Posts by Malice

2015-09-26 at 6:57 AM UTC in Question for Libertarians/AnCaps

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1.) Tough luck. Aggregates are what ultimately matter and no system is perfect. Governments in general have an immense amount of aspects that are extremely flawed and harmful.The statists and supporters of democracy are often the most utopian of all, believing that the moment when everyone will come to their senses and agree with them, become highly informed about every major issue, and government corruption will end, is just around the corner. Fetishizing the Nordic region, with under .3% of the global population and with a very large percentage of the population being White (this matters a lot), along with having a very shallow, simplistic, and overall poor understanding of Europe in general, oblivious to any negative aspects, confounding variables that effect international comparisons, and massive problems with future projections.

2.) This problem is intractable for small towns, producing a large incentive for people to avoid economically inefficient areas, which are currently massively subsidized by states.

3.) A competitive bidding system where companies place bids to command infrastructure for set periods of time, following certain terms that are agreed upon.

4.) Communal systems, which are fully compatible with a libertarian/ancap system as long as they're voluntarily agreed upon. This is a commonly misunderstood point by people who have no real grasp of the ideology.

If people are so stupid that they can't even solve basic problems like these, what hope does democracy have? This is a dichotomy that few people realize, the criticisms leftists make of human nature and the incompatibility with a libertarian society and the implications for the outcomes of their own preferred systems.

2015-09-26 at 6:38 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Someone recommended this, and it looks like a good option: http://www.noahcompendium.co.uk/Dechra_Veterinary_Products_Limited/Somulose_ACY-reg_ADs-_Solution_for_Injection/-65243.html

But if you're willing to go that far, you may as well try the most powerful antidepressants first. 7,8-DHF, NSI-189, ketamine, Nardil, buprenorphine or ALKS-5461 when it's available.

2015-09-25 at 10:35 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

[PSA] To US vendors: Naloxone just became available over the counter in 14 states. Put it on your menu if you live in one of them.
https://www.reddit.com/r/DarkNetMarkets/comments/3mdc82/psa_to_us_vendors_naloxone_just_became_available/

Whaaaat? This is great news! Every opiate user should have some on hand. Even if it's not available in your state, or even country, it makes it a lot easier for people to mail it to you.

2015-09-25 at 7:14 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Malice, I have two questions for you-

Question 1: A while back, didn't you buy some knockoff magic flight launch box? Mine is sitting in the local police department, I was wondering which one you got (if I'm remembering correctly) as well as how well it worked. Ever try a mflb to compare?

Question 2: T-PAIN and Zoloft? Y/N?

It was the Dragon-Lite vaporizer. If you think about the basic mechanism of action of the MFLB, what it does, it's really just heating up a metal screen to a certain temperature with current. There's no good reason why that should cost as much as it does. The people defending it are driven by post purchase rationalization and other cognitive bias, how the amount of money spent skews their perception of the quality, along with an unfounded bias against "knockoffs". Why should MFLB have a monopoly over that design? Even if you support the patent system's intended purpose, to promote innovation, this isn't innovative and novel, they just happened to be the first to bring that design to market. Every aspect of it has a prior basis. Think about every other main vaporizer design, should the first person to have brought those to market, if you could even accurately determine who that was in the world considering how many businesses go bankrupt, how many things aren't documented on the internet, should they have had a 20 year monopoly, without any choice to buy from others during that period, stifling innovation and competition, paying monopoly prices and dealing with the other problems of monopolies, unless they granted licenses to others to be able to use their intellectual property, which would still drive up prices and restrict competition and innovation.

/end anti-IP rant.

Anyway, it's pretty much the exact same thing, except quality control is lower, maybe return policy too. Not sure I would recommend it, it's been a while and markets can move fast. There could be much better options available now. For example, I remember reading about some really well priced PAX vaporizer clones from China. There are often very high quality clones at much more reasonable prices, without the ridiculous markup US companies can have, for major products.

I'd highly recommend avoiding cannabis as much as possible, regardless. The benefits can be found from other products, and the drawbacks, particularly in the long-run, aren't worth it for many.

