2019-05-05 at 7:16 PM UTC
I've developed an almost Autistic obsession with Arthur Shchaupenhauer. I read alot of philosophy, and since reading about this guy I have found a common bond of sorts per se. He talks about the "will to live". Freud has touched upon this subject, as humans we are intrinsically driven by the need to reproduce that it takes over us, conditions and sets forth a path that encourages to find a "mate" and reproduce.
I have a son. Abeit I don't see him, I am restricted by the jealousness of his whore of a mother. I was given an ultimatum, to be with her and see him, or leave and relinquish my right as a father. I chose dignity. As time has progressed I have realized I am better alone, I don't seek the emotional contact of other humans out of need, although I thoroughly enjoy it, I just don't mind living a semi solitary existance. I'm glad I have a son, and should he seek me out, I will make up for lost time. I'm not being bended to the will of some cunt, I am stronger than that.
But, I digress...
I would be happy to live alone on a farm living off the land, not worrying about fashion, trends and how to be perceived. Such a man will live a long and fulfilling life, not bothering anyone, and die content...
2019-05-05 at 7:45 PM UTC
Your kid is never going to seek you out. His mom has probably told him all kinds of horrible shit about you. I'm not saying this to be mean, just that like... if you are willing to make up for lost time but you're waiting for him to come to you on his own terms, that may never happen because his entire knowledge of you was dictated to him on her terms.
Also wille zum leben in a world with massive quantities of suicide seems kinda silly. honk honk
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