Originally posted by Malice
God I hate those ridiculously powerful fireworks some people set off. I was wearing earplugs and headphones and I genuinely thought someone upstairs had dropped something huge at first.
They can set off an entire damn block of cars. I'd really like to know exactly what they're using and where they get them from. I'm aware of M80s, I'm just curious about whether any of these are homemade or even more powerful than that. They can fucking cause actual potholes in the street.
Terrifies animals as well, which is what I dislike the most. Every year there's a sharp peak in lost/runaway animals today, which is tragic. This must be hell for people with low functioning autists as well.
Heh, somewhat sadistic, but imagine if they actually created temporary shelters for this. Like, soundproofed rooms just filled with autistic children, trying to get them through the day.
Jesus Christ you're like that grumpy old man that resents everyone else for having fun. Blow some shit up nigger it's glorious. The best feeling is when the shockwave hits you in the chest and you just stand there in awe of the power you ahve just unleashed.
Originally posted by RisiR †
It is.
Weird. Because it literally translates to "young lady" right? In Dutch we have a word for virgin and for young lady.
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God I hate those ridiculously powerful fireworks some people set off. I was wearing earplugs and headphones and I genuinely thought someone upstairs had dropped something huge at first.
They can set off an entire damn block of cars. I'd really like to know exactly what they're using and where they get them from. I'm aware of M80s, I'm just curious about whether any of these are homemade or even more powerful than that. They can fucking cause actual potholes in the street.
Terrifies animals as well, which is what I dislike the most. Every year there's a sharp peak in lost/runaway animals today, which is tragic. This must be hell for people with low functioning autists as well.
Heh, somewhat sadistic, but imagine if they actually created temporary shelters for this. Like, soundproofed rooms just filled with autistic children, trying to get them through the day.
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Originally posted by hydromorphone
Happy birthday. I'm a mid-February baby. I'm Aquarius. I'm a diplomat, and I do it well.
I've read about it, had some friends who were really into it. The generalized astrology (shit you read in the paper/shit that goes off a general bracket "month" of the signs and shit) isn't very accurate ad it's so generalized anything could apply to anyone just about, but when you get into sun/moon and add the time, location and all that shit together, it can get creepily accurate IME. It's interesting for sure.
I also like tarot cards. I have one deck that REALLY gives me accurate readings (It's my Russian Deck, also my Spanish deck is pretty accurate too, I use it for different moods/people/reasons though). At first I was skeptical to the shit, but I've done so many, it's fucking weird how it works… I don't understand it, but it helps get a clear picture anyway. I think it can be a good therapy tool for some people.
What's so funny? Fuck, it's a date. You don't have to give the year, if you don't want to, or fuck, do like I did and just say what your astrology sign is. I really don't care, but have no clue why you even bothered to post that. If you don't feel comfortable revealing that, then don't do it. There are so many people on planet earth, your birthday is shared by millions of people. Not very good connecting evidence if you ask me, but whatever. If people don't want to share their birthday, or shit like that, they don't have to… Just trying to distract my mind and converse with you faggots.
you might want to check this, I listen to this guy but the astrology stuff is over my head. I had this girl come over to my place that gave me a tarot reading and was into astrology but I honestly think she was full of shit.
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Why would I celebrate the worst thing that ever happened to me? To me every passing year is simply the increasing deterioration of my body and advance of death.
Well, that's one view. On the other I do understand the value of birthdays for interpersonal and intertemporal (between people and through time) coordination. They can also be a celebration of a person's life while they're here and decide to stick around; which seems to be the standard method of celebration, and the best. Must be nice if you have close friends, instead of just feeling obligated to do so, having it thrust upon you by family or coworkers you don't even (particularly) like.
It's presents that particularly bother me. I'm unbelievably picky and elitist. I naturally prefer an extremely ascetic and minimalist lifestyle, at least with regards to possessions, and there's very little I like. I know that if I ever did have relationships it would be excruciatingly difficult for others to understand who I am, to predict what I may desire and enjoy, if anything. The other critical aspect is that I don't display a normal range of human emotions or to a conventional intensity (unusually weak), I also immensely dislike false displays of emotion, so most things will simply evoke absolutely no reaction from me, which would be extremely awkward, guilt inducing.