2.) It's safe, but I'd avoid all SSRIs, they're terrible drugs, garbage. Even if you feel they help in the short term, and it can be difficult to differentiate a genuine effect from the placebo effect and natural variations in mood, things improving due to natural/random fluctuations or lifestyle changes, you may find yourself experiencing severe blunted affect, a limited range of emotion and dulled emotional intensity, along with disturbing changes in your thoughts, thinking like a psycho-sociopath. If you want an antidepressant without the side effects and risks, and these have other benefits as well other than strictly elevating mood, NSI-189 and 7,8-DHF are very powerful options, affordable as well if you use a good source. Read about them at longecity and r/nootropics. use a boolean search in google, example:
site:longecity.org NSI-189
site:reddit.com/r/nootropics 7,8-DHF OR 7 8-dihydroxyflavone

2015-09-25 at 6:55 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Well that money ran out today so she's going to put her in a tent in a national park.

Hahaha, what? I mean, how does she expect this to work? How is she going to apply for jobs and get her life together, move forward in life? Unless it's not too far from wherever she needs to go, there's a bus route or some other way for her to regularly get out of there, there's just so much she isn't going to have access to.

Here's hoping she gets eaten by a bear or something. Are there any dangerous creatures in that area? Wolves, snakes, mountain lions? There's always the chance of hypothermia or an illness as well, dysentery.

How was your childhood Malice?

Inadequate, like the rest of the world. Not sure if it would have made a difference in the long run.

Like, do you ever wonder how you would have ended up if you had been raised by university professors? Really intelligent, knowledgeable,and driven people who were very involved in your life, loving, and exposed you to a lot of the world, important and valuable experiences in life? If they had been wealthy and been able to afford very nice things to further your development, not frivolous and superficial items, but anyone who thinks that a generic middle or lower class child is just as good as the Richie Rich experience is fooling themselves. Then there's the matter of intellectual stimulation, if you had gone to the best schools, schools catered to gifted children with the most unique, intelligent, knowledgeable, and driven people around, without the stupidity of standard schools and dealing with the idiocy of average people, if you always had people around who could understand anything you wanted to discuss and provide stimulating and challenging debates ad discussions? How different would you have been if you had developed to the fullest, if you had years of cumulative experience to develop your verbal and interpersonal skills, your critical thinking skills, ability to debate.

I suppose you could still be faced with the same disillusionment, the inability to find meaning and fulfillment in life, but maybe if I had never spiraled into this I would have developed different viewpoints, come to different conclusions, grasped different ideas/concepts and found answers to things. It could simply largely be driven by how I feel, the general melancholic emotional state, anhedonia removing the ability to feel any of these positive emotions, a desire for anything.

But then again, it's not as if that world is completely inaccessible. You can speak to those people, take university classes, go to clubs and private classes, meetups. Quite honestly, even looking at the elite, I can't say I'm the least bit impressed and can see what I want in that realm. I've genuinely never met, heard, or read about anyone who I thought was interesting, genuinely remarkable. In a world with 7 billion people they're far more interchangeable than they would like to believe once you look past the superficial characteristics, think about the basic traits, predispositions, that a person is composed of. I'm certainly not saying I'm superior to them, despite my egoism I deal with profound feelings of inadequacy and inferiority. It just seems everyone is looking for something that just isn't there, that if the singularity comes, immortality and augmentation is achieves, anything that occurred before that will be completely insignificant, our past would be looked at like that of children, even ants, the entirety of even the most elite human's entire lifespan nothing but a grain of sand in human history, in all that humans have accomplished.

Then there are the intractable flaws of the world, of human society, the human/interpersonal experience, the limitations of communication. Just look at how long this is dragging out. To really properly convey everything that really matters, the entirety of a human mind, a lifetime of experience. Could you ever achieve more than a tiny sliver of understanding of the totality of someone's being? And even if you did, what does it amount to? What does it do other than make you feel less alone, understood, able to be predicted for your mutual benefit?

â€œI am gone quite mad with the knowledge of accepting the overwhelming number of things I can never know, places I can never go, and people I can never be.â€ â€• Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

2015-09-25 at 7:55 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

http://web.archive.org/web/20140915084157/https://www.zoklet.net/bbs/showthread.php?t=182485&page=2

I 've been thinking about this a lot lately. I know that the state of mind and a lot of the depression im experiencing is because of my use of psychs. In seeing the enormity of the world, and seeing my insignificant place in it, I just dont feel like anything i could ever do is worthwhile, and that anyone doing ANYTHING that doesnt directly improve someones life or help make the world a better place…is wasting their time and their life. And I dont even consider myself to have done a TOn of psychs, compared to a lot of people ive talked to- probably in the neighborhood of 50-60 trips (although some at what i think many would term "heroic" doses).

