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2018-11-27 at 8:34 AM UTC in Getting rid of problematic friendsI'm honestly okay with so much shit but if someone talks loudly in public like that its a deal breaker for me. I hate obnoxious fucks like that who seem to have no social awareness whatsoever.
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2018-11-27 at 8:23 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?What's going on in this thread is disgusting and i dont like it
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2018-11-27 at 8:18 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by Sophie Thank you for the words. I think as it relates to me the problem is definitely related to being in my head all the time, as it were.
I thought it might. I have the same problem. I can only enjoy psychedelics on special occasions for that reason. I need to go somewhere with people I can say anything to. Anything less gives me this feeling of unease where not knowing my place in the universe becomes this giant existential stabbing.
Maybe a quarter of all my trips have not had this feeling at some point or another.
Only one has been actually beneficial for me and I was a completely different person before it. I get really happy and comfortable just thinking about it. I did nothing to deserve it, none of that therapy structure stuff. And obviously it didn't fix everything, but I wouldn't have learned to play instruments, published books, hitchhiked, traveled, learned a new language, or any of that other stuff without it. I was actually content in being a lazy synthetic cannabinoid addict and then suddenly I was no longer content. I started to do all the things I wanted to do in life. Everything I've set out with my heart to do, I have done.
It may not sound like a lot but there's a big difference between being depressed and content and being depressed and frustrated. Frustration is some good ass rocket fuel. -
2018-11-27 at 7:50 AM UTC in Getting a song stuck in your head as a musicianWhen I remember harmonica songs I sometimes involuntarily flick my tongue
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2018-11-27 at 7:48 AM UTC in Getting a song stuck in your head as a musicianI'm thinking of all the chord finger placements, which strings to pick and strum, the exact notes and rhythm, etc.
I was just playing this song and now the entire motion, sound, and feeling of it is stuck in my head. My fingers remember too, not just my ears.
Fuck I even improvise in my own head. And I can imagine what it sounds like. It's so frustrating considering I can't play right now. Knowing how to intimately play a song changes the whole dynamic of getting a song stuck in your head. The difference between snorting a line of coke and being a GCMS machine. -
2018-11-27 at 7:40 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by Sophie Me? If me, no, no they make everything worse.
Honestly i think this is the case for most people. Nobody uses psychedelics like they need to be used to get proper therapeutic value. You really need to have a structured experience to get long term benefit. Anything less will go away. That's why you don't see many heavy psychedelic enthusiasts over the age of 25 or so. All the dumb acid head kids are too young to realize these changes aren't as profound as they think. I sure was.
Without direction, some people get lost, and then they don't have a good time. You need purpose and clarity on psychedelics, something outside of yourself. You can't just think and stay inside your head like you can in the normal waking world. You have to go be a part of the world around you, whatever that may mean.
Idk if this relates to your post very much but i wrote it -
2018-11-27 at 7:32 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionOpiates fuck up your soul
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2018-11-27 at 5:40 AM UTC in I slept for 16 hours...Did you have a 16 hour dream as well?
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2018-11-27 at 5:39 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionYou should post about the trip that made you decide not to believe in God. Sounds interesting. I've had a bit of the opposite experience.
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2018-11-27 at 5:38 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionWhat the fuck is incidental control
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2018-11-27 at 5:36 AM UTC in 1000 Calorie threadJust eat a normal diet and exercise. Why make yourself suffer like this?
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2018-11-27 at 3:48 AM UTC in The ultimate secret for the perfect potato salad
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2018-11-27 at 3:46 AM UTC in Opinions on marijuana
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2018-11-27 at 3:45 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2018-11-27 at 2:28 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionWhat did she think was wrong with her nose before? Too cute?
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2018-11-27 at 2:14 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2018-11-27 at 2:07 AM UTC in What's the best way to weigh your penis?
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2018-11-27 at 1:53 AM UTC in Opinions on marijuana
Originally posted by hydromorphone I sure wasn't smoking for the fun of it, but even at that, we do have a whole generation of pot smoking mothers. In that context, the amount I smoked (roughly an 8th a week), and WHY (hypermisis gravidium), justified the minimumal risks.
I sure felt safer using Marijuana over low dose antipsychotic drugs. You do realize that in medicine that even with pregnancy risks that drugs are used where there may be a risk, it's just a matter if the benefit out weights the risk.
Even in places with medical marijuana, it has not been approved for use by pregnant mothers. It has been repeatedly and reliably shown to cause developmental defects. The risks of lifelong damage to your child are far greater than the pain of being nauseous for a bit.
Hypermisis gravidium (fucking morning sickness for the curious lol) is not dangerous or lethal to the baby. Marijuana is.
I don't think I need to get into detail about your child's health when he was born but he suffered from things that have been linked to drug use like your drug use while pregnant. -
2018-11-26 at 11:16 PM UTC in Opinions on marijuanaAre you really gonna tell me 'some people' think its harmless when you smoked weed throughout your pregnancy.
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2018-11-26 at 10:39 PM UTC in Opinions on marijuanaDo you find cannabis too inhibiting to be functional?