Really, something practical or heartfelt and homemade would be best. Not something I'll have to worry about for a long time. I wouldn't even tell anyone my birthday until I felt ready.
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^Dargo can't fathom people voluntarily revealing any PI and finds great humor and importance in making mention of that when he can. Throwing someone else's Pi out there is one thing but who fucking cares if you want to say your own info? It's honestly.. not that funny or bizarre.
My birthday is April 20th. Always has been too.
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Originally posted by infinityshock
stfu nigger.
you're precisely what is wrong with this country and why it's circling the drain.
have some common decency and learn at least the most basic fundementals of american history.
you need to be punched in the face for no other reason than to hopefully knock some sense into you.
No.
No, the blind sheep who think America is the greatest country in the world are what's wrong with this country and why it's circling the drain.
Perhaps you should learn some American history before correcting me on something that everyone else in the thread besides you seems to know.
Why, because I know July 4th has no significance what-so-ever? Because I know it's just the appointed day people decided to celebrate despite there being other far more significant dates?
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Originally posted by hydromorphone
Nah, he wasn't.
He drank a little as any normal teen does, but he never liked the taste of alcohol or beer. I don't either. It's just everyone goes out and gets shit-faced on their birthday… I guess he wanted to be different, and I followed suit, in his honor. It's funny to have to explain and tell people to fuck off when they INSIST you drink on your own god-damned birthday. It's just something I don't do. I don't drink often anyway, and hate hangovers, and feeling like shit from drinking. Like my father, I got drinking out of my system before turning 21 (probably 18-19) and really have no desire to most the time, unless I'm in a fuck-the-world, I wanna just be Jim Lahey mood, which usually corresponds to being very suicidal at the time.
My dad told me the story, even had the article in the news paper clipped from all those years ago, in the late 70's of a party that ended up killing I think 2 girls, I believe, and hospitalizing like a dozen people. The punch at this house party, not far from where he lived (I grew up at same house he did, and walked by this house almost everyday) got spiked with PCP. He liked the taste of sweet things, much like me, we used to say we'd be alcoholics if alcohol and liquor actually tasted good and sweet, which is probably true, but anyway, it was him and mostly girls that got reckt hardcore, because he and the bitches were hitting up the punch bowl.
He didn't go to the hospital. He walked home, fucked as shit, through a bunch of orange clay after it'd rained, almost being hit by a MAC truck he walked in front of and stopped like a deer in the headlights, with the guy laying on the horn, and nearly rolling the truck trying to swerve to avoid him, and threw his boots across the kitchen table when he got home, which his mother had just cleaned, and waxed the floors. He couldn't get out of bed for 3 days. He said it was one time he really thought he was close to dying, and apparently, after finding this all out, he probably was, since he drank more punch than anyone there.
My dad had all sorts of fucked up drug stories he'd told me… The 70's was a great time to do drugs, and be a drug using kid. Wish I coulda been there…
damn all you had to say was no
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who are we to judge how other people deal with emotions? it fucking works maybe it freaks people out because if you can do that to yourself, what could you do to other people? idgaf i have scars too and just eventually found less harmful ways to deal with overwhelming emotions
stop isolating yourself hunny bunny go for a nice swim in a pond or some shit
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Originally posted by hydromorphone
I am very apathetic today. Yesterday I gave so much of a shit about the world, people I care about, my son, Piles of Crack, everything… it just zapped me of everything, and now I feel nothing- I don't give a good, goddamned fuck about anything or anyone.
You probably shouldn't be a mother
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Originally posted by hydromorphone
When I was younger I was really stupid and didn't realize that it would draw so much attention. This is why when I have anymore, I keep them concealed from normal view while I'm out in public.
I didn't so much "quit" as I just tapered off doing it over time… my coping skills manifested into different things, I believe. I lost my shit a few times, and came around to realizing that I pretty much had next to no hair. Had clumps, locks of my hair ripped out around me, and don't even remember doing it, just having one hell of a headache for a couple days, with my scalp being very sensitive for a long time after.
