2016-10-24 at 4:50 PM UTC
I see you posting jokes all over the forum instead of hiding in TRT behind walls of scientific data and commentary.
What is causing this?
Not trying to jinx you or make you self-conscious or anything. Just curious.
2016-10-24 at 5:40 PM UTC
3 likely factors:
1.) During my period of severe depression I was attempting to find a new equilibrium, although I largely trended back to the old one I've had since my teenage years, which I believe is ultimately the correct view. Now I desire to never reach that level of weakness again and have come to terms with matters. My seething hatred of humanity and desire to physically isolate myself, negative views on romantic love and sex, and commitment to permanent exile from any biological family. This lead to having overcome the aspect of a persistently low mood.
2.) My cognitive state, or at least my ability to utilize my cognition, likely continues to decline, along with motivation to make such posts, read material of such a nature, as I've lost interest in the world and participating in it.
3.) Oh crap, I forgot. Maybe I already covered it above. Well, brightened mood would lead to an increase in humor. Oh, alcoholism! It's fully possible greatly progressive alcohol consumption over the last few months has been a factor. I seem to be tolerating it well.
As I wrote elsewhere: "Alcoholism is the mark of having realized the horrors and inadequacy of life."
2016-10-24 at 5:46 PM UTC
A lot of us seem to be an alcohol bandwagon these days
2016-10-25 at 2:21 AM UTC
You got your Malice and Spite, Malice and Sprite, Malice and Spice, oh yeah.
