Originally posted by Sudo
nice muh gparents are from ardnoch scotland which sounds like "hard knock" and rhymes with "hard cock" and is a little south of inverness. The shetlin my grandmother grew up in actually still exists as a little club shack on a golf course lol
I love Scotland, my mum's from there. The rainy weather doesn't have that melancholy feel as it does down south. I would love to stock up on a month's worth of supplies and just fuck off to a cabin in the highlands away from society.
That would be bliss.
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Originally posted by Sudo
There are so many moving parts to my life I really gotta get off the fucking pills. I just need a stress free yet busy day and I'm good. Christmas is good in this way.
You're a good guy Sudo and I'm sure you'll be happy soon enough.
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Originally posted by Misguided Russian
Octavian is just jealous that he was not born a Slav. Truth is, Slavs would kick his shit in 10/10 times without even trying.
No
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Originally posted by WellHung
Augustus, you got ostracized from the industry when your former boss spread the news about your drunken belligerence. Now, no one wants to touch u with a 10 foot pole.
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Originally posted by Solstice
Glad you kicked the coke it's a shit wasteful drug
Yeah I'm hoping to kick the bottle as well cause that's my biggest trigger. When I go without both for 3 plus weeks I tend to feel closer to the "safe zone". I just feel more...normal, like refreshed/ born again.I hardly sleep at all in the Winter but I feel really good considering. I don't really enjoy Christmas, not for any particular reason I just find it really mundane. To compensate I've ordered a shit load of books so probably just going to read and eat good food/ hibernate in my apartment/ exercise.
When you admit you're not safe even from yourself it really hits home just how fucked up/ how far you have pushed your body's addictiveness by excessive, repetitive hedonism. Over the years the more I've abused the more and more worse I've grew accustomed to/ need if that makes sense?
Dinking even 1 bottle of beer is enough to trigger a bender. I see the outside, albeit cold, to be where the temptation lies with my friends and associates. They are now THE DEVIL! There's a certain feel good factor around the self control side but there's always this thought in my head that plans for occassional dates when I can actually drink and enjoy myself although I don't think this a possibility, just a dream.
*sigh*
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I got hired and fired within 2 fucking weeks. Got a great job saving scum bags loads of tax. Boss pays for me to go the shitty Island he grew up on to meet his family and friends, a sort of get to know each other along with some other faggot.
Massive house, girlfriend half his age, No Epstein vibes. Anyways we had already started drinking by the time we boarded the plane, 11am and I'm completely wankered by the time we attend a party in the evening. Within half hour of being there I apparently threatened to bottle some cunt, ask some strangers if I could get Cocaine; and slapped the birthday girl's ass who's party it was as I walked into the pub, (Infront of her family). Safe to say I was awoken in the morning by my now ex boss with a piece of paper with my flight details. I must have caused that much offense he put me on a seperate flight within 2 hours of waking. My original one was for 9.20pm. Clearly that was me finished. That job would have had me sorted for life. I debated going my Grandmother's so I could deepthroat one of my uncle's shotguns but thought better of it. Wouldn't be fair my brains ruining that lovely furniture/ decor.
So now I've decided I am NEVER going to drink again. Everytime I've been arrested/ caused problems is when I have been out of it. The bitter Irony is had I been on Cocaine at the time; none of this fucking mess would have happened cause I would have been sober.
Fuck-my-life!
Well, it's not all for nothing. I learned a shit load in those 2 weeks and have now applied for jobs in the same sector. With the knowledge gained I hope to climb my way back up but there's no way I'll get to where I could have been as fast. Complete abstinance unless in the confines of a room with limited person(s) / sluts has never given me any problems. I just have to know my limits.
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Originally posted by Wariat
To me knowing him and knowing what he is about is the fact he is one of the worse human beings that Ive ever met and that I can literally say walked the planet in its entirety or entire history. http://templeoftcap.freeforums.net/thread/5621/joseph-roisman-best-defence
He is even worse inside or in lockup than outside. He shows his true demented colors in there stripping in front of other even male inmates, showing his junk to guards or the girls Across the way when they were housed there and always trying to peek in while fondling his fingers or hands in an eerie and creepy way. But the question we as lawyers and amateur law students have to ask ourselves: is he redeemable? Does he have potential?
The other question we have to ask ourselves is how this guy got the best deals of anyone in the history of california including eppstein and literally has a rap sheet two pages long and still never gets sent to prison? EIther his charges get dismissed like both the to catch a predator case and his flashing a 50 yr old cougar case or he gets program and probation after a few months of jail. I mean even Epstein didnt have it that good and that many times.
The other thing we have to ask ourselves as people of a civilized society is whether he is rehabilitatable? and when I said I knew him I really knew him and all his thieving or cunniving ways even inside the lockups. He isnt just a sexual predator and a weirdo but an all around bag guy. And by bad I mean bad from his veins all the way to the top of his forehead bad. Does it get more bad than that?
He must be savage if a Nonce like you is disgusted.
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