I'm not a very social person, though some people would disagree with me. I isolate myself a lot when I get in that mood, and have a hard time coming back around from it with the same people. I went to a book store a few days ago. Go out for a smoke while the old guy is still inside looking, and while there, this old guy comes up to me and starts chatting about guitars, because I drug my guitar with me because I couldn't wind the window of the car up, and I'm not leaving my 100 year old guitar there to cook in the heat/humidity and get any more fucked than she already is, along with the fact this guitar means a lot to me and I'd fucking die if it got stolen/hurt. Anyway, as we are chatting, we go onto other shit, farming, animals, python language… Come to find out, back in the 1980's this dude, with another guy, was the first one to compile spellcheck. He also holds the patent on those digital signature collectors that a lot of doctor's offices/any place they need your signature/DMV… everywhere just about, from when he'd worked at IBM. Guy was very, very smart, and very, very knowledgeable, but clearly a "nut" since he approached me and carried on an hour conversation (only interrupted because I had to leave) and was very interested in seeing me again. I don't approach these people, I just talk because I'm nervous and have anxiety and can put on one hell of a show that I'm not an anti-social, crazy cunt (not entirely sure about the "crazy cunt" part though). This is 98% of all encounters/interactions/people I know and/or befriend. I swear I am a magnet for crazy and do as much as I can to avoid everyone, just with bullshit, I'm forced to go out and interact with more people than I ideally would want to (that number is" 0. I want to deal with 0 people for the rest of my life in an ideal world.)
Posting here is 95% of my true social interactions. It entertains me, makes me think. Even the shit posting… it's a huge time sink. That's why I'm here, to waste my time, to fill a void. I find it funny though that I've become very close friend's with some niggers on here though, and feel genuine familial bonds with them, but it's not so weird once you see that I have no family aside from my son.
I'm currently dying from the heat. I woke up this morning around 7am drenched in sweat. My mind is fucking melting. Maybe I am an attention whore, maybe I'm not. I don't really give a fuck. I just wanted to discuss why people do this to themselves. I'd also like to know why society sees things like piercings/tattoos/professional branding as acceptable, but my own disfigurement is somehow wrong.
I am very apathetic today. Yesterday I gave so much of a shit about the world, people I care about, my son, Piles of Crack, everything… it just zapped me of everything, and now I feel nothing- I don't give a good, goddamned fuck about anything or anyone.
HTS: How old are you? I'm curious. Thanks.
I love when some random old timer comes up and starts talking all kinds of crazy shit about their life. Had some neat conversations like that over the years. The many, many years. I'm 26. 27 in November.
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Originally posted by hydromorphone
I stopped doing this regularly around 17 or so. It's a bitch having to explain to some faggot why you do this to yourself, and deal with the "Don't do that" shit.
No one can help you with this mentality and these two sentences alone prove your nothing more than an attention whore...oh yeah /thread.
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Originally posted by hydromorphone
It's a bitch having to explain to some faggot why you do this to yourself
…
Anyone else prone to self harm? Why do you do it?
Seriously though I burn myself sometimes. It helps. The pain takes my mind off of whatever's driving me crazy at the time. The pain overrides whatever shitty thing I'm thinking about and then subsides hella quickly. Usually put cigarettes out on myself, or piece of metal that I've heated up. My right forearm, on the underside, is pretty gnarly looking up close. There's one big puffy scar with like no sensation. Fried the nerves I guess.
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Infinitycuck doesn't spam as frequent as Scrawny but he is just as worthless.
inb4 weapons and.. hurr. I can pull the same shit out of my ass IF we truly need a speculative post about some military shit. I can also be wrong all the time when I try to act like I'm a real man who does real man work and I can google basic anatomy stuff. I can do all that WITHOUT being a parody version of a "random insult generator".
A bot is a better user than this asshole. Nobody likes him. aldra, shut the fuck up. There are more people here who like Scrawny than there are people on the planet that can tolerate the presence of this disgusting loser.
Post in this thread if you have a reason why this Florida nigger shouldn't be banned.
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JoePedo's chemistry posts were really cool to read. And I thought it was hilarious how, if someone insulted him for being a pedo in an unrelated thread, he would write those twelve page diatribes in barely intelligible philosophic jargon about consent laws and shit
I think that was him, anyway
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