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  1. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    It's worth noting that he will never see this because he never ventures outside of SG.

    If attention is your one and only goal, posting anywhere outside of the most viewed subforum is just plain uneconomical.

    Also, I'd watch out about saying even a single derogatory thing about him because you will spawn about a half dozen personalized diss threads from him in SG, as well as a completely unrelenting (typically entirely one-sided) rivalry.

    I made the mistake of saying one critical thing about him months ago and he STILL harbors a grudge.

    That is some next level pettiness.
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  2. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Octavian mainly cause I want to sort my life out first before settling down. As for the others, it's cause I don't see myself having beautiful kids or anything meaningful with them.

    I totally get that line of thought.

    I currently don't put any real effort into finding someone to get involved with for pretty much the exact same reason. I have career goals, financial goals, and various self-improvement type goals that I really want to get in order before I start seeking a relationship.

    One potential issue, though, at least for me, is setting the bar too high, and thus relegating yourself to bachelorhood indefinitely.

    I'm 34 now, and, aside from a few brief romantic trysts here and there over the years as a result of spontaneous encounters, I have been single since 2005... That's like 15 years pretty much. It's definitely a tad depressing.

    I think I, personally, need to work on lowering the bar a bit (but not foregoing all my goals altogether - just modifying them a bit).
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  3. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Ex daily IV heroin user here chiming in...

    I was legitimately a junkie.

    I can't pinpoint an exact moment when that realization actually kicked in, but it was definitely a long way into the whole ordeal.

    You actually go through a series of standard phases:

    1. The "casual/recreational user" phase: The first time I did heroin was in 2005 (other opiates like codeine and oxycodone might have been a bit earlier, I don't remember for sure). During this phase, you LEGITIMATELY are not addicted. You can buy like a full gram of heroin and actually SAVE SOME for weeks if you have enough money to actually buy a gram (that's a lot of heroin... it's not like weed where a gram costs you pocket change). Tolerance is practically zero, which is something you come to dramatically envy in later years.

    2. The "whenever I can get it" phase: For me, this was about FIVE YEARS after the start of phase 1. I had a couple friends who were dealing at the time (they NEVER used hard drugs at the time, but it was a quick and easy buck... heck, I even dabbled in it for a little while, but I was a user myself). I sometimes rode around with one friend while he did deliveries, and would get a bunch (of heroin) from him. It gradually turned from every other weekend to every weekend, then all weekend long, then on some weeknights, then every weeknight, and, ultimately, one day (it might have been as much as a year or more after the start this particular phase), you just plain need the stuff.

    3. The "junkie in denial" phase: At this point, you are a certified junkie. BUT, the rub about this part here is that you actually have no idea. People will point it out to you, but you still feel like you're the "casual user" from phase 1. You will say anything to justify it. You will recite the ridiculously played out cliches from after school specials and all that like "I can stop anytime I want". You're an addict, you just don't know it yet.

    4. The "oh fuck, I actually am addicted" phase: I'd mark this roughly around the time I transitioned from intranasal heroin use to IV use. Luckily for me, I was able to come to this realization a lot sooner than many addicts do, and I had JUST ENOUGH things going on in my life outside of opiates to motivate me to work towards quitting. Once you're in stage 4, opiates are no longer "the best thing" out there, they are "the only thing". Literally nothing else matters. Family, friends, previous goals and ambitions, etc. Your moral compass will at the very least bend a little bit, but in some cases, go straight up haywire.

    So if you find yourself even in phase 2, CARRY ON WITH EXTREME CAUTION.

    You will be fundamentally blind and deaf to all advice once you're well into stage 3.
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  4. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Panny, you faggot, I'm still working on it...

    DUDE you have no idea how much I work on it every day.

    I'm putting together a Totse text file repository just like what existed back in the day...

    AND... It will link here, so it might actually boost traffic.

    AND… I'm working on building an archive of as many memorable elements from the back in the day as I can.

    https://niggasin.space/thread/34240
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  5. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    I have to, respectively, disagree.

    Those that want to find us will.

    Those that have moved on are gone; either forever, or until they realize what they're missing.

    I'm probably the biggest proponent here for thickening our ranks, but alts aren't the way to do it.

    Most of the users here are younger than your average Totse icon. I love that panthrax is still around, but him and I are anomalies. Oh and Rizzo too, and SpectraL, etc, and a few others early registrants at Totse.

    Anyway, my point is that we need to curb the use of alts and increase incoming traffic via other means.

    Something I happen to be working on, by the way: https://niggasin.space/thread/34240.
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  6. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Ok I have a foolproof way to get laid by a perfect 10/10...

    1. Become a furry.
    2. Get a bear costume.
    3. ???
    4. Profit (in sex)...

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  7. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]


    That's us.

    Long time ago, though.

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  8. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Technologist I was just curious how a woman would deal with that. I know it looks like you had a good thing.

    Actually, the closest I came to a relationship after that was halted dead in its tracks due to the heroin thing (according to her, at least).
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  9. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by ECAP Fona accidentally enlisted in the kkk

    Are you sure it was accidental?
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  10. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Technologist You guys can be brutal with the “your mom” jokes. I know it’s just guy talk, but it cracks me up😂

    It's just one of the classic go-to's.

    I'll bet there were ancient Babylonians and Sumerians making mom jokes.

    Somehow it's just a part of human culture.
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  11. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Grylls do you keep pics of everyone to hand pervert?

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  13. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Fonaplats Turns out I dont even have a cedit card.
    But I do have $68

    And I know how you can have a good time and actually GO UP BY ONE...

    Originally posted by gadzooks I have no idea who "Slaynk" is, and thus am not aware of their biological sex, but one foolproof solution…

    If it's a dude, suck each other's dicks (cost: $0.00).
    If it's a chick, attach strap-on first, then such each other's dicks (cost: $0.00).
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  15. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by ECAP Walmart



    Lol

    From the Halloween costumes aisle.
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  16. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    I have actually organized at least one Totse meet up.

    And have met like a dozen other members solo. If they happened to live in whatever city I was living in at the time, why not?
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  18. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Ghost I haven't had a drop of liquor all year (since new years)

    I have a lot of friends who have absolutely no interest in liquor as well, but they usually tend to love stimulants.

    I'm not super keen on stimulants, but I love liquor.

    I think people really do fall into distinct categories for preferred class of drug.

    And that's actually kind of an interesting phenomenon because it may be a sign that literally every habitual drug user is self-medicating in some way.

    This might sound sad/depressing, but it's actually incredibly revealing. Once CRISPR-based gene editing becomes common-place, we may not even need drugs...

    Imagine ending the war on drugs, shutting down all violent cartels, completely unclogging the prison system, and basically rendering every citizen on Earth a happy and productive individual, all in one fell swoop...

    Shiiiiiit.
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  19. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Wait, what kind of moaning are we doing here again?
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  20. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    I think today's gonna be a day-drinking-on-NiS kinda day.

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