I don't know….everyone just seems so blissfully unaware. My friends are all paying car payments now, going to dental school. And their parents are happy for them, and they're happy with themselves. It just seems pointless to me. I see that we strive toward these simple creature comforts when there are so many bigger issues ast hand…an absolute dearth of empathy/ spirituality in the world, war, poverty, hunger, depression. It feels like the common man's "reality" is just a ploy to keep him productive and sane. Because I have to think that anybody who saw the world and "reality" for what it really is would just go completely insane, fall into a deep dispair and off themselves.

Ive been trying to think of what WOULD be something meaningful to me. And the only things I can think of (sincerely- not in a "padding your resumee" kind of way) are to either do humanitarian work, some sort of musician or artists who sparks awareness in "normal" people, a spiritual leader, or the like. But by society's standard, if you do a lot of that stuff, youre pretty much a loser and a fruitcake ( No much moreso, i suppose, than an unemployed heroin addict, but still). I dunno…i think this is why Im kind of stuck in my head.

You can tell ive thought of this a lot. I really dont know wether i regret it or not. Is knowledge worth a lifetime of crippling depression and shit?

Casper 4 years ago. Pretty depressing in a way, which is why I felt uncertain about whether to post it.

"Because I have to think that anybody who saw the world and "reality" for what it really is would just go completely insane, fall into a deep despair and off themselves. "

I saw it, haven't offed myself yet. It's almost a shame you would probably just abort the trip before it got to that point and may never experience that. Have you ever thought about what the conscious experience of an artificial intelligence would be like, adhering to strict rationality and without emotions, how they would see the world and "feel"? A lack of all meaning, all the light and warmth gone from the world, but you still have human memories, a human life and mind, and will return to that. I don't think it would help you though, so it is best best to avoid it. Gaining an understanding of that experience and how some people are effected by it isn't worth the cost if it causes a negative change in you that you can't return from, although I do think you could return.

I suppose that while from a perspective outside of yourself your life may not be significant, to you it's the most significant thing of all. As absurd as this existence is, that the creation of the universe and eons of evolution have led to you in this moment of time being able to realize absurdity of existence (From our consciousness rose the ability to search for meaning, only to find there was none, we lived only to find life was devoid of meaning and reason to continue living.), we still don't know or fully understand everything, or what's going to occur in the future. If you've really resigned yourself to death you may as well exhaust all options and wait it out as long as you can, even if your life comes to feel like it's just an incredibly long period of sleep, eventually there may be something that changes everything.

2015-09-24 at 11:21 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

New GearVR supports all 2015 galaxy flagships by samsung, and is 99$
https://www.reddit.com/r/oculus/comments/3m80q4/new_gearvr_supports_all_2015_galaxy_flagships_by/

This will be great for increasing awareness and accessibility to VR. Of course it's not as good as dedicated head mounted displays, but it's still a good introduction to VR and the platform makes it easier to share with others that are interested due to the portability along with making it easier to acquire content.

2015-09-24 at 8:32 PM UTC in Sleep on the floor

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Memory foam mattress, get with the times. It's not even that expensive anymore, a twin is big enough if you don't plan on having someone ever share it. Check Amazon. You won't have to worry about springs being worn out, it's worth the investment.

Eventually you might start waking up with terrible aches that will take a long time to go away, circulation being cut off.

2015-09-24 at 6:33 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

You have an idea of how many problems I have, but you can only see a small fraction of it. At every step of the way, for every action, for every major concept and segment in life, things I can't find satisfying answers for, come to terms with, things that will realistically never change, that we don't have the power to change. The problems that arise with communication and its limitations, human nature, the vast array of factors influencing human behavior, cognition, so many cognitive biases, things in your own life, profound inadequacy, insignificance, limitations in life, the prison of biological reality, wondering how your life has effected your neurological development and whether you can realistically change things to a point that's satisfactory. An inability to just forget for a moment.

After speaking to people do you just obsess over their flaws? Their personal failings, failing to adhere to certain standards, such as open mindedness, impartialness, rationality. Over the habits of their mind, the immense amount of cognitive biases and logical fallacies they engage in, the material they read and the quality of it, their thought processes in analyzing it? The tragic limitations of intelligence that apply to the majority of people and the effects of it?

I'm not sure if this conveys it properly, but I just couldn't stop thinking about. I spent years leaning against a wall, sitting on the stairs, hiding in the bathroom, just fixated on these things, on every problem in the world. I'm genuinely afraid it could destroy me if I was confronted with everything to the fullest extent, even within the time it would take for etizolam to kick in and abort it. Urban legends, made up stories, aside, some people really do end up in a mental hospital for the rest of their life. I could see myself becoming catatonic, or finally completely losing control of my mind and having reality break down, end up in a psychotic or schizophrenic state. It already broke me down this far, it's only made it easier for me to be broken down even further.

