2020-01-08 at 8:50 AM UTC
I'm worn down.
like the martian rover. once in a while I recharge just enough to surprize people I'm back to normal me. but it doesn't take long to fall back into false recovery.
I'm still going to try and set a regiment of doing specific things in certain hours of the week.
but it's late in the game. Does anyone really love what they do? when it's new and you make things happen you feel stoked about doing more and improving skills. but then you burn out like a martian rover. and you try and drive yourself into a bottomless crater. now you're forced to succeed or just roll over and let it all end.
just let it all end.
