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2017-11-22 at 8:54 PM UTC in Anybody here like farming/village type games? (Harvest Moon, Animal Crossing, Stardew Valley, etc)^ Friends of Mineral Town was spectacular, even better.
Stardew Valley is one of the games I really want to play when I have time. -
2017-11-22 at 8:48 PM UTC in I'm alive, but not well.
Originally posted by RisiR † Any info on the people that went after you?
Well, it was in a high crime area, so they were generally ghetto pieces of shit. One of the things that really sucks about America, these kinds of people are far more common. Violent nutjob that flipped out on me for no good reason and was too cowardly to do anything himself, so he called someone else and actually paid them to do it.
And I was planning on going to college, I had enrolled and everything, but now it'll have to be delayed until the spring semester. -
2017-11-22 at 2:31 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
Originally posted by Lanny it just keeps going and going and going
Copy-pasted it into word counter and even I noped out when it said 17 minute estimated reading time, 27 speaking. I only read her response to PoC, §m£ÂgØL is old news.
BTW, how do you feel about scarves? Just curious if you've ever had the urge to try to pull them off/wear one. -
2017-11-21 at 11:01 PM UTC in I'm alive, but not well.
Originally posted by RisiR † That sucks but it's still good to see you around.
Where are you staying right now?
Crisis housing. It's alright. One of the best from what I've heard. Unsurprisingly many/most shelters and housing programs can be pretty fucked up.
The people here are surprisingly old, I expected a younger population. We even have multiple seniors, which can be pretty cool and nice. My roommate is probably in his 60s, I like him. -
2017-11-19 at 10:41 PM UTC in I'm joining the SAS
Originally posted by Lanny In point of fact, I usually say "you're welcome" after making people aware that I've been drinking. I figure they're appreciative of my chemically enhanced sense of humor and pleasant aroma.
Alcoholism and Positive Externalities - A Case Study On Why Ryan Jenkins Should Be Paid To Drink -
2017-11-19 at 8:19 PM UTC in When you wanna support local business but...Remain a rational actor and avoid shattering sacrosanct economic theory.
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2017-11-19 at 1:46 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!The plant matter contains something that's an irritant, either from being indigestible or toxic. Effects will vary, but I recall vomiting if I swallowed it. Make tea or an alcohol extract.
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2017-11-19 at 1:38 AM UTC in I'm joining the SASTerrible grammar and barely comprehensible as usual, Bill Krozby. How exactly do you join someone's asshole?
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2017-11-18 at 7:12 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!Imouto sae Ireba Ii/A Sister's All You Need
Awww yisss, something to tide me over after Eromanga Sensei. -
2017-11-18 at 4:33 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!Who's WhiskeyPhoenix?
Also, there should be a time limit for the user title change after winning or losing a game of taboo. I'm tired of being a victim of incest. -
2017-11-14 at 8:17 PM UTC in Psychological Effects Of Social IsolationNot good: https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/3u999j/toward_a_neurology_of_loneliness_the_neurological/
I always hear people say shit like "I'm lonely." but they have family and friends, so they can't be that lonely.
“Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible.” ― C.G. Jung -
2017-11-13 at 10:26 PM UTC in I'm alive, but not well.It's really not my fault my apartment was literally ransacked. I guess I should have looked for other housing far earlier anyway. If that had been dealt with everything would be fine.
Well, I'm not dead just yet. -
2017-11-11 at 10:09 PM UTC in I'm alive, but not well.
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2017-11-11 at 7:53 PM UTC in I'm alive, but not well.I'm pretty damn sure the first two ER trips actually happened, along with the incident with the neighbors and apartment ransacking after that. Possible the stress and everything I was haunted by pushed me over the edge afterward.
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2017-11-11 at 7:50 PM UTC in I'm alive, but not well.
Originally posted by Lanny It does, doesn't it? A little too much. My money is on it being a troll. Too well punctuated for someone who supposedly can't maintain a consistent tense.
It's perfectly possible that I have (episodes of) paranoid schizophrenia, but unfortunately this did happen.
No, this is not a troll. It isn't even imaginative or amusing.supposedly can't maintain a consistent tense.
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2017-11-11 at 6:29 PM UTC in I'm alive, but not well.What happened? Landlord tells me she recently divorced and is planning to move back in, so the lease is ending. Bummed out about it, will miss cats and worry about them.
Then: ER-Came to slumped against fence with no memory of why I was going out or what happened and a line of high school students walking past, which I had never seen before. May have been sucker punched to the head from behind.
ER: Smoke inhalation from PG&E caused fire (There were some big news stories about this). Told me I had been asleep for 12 hours. Wrong place at wrong time. May have been told the air quality was a 10 (worst) where they found me. Could also have been giving me auditory hallucinations earlier at home. Pissed self (haha), probably tried and failed to find someone to contact, apparently little girl drew card for me hoping to get better, am also given a bag of food and drink. Lost medication I had purchased. Start crying like a little bitch short time after card is given to me. Walk home to blocks with someone from the hospital checking up on me and on phone with girl telling her how much I miss my family. When I get home neighbors are there. Mother sees me crying/sobbing and asks what's wrong and I admit that I want my parents, don't know where they are.
