must look for what is best for myself or life will drown me, so if I have to let go off of him I'll do it just as I let go off of my mother and sister 11 years ago and my gf 5 years ago.
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2017-02-13 at 2:04 AM UTCmy dad does the same, but i guess its more justified since im 18 and not 28
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2017-02-13 at 2:16 AM UTC
Originally posted by cerakote can anyone here relate? i feel like im the only one who does dumb shit to compensate for feelings of insecurity and low self esteem
Heh I'm the polar opposite. People at work just think I'm some boring loser because I never say anything. I think sometimes my body language gives me away, "yeah trump is just awful *huge grin*" At home I don't care what my parents think and love talking about controversial things. I can get my dad pretty fired up if I want to. Always in a way in which I present their opinion as conflicting with their own views. With friends I'm always somewhere in the middle, I like a heated conversation, but I don't really want to ostracize people. -
2017-02-13 at 4:42 AM UTC
Originally posted by TreyGowdy Heh I'm the polar opposite. People at work just think I'm some boring loser because I never say anything. I think sometimes my body language gives me away, "yeah trump is just awful *huge grin*" At home I don't care what my parents think and love talking about controversial things. I can get my dad pretty fired up if I want to. Always in a way in which I present their opinion as conflicting with their own views. With friends I'm always somewhere in the middle, I like a heated conversation, but I don't really want to ostracize people.
My dad gets fired up really easy. He's like a strike-anywhere match except sometimes you don't even need to strike. He is also of the type that yells "no, I'm not angry" in the angriest of voices when you tell him to chill out. Good brothers mock him all the time and say he should take stress pills. I say he should smoke a big, fat blunt. -
2017-02-13 at 8:12 AM UTCI have mongleroy ism.
