In the first year of grade 8, I went to a party. There, a popular chick, asked if I wanted to look up her dress (jokingly/flirtily), but I just did it anyway. "Okay! :P" I said, and looked under. Everyone thought it was hilarious/cool. The first "party-like" action I ever did.
Then one of the popular girls had a crush on me, and would always flirt with me, sit next to me in class, etc. Even one of the popular guys came up to me and said that she likes me.
Of course, I had no confidence to ask her out because I thought girls didn't actually like me, since I was rejected the year before by this fucking nerdy bitch. That stupid cunt. She should've just said yes.
So, I never asked her out, and pretty much ignored her. I became an outcast/misfit/average totsean for the rest of my school years instead.
If I had've asked her out, I would've got in good with the popular kids. My whole life could have been different. I would've had friends and connections right off the bat. I wouldn't be posting here on this fuckin' forum all depressed about how my life turned out.
