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pretty fucked up this time
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2019-06-02 at 3:38 AM UTC
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III really fucked. stuck in this depression with a broken brain, broken life, broken relationships, and all my shit is broken. just another bitter asshole driver who fucked up with heroin. i guess i knew what i was getting myself into (kind of…you don't really understand the full extent to which is destroys you until you experience it) when i started so it's my fault. i tweaked it all away and pushed everyone who cared about me away and it's just permanently fucked. i need to clean this shitty room and get rid of 5 years of textbooks, ex's stuff, drug stuff, my entire life basically. all the memories i had are done for. now im stuck in this shithole and the only people i know are scumbags with a long time before i can get out.
i don't know if it's even worth the effort to try, it's going to be miserable and it will be insanely difficult to be clean for so long in such a shitty environment, it seems eventual that i'll be back on heroin or meth. might as well just put a bullet through my head now…
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III really fucked. stuck in this depression with a broken brain, broken life, broken relationships, and all my shit is broken. just another bitter asshole kitchen worker who fucked up with stimulants. i guess i knew what i was getting myself into (kind of…you don't really understand the full extent to which is destroys you until you experience it) when i started so it's my fault. i tweaked it all away and pushed everyone who cared about me away and it's just permanently fucked. i need to clean this shitty room and get rid of 5 years of textbooks, ex's stuff, drug stuff, my entire life basically. all the memories i had are done for. now im stuck in this shithole and the only people i know are scumbags with a long time before i can get out.
i don't know if it's even worth the effort to try, it's going to be miserable and it will be insanely difficult to be clean for so long in such a shitty environment, it seems eventual that i'll be back on heroin or meth. might as well just put a bullet through my head now… -
2019-06-02 at 3:39 AM UTCur super gay, op. You're a squirrelly little bastard.
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2019-06-02 at 3:44 AM UTCThis is the worst clone thread i've ever seen
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2019-06-02 at 3:44 AM UTCstep it up op