Depending on the price, somewhere in the 3-7 grams range. Prices aren't listed since it's OoS, do you know what they were before?

$60 a gram. 3-7g is quite a lot considering the dosage.

2015-09-24 at 5 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

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Used coin.mx until it bit the big one. Haven't signed up for a replacement yet but I'm going to have to since I'm going to make a sizable (at least relative to my usual volumes) purchase of etizolam soon to keep on hand. Going to buy powder, dissolve it into a fluid for volumetric dosing, and shelve 90% of it

How much? This seems to be the best place, and I was about to order, but they're out of stock for two weeks. -_- Well, this is what happens when I procrastinate due to self-destructive impulses.
www.purposechem.com

2015-09-24 at 4:45 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

I think that drugs may make me feel better about having missed out on so much in life. Most interpersonal experiences are really pretty mundane, even a fun night out with friends, laughing, it's not particularly profound, just enjoyable, and the memories will be lost to time. Think of how many hours of experiences accumulate throughout life, what percentage do you really remember clearly and have time to think about? Of course they're part of your development, they mold you and become part of you in a way.

Mainly what I'm thinking is: Imagine seeing someone having the happiest moment of their life, a child being born, marriage, the best sex they ever had, a previous moment with their child, major success, an adventure in some part of the world etc. and knowing that the happiness they feel doesn't come close to what you felt on heroin. The adventures they had compare to the wonders you've experienced with psychedelics, LSD, psilocin, DMT. Death and rebirth, merging with the universe, alien dimensions. How could reality realistically compare?

There's a certain sadness to it as well, though. Think about the perspective from someone who has quit drugs and never plans to use them again. I vaguely feel I've read mentions of this. I'd like to read a good answer on how they came to terms with this feeling and coped. Another aspect is the melancholy from thoughts related to the nature of conscious existence, the feeling of "Is this all there is to life?" when you're coming down in an empty dark apartment and nothing in this mundane sober reality excites you, nothing elicits desire. I suppose these are things that have lead many to their deaths.

2015-09-24 at 12:34 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

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Try finding a US based research chem site that ships to the US and doesn't require you to buy in bulk or bitcoin. I wouldn't have a problem with btc but its unneccesarily difficult and annoying to buy bitcoin with debit/credit. You need to hook up a bank account, or convert to some extremely irrelevant currency, convert that to another, until you can find one that covnerts to btc.

WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO BUY BITCOINS WITH US CURRENCY HOLY HANDGRENADES

www.reddit.com/r/RCSources/

https://www.circle.com

?

There are so many options for bitcoin. Localbitcoins and atms:
http://coinatmradar.com/
http://coinatmradar.com/blog/how-to-buy-bitcoins-with-bitcoin-atm/
https://en.bitcoin.it/wiki/Buying_Bitcoins_(the_newbie_version)

2015-09-24 at 12:24 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

From Zoklet:

Shooting up heroin is like nothing else. It is the only drug I can't control. It's like laying in the most comfy bed with that girl you always wanted to be with. Shooting heroin is like marrying your crush or the day your baby is born. Heroin takes you from the shit hole life it's made for you to a utopia in the fucking sky. The instant that shit hits me I'm not longer anxious. No longer tired or sick or sad or mad or anything. My body has no weight. Test tomorrow? FUCK THAT! Girlfriend bitching? FUCK YOU! Parents stay up worried sick every night not knowing if I'll be alive tomorrow? FUCK THEM!

Like God himself came down himself from Heaven, wrapped you in a blanket of bliss, and kissed you on the forehead. That's what it feels like, it's phenomenal.

Oh yeah, that sounds like what I need. May focus on this instead. Experiencing relief from everything could be the most therapeutic experience of all.

imagine you've been traveling through a cold and rainy forest. you're so cold that every appendage on your body is on the brink of frostbite. you start to losing hope when suddenly you stumble on old cabin, you knock on the door and an old woman takes you in. she makes you homemade chicken noodle soup that you sip on while you sit in front of her fire wrapped in a hand knitted indian blanket.

its like that except 10x better

Proots: If you've ever used opiates before - then, like that only much stronger. In the same way taking a shower and jumping into an olympic sized pool both get you wet, yet are different experiences. The rush is indescribable. The immediate and intense feeling of euphoria is almost impossible to match. It's beyond anything you've ever experienced.

