Anyways friday morning I got home from my gf's place and she text me telling me she was really happy that I went to visit her and her friends and it made me feel good because I've been trying to be different but I probably need to quit drinking all together. I went to sleep and my work place is closed for a few days so I just took it even easier than normal and this girl text me while i was asleep asking for me to come over, and I shouldn't of done it but I did even though it was like 11:30 and she doesn't live in austin but like 20 minutes outside of austin in lakeway, but I went out there and we were watching that stupid fake prank show im practical jokers that she likes because she likes new york. I showed her my real prank videos on youtube and she didn't like them because she said they were weird and cruel.
She showed me some paintings of hers an I told her she did those while at Laguna Gloria which is the basic bitch by the lake way to paint nude women, I could tell by the way the paintings looked, my mom used to do those. But thats still cool that she did that its better than nothing at all. I smoked shisha for the first time ever with her and met her cats. She had a really nice place but I have realized shes kind of off her rocker but is still very passive because of her mind control meds. She's easy to boss around if you're into that kind of thing but to be honest I just wanted to hang, but I could tell she was tired and I was as well so I asked her if we could go to her room to sleep and I got up at one point to take a piss and didn't wash my hands (I didn't even touch my dick I sat on the toilet) and she started complaining about how I didn't wash my hands and that I smell (even tho i took a shower before coming over, I probably just smelled like beer if anything, plus she had my dick in her mouth so who cares?) I started talking a lot of mad shit and I kind of feel bad about it now, and I told her to fuck off and go to sleep and ent up taking a blanket to her couch in the living room but still couldn't sleep because of the way she was acting and just got dressed and grabbed her bottle of wine and made the trip back to austin.
What sucks about it all though is i left my good phone charger and I kind of don't want to go to the store to get another one now. She text me a million times at like 3am telling me she is concerned and to come back for my charger. I do kind of feel bad I think my drinking probably didn't help the situation but at the same time it wasn't the thing to do because I actually care about my gf and shouldn't of gone to this girls place even though we didnt have sex.
Just sometimes you feel like you're a dog marching to the beat of your own drum at the dog and police show, but then you feel like you gotta go go, and all you're left with is a shaved vagina floating in wine bottle spinning behind Mary Magdalene's twin.