Ask neighbors across street benign question, they seem to ignore me. Then guy comes across and tells me that I disrespected his uncle and am going to pay for that. Tells me to kneel and hold the bars of the gate. Hear him saying "break his arms". Calls someone over, mentions he'll do it for $35. When car rapidly pulls up I leg it. Jump fence, but am pushed out into street by neighbors. Sprint to Hospital/ER area nearby, which usually has a cop. When I come back the place has be ransacked and is a total fucking mess. Everything feels ruined and I no longer feel safe.
Then an overheard phone call in Spanish a few days later when I'm trying to clean up because I have the windows open to air out the place, telling other person on phone to make sure I don't run this time. Get out, lock door, and put self in strategic position while I call 911. Neighbor notices and people in house start leaving until it's empty. May also have seen them holding hands up as cop car drives past. Cops take 1-1/2 hours. Black guy drives up and rapidly jumps fence while saying something like "White boy fucked up". Then "Aaaaah!" while running. Fortunately I get away and he tries to leave quickly. Hear him telling someone to let him in. Cops arrive, don't do shit, tell me to go to shelter if I feel unsafe.
Accidentally walk in wrong direction. Start running toward ER just in case. May have caught someone following me. Try to go in to get help, but there's nothing they can do for me. Would have called for an Uber if my phone hadn't been wrecked, although I was possibly near broke. Tell them I'm having thoughts of suicide second time I come in. Also catch Hispanic guy come in behind me with an afro and evil eyes, possibly asks what room I'm staying in, then leaves. This results in first 5150. Weird experience at psych ward, definitely not what you'd expect. Really fucked up, actually.
Was also taken off 75mg Nardil, which sure as hell doesn't help.
Anyway, pretty much lost everything and now I'm trying to move back in with my parents, or at least my dad, as my sister messaged me and told me they're on the East Coast now, while dad is in Pomona. Staying at a transitional place.
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2017-08-16 at 12:44 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSOh, and as to the posts a few pages back disparaging me, you must all be unaware of just how much I've changed in a multitude of ways in only the last two months, particularly the last month.
In the past would I have been able to confront others and yell at the?
I'm actually functioning pretty normally now. Of course, I still need improvement in some regards, but who doesn't? Not only that, but my cognitive abilities have increased substantially. Some of the changes I've noticed are fascinating and will be an immense help for school. -
2017-08-16 at 12:26 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSYelled at a guy that was jacking off by the sidewalk, a somewhat recessed area. He was sitting down on the edge laying back with his pants below his briefs and his shirt covering his member, clearly jacking off. Looked like a homeless or travelling punk, possibly East Asian (rare).
I pointed at him and yelled, "Hey, fucking pervert! Do that again and I'm calling the cops!"
He seemed startled, pulled them up, and didn't do anything.
Oh! and he only a few blocks away from a park and community center, on a major street. Someone could have easily walked by without him seeing them beforehand.
Yelled at another person last week.
I was at the Glen Park BART station and this nigger with really dopey/retarded looking eyes came up to me and said, "Can we talk", then when I accepted began, "I just got kicked out of my transitional housing program..."
I immediately stated, "I don't have any cash" because no one has ever randomly come up to me, a random stranger, just to talk about their problems, and not wanted money, especially in SF where people are hustling all the time.
He then got pissed and started rambling on, "How'd you know what I was gonna say? How'd you know what I was gonna say?"
"You just said..."
"I said I wanted to talk. You just said something hella stupid."
"Okay, okay, I'm sorry."
He was far too close and dared to speak to me in such a manner. You know how aggressive and impulsive niggers tend to be. After rapidly defusing the situation, due to how they tend to incrementally get worked up, angered, the longer it goes on, at a rate and to an extent far higher than other races, I began following him to see if I could catch him trying to ask another person and ruin it for him, hopefully goading him into hitting me in view of one of the many cameras so I could hit him in self-defense and get him arrested and charged. Unfortunately, even after running around, I couldn't find him.
As I was boarding the train I think I saw him, and moved to the next train over to be in line with him. Viewing him speak to an older white gentleman I waited until the doors were about to close and at just the right moment yelled, "Hey! Fuck you!" while flipping him off nicely, arm going back in just as the doors were closing.
Afterward I recalled that years ago at an Oakland BART station someone had started off with a similar line, not having money to get home to their transitional housing program, who also looked like him, with the dopey eyes.
Although, I also realized that due to the amygdala abnormalities, my baseline permanently being in flight or fight mode, I may have misinterpreted their actions, being offended at my response being natural if they had actually wanted to talk. Well, fuck him, I still hope I did offend him in that case. How dare he go up to a random stranger with his personal problems, in SF of all places, and then speak to me in that manner and with that body language. -
2017-08-15 at 8:52 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSWhat do you guys think of this jacket? I found a highly recommended HQ replica seller with an independent website that sells it for $129.
Reminds me of Kaneda's. Certainly a magnificent jacket, quite possibly the coolest around, but it certainly is flashy and hard to pull off.
To compliment it I'm looking for this burgundy Emporio Armani Jacquard scarf.
And maybe some of these Golden Fleece knit button-down shirts
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2017-08-14 at 9:24 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSHmm, she innately knows her dating market value has increased and that she has a higher chance of snagging someone dumb/desperate enough to support her and her kid. It fits with evolutionary theory.