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2018-02-03 at 5:07 PM UTC in anyone ever withdrew from benzos?
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2018-02-03 at 5 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Go for it casper please. What if it turns out really well and she turns out amazing and you live your lives together forever. Imagine how hapoy your mom would be for ypu to have a wife and s9me kids
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2018-02-02 at 2:43 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
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2018-02-02 at 1:46 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!Wheres weed smoker
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2018-02-01 at 6:36 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
Originally posted by LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery Goddamnit. Got pulled over. Changed my spark plugs. Car had been acting weird, gears weren't shifting right, and I was testing how the gears shifted after changing the spark plugs, so I picked up the speed a bit and got pulled over for going 63 in a 40 and driving unlicensed. Whatever, at least I didn't go to jail. He didn't even mention probation, which I figured would come up when he pulled my ID. It probably helped that the trash from the spark plugs and wires was sitting right next to me, so he knew I was telling the truth. Probably saw I was sober and calm and figured there were druggies to be bustin.
Im sure you'll hear about it from your PO. I remember when I was on probation I purchased a gun and thus had a background check done on me and she knew about it. -
2018-01-30 at 3:07 PM UTC in anyone ever withdrew from benzos?Etizolam and xanax used daily for 4 years. For about a year i was using bare minimum 15mg etiz per day. I suggest quitting now while its still not too bad.
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2018-01-30 at 11:10 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
Originally posted by Malice No, wait, do any of you also feel this way when excessively high. I remember my first time I got high off 15-20 mg in a MFLB knockoff. Definitely made me cough quite a bit and I hadn’t smoked in a day and s half.
Someone, reassure me, I could potentially become close to passable, yet off and eccentric, with years of therapy, right?
Have you ever personally known someone that was extremely fucked up like me and managed to turn their life around? I mean, the structured environment of college, the need to go out regularly, to speek, engage in work that requires some prolonged cognitive, to be around people, interact in a limited structured environment.
It basically seems to be potentially good hikikomori therapy when combined with a sufficient dose of Klonopin and Vyvanse, with cannabis taken at night.
In philosophy my introduction would be as follows: “Hello, my name is malice and my goals are to advance antinatalist philosophy and atificial intelligence so that we can finally put an end to all sentient life in existence and finally break the cycle of birth, needles suffering, and death.”
If I can show up to an Occupy Oakland rally that was planned to be a violent retribution for something the police had done a year before in a klu klux klan outfit and fuck with them well into a lifetime with the help of drugs I can surely muster the power of not giving a fuck to pull this off.
Who wants me to start a 4 chan thread series on my pitiful and blundrful attempt to recover from autistic hikikomori hood replete with videos of moments of this. At the very worse it could be an IRL Watamote. I would even be wiling to take suggestions from comments.
I’m not naive and socially inept enough to believe this is a good method for leaving a positive impression on others. I would still prefer to be largely alone, as I find the cat majority of human beings to be intolerable.
There could even eventually be a very first attempt at dating scene. Recall that I have never so much as held hands with anyone, am extremely misanthropic, have social experience except basic ones only until 7th grade and am now 27, 28 in few months, am an incredibly mentally ill massive fuckup, have barely spoken throughout my life, have agoraphobia and anthropophobia, a general fear of other people, barely even spoke or interacted with own family, literally became a hikikokori for years, spending at least 97% of my time indoors, at some points going multiple month long stretches without so much as stepping foot outside, suffering from mild PTSD, with severe depression and severe pervasive general and particularly social anxiety, the world feeling overly intense unless sedated.
My stats have the making of a potentially amusing internet series. I will prostate myself to the machine and allow the wonder of the internet to control me and guide my destiny, my true home, the eventual promised land when paired with gen 2 VR. Win or lose, everyone can laugh.
I believe you could become a member of society in some degree. You're not a space alien unable to communicate with earthlings. You suffer through the human condition with the rest of us and there is surely people out there who you share similarities with. There must be some sort of autism/agorophobic support group you could try out. Your therapist would know more. You could have a gf too i bet -
2018-01-28 at 3:25 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
Originally posted by D4NG0 Fun fact: In the Bible people got so demented they burned their children as sacrifices to the pagan god Moloch. There was an idol of him with outstretched arms that were heated, so that when a child was placed in them they would slowly burn to death. Large drums were used to drown out the agonizing screams.
Apparently Cathage would roast kids as sacrifice to their Gods as well. The mother's had to watch, and not shed a single teaf, lest they anger the God and invalidate the entire ritual.
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2018-01-25 at 12:26 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!Interior
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2018-01-24 at 9:34 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!I didnt realize this was an alt-right website.
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2018-01-23 at 12:25 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
Originally posted by Lanny No, it's a savings account, not investments. It generated four dollars, as in four hundred cents, as in not enough to get a combo meal at mcdonalds.
The time it took to get the envelope from the mail, open it, and read the document is worth more than how much I made off that account this year.
Pretty sure you dont have to file it. I havent in the past 4 years or so. -
2018-01-22 at 12:11 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
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2018-01-22 at 10:12 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
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2018-01-22 at 12:34 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
Originally posted by Malice The urge to go on a shooting spree just keeps getting higher and higher.
If college doesn’t go well, and there’s a very good chance it won’t (I’m not referring to being unable to pass, but finding the environment intolerable.), there’s a good chance you’ll see me on the news later this year.
Go full on hh holmes -
2018-01-18 at 2:24 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!Sad whats happening to ArmsMerchant. Wish i had the money to go hang out with him before he passes.
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2018-01-17 at 6:23 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!How do i say sensitive in chinese
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2018-01-16 at 10:17 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
Originally posted by LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery Fucking snow and ice. Had to call out. My tire treads are really low on the back tires, and my brakes suck, and I haven't been driving very long. I could have my cousin take me, but then I'd have to get picked up and it'll be a pain in the ass waiting for him to warm up his car and shit. Besides, I doubt there will be many people at all coming in to eat today. Probably wouldn't make shit from the tipout. But I got the next two days off, so it sucks to have to call out today.
What kind of car did you buy? -
2018-01-13 at 2:28 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
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2018-01-12 at 4:31 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!The president donald trump needs to get hashashinated already.
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2018-01-06 at 3:15 PM UTC in Sports ThreadCuteinho off to barcelona thats a lot of money
