2020-02-22 at 4:24 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
goddamn about to cry...NOT. can i feign these tears? seriously though in all my 43 i wish i more like you to talk/chat/post to. some just didn't care OR were worse than me depending on the decade or times. I ain't complaining about them I sure was the same but y'know in the midnight or just lonely hours on this, that, or highways(sometimes)i wish i had a nigga like you. if we fucked even better but on friendship/soul level. I had a few close ones but it was never enough...even off the streets. just never enough. yet never expected that shit...just sayin it would have nice is all.
we will probably never cali fruitcake momma's boy...unless you are that floridian scum i confuse ya with on another site. any ways man...ya got til i die, ya fellow niggas here, and by the way ya mentioned a girl helpin ya?? right unless it was Oct or someone else. I don't know. If its you...pound that bitch hard...and torture her into OBLIVION and into the Hell Raiser world aka part 2 Levithan or whatever the spelling... I will amke she pays IF she ever rejects you, your cock, or friendship
P.S.if you ever need a blowjob I am here..for free. If you want more I charge by the minute like some 90's hotline. Sorry but thats just the ways it is.
2020-02-27 at 1:53 AM UTC
I think I'm done with krek. I had a g and a half that was pretty great, and everything since is just sad. I don't think I have a good source for it anymore and I think my brain isn't allowing euphoria from it anymore.
I also stopped using Crouton completely several days ago, which is great, it's really not a good long-term thing and I was taking way too much anyway. I feel quite a bit better off it. The less great news is that I got more fentaroys, although a weaker mix because the last batch was almost pure and was just WAY too strong. This is a little weaker but still crazy strong. I ended up overdosing again, this time I fell on my back but very luckily didn't end up puking until I broke out of the death chasm and was able to stumble to the toilet quickly. Last time I barfed in my sleep but was laying on my stomach so I didn't choke. I got some free Narcan through obammercare, but fent smoke hits you so hard thats its very difficult to recognize that you need to spray yourself before you're already unconscious. Oh well.
2020-02-27 at 3:55 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Im doin amazing with the drug stuff, now its just the life stuff ffs
2020-02-27 at 4:01 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
Nothing really new but took a couple days away from the online world. That was different and refreshing. I even got outside in that snowstorm for almost an hour...probably killed off a couple pounds on that dangerous track on all sidewalks no one one bothered to shovel. Fucking heart was like the Roadrunner time I got back home.
Done complaining. Know this was really off topic. Sorry but not sorry..too lazy to find the more appropriate thread.
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2020-02-27 at 11:50 PM UTC
Testosterone came back within normal range. I'm pissed off. I need to figure this bullshit out.
2020-02-28 at 4:57 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
I wish I could do it all over again
2020-02-28 at 4:58 AM UTC
Im “tapering” 25mg a day now... so a quarter of one of my pills. gonna take that for another couple weeks and then just be done altogether.
I just want to know why i feel like this. i suppose it could be diet, lack of exercise, etc....but i never figured itd be anything this extreme.
2020-02-29 at 11:40 AM UTC
You were on 200 mg Zoloft? No wonder you feel like shit.
2020-02-29 at 11:50 AM UTC
Report back if and when you get brain zaps after discontinuing the Zoloft completely. I am interested in the phenomenology of brain zaps.
2020-02-29 at 12:01 PM UTC
We’re all different with these drugs, that’s why it’s not our place to access anyone’s use of them.
I was on Effexor an SNRI, and tramadol for over 2 years. I never had brain zaps going off them. I expected them from going off my Effexor, nope, never got them.