If you've never used opiates before, then the feeling is impossible to explain. It would be like trying to describe to someone what color is, who only sees in black and white.

They're making me crave it like obese people would crave their final meal. T-PAIN prevents respiratory depression, I can get naloxone as an additional safety measure, and I don't plan on pushing the limit with high doses or not taking proper precautions after receiving new batches or after a long period of abstinence. I'll never die. I could use 2-FMA instead of cocaine for a milder version of a speedball experience, create a more functional/productive state.

2015-09-23 at 7:19 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

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I don't, any chance you have a wayback machine link to it? I'd love to read it, I've definitely had that particular experience and would love to hear what your reaction was.

Probably won't be able to find it unless I could find a link to the original thread, which I don't think I'll be able to either.

It's nice to look through the archive, found some interesting/amusing BLTC threads:

Does anyone regret doing acid?
http://web.archive.org/web/201409150...d.php?t=182485

Do you regret trying heroin?
http://web.archive.org/web/201409120...d.php?t=190269

The first time you did opiates, did you think you were "hooked"?
http://web.archive.org/web/201409230...d.php?t=138321

LSD use and it's potential negative side effects?
http://web.archive.org/web/20140921041012/https://www.zoklet.net/bbs/showthread.php?t=164448

What is it like to shoot Herion?
http://web.archive.org/web/20140926001752/http://www.zoklet.net/bbs/showthread.php?t=233820

Why haven't you tried again? Sure it can be scary or uncomfortable sometimes but it seems like you understand the objective lack of risk and what you stand to gain. It's not like you back out once and can never go back, you know something now that you didn't before. Come join me in exploring the mysteries of the universe or your mind or some shit. It's dumb essentialist thinking like that will fuck up a good trip, no door is closed to you if only you can learn to be unafraid.

Because I'm a dysfunctional trainwreck and it would take too long to explain why. I don't have a particularly good reason for putting off relatively minor things for months. All I need to do is order some etizolam and that's it. ... Alright, I'm doing it, I think! I'll try to do it today unless I can think of a good reason to delay myself again.

May buy some more DMT as well, along with the ingredients for changa, which is pretty simple to make. Syrian rue of b. caapi are the main items used, they're short acting, particularly when smoked/vaporized, and are used for this property: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Revers...mine_oxidase_A

From what I've read b. caapi seems to be the better choice. Changa seems to be the best way to use DMT, the reports I've read are very positive. It extends the trip and slows it down, which is very beneficial for getting more out of the experience due to the nature of DMT (Generally an extremely intense and rapid psychedelic experience), and also alters the quality. IIRC it generally makes it significantly more positive as well, I can't remember. The reports on it are pretty interesting and will refresh my memory on how the experience differs from pure freebase.

BTW, are you still planning to grow shrooms? Unless you want to do it to enjoy the experience, it is pretty cool to see your first shrooms grow, it might be better to buy 4-AcO-DMT. It will probably give you the same or a very similar experience, and will also better allow you to control the dosage, since the alkaloid content of shrooms can vary a lot.
https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/4-AcO-DMT
It's been very well received, people on Zokle who tried it loved it. I think I remember Gun Lover writing very highly about it, how he now considered it his favorite psychedelic or the one he recommended for everyone's first psychedelic experience. There's a distinct difference in the experience between the LSD and psilocin families, I'd love to know what differences you experience and what you prefer about each one. Even compared to high dose LSD trips, you may be in a for a very pleasant surprise

McKenna described the differences between the hallucinations produced by LSD and psilocybin like this:

â€œAn acid hallucination is a little fan-shaped thing â€¦ blips back and forth.
â€¦ a psilocybin hallucination is MGM Grand. â€¦

Probably an exaggeration, but I think I have read many people reporting that they don't have very significant hallucinations on LSD, it being more of an introspective psychoanalytical experience. Even if you think the visuals you've had are pretty strong, it could simply push it even further than that.

2015-09-23 at 3:48 AM UTC in creating havoc with the power of serotonin

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Think about the megacities developing in Africa and the strained resources. My god, we could see chimp outs the likes of which the world has never seen before. Particularly once you take into account the birth rate, the disproportionate amount of youths there will be, and how for Blacks in particular that age group is responsible for a greatly disproportionate amount of crime, particularly violent crime.

UNICEF Report: Africa's Population Could Hit 4 Billion By 2100
http://www.npr.org/sections/goatsandsoda/2014/08/13/340091377/unicef-report-africas-population-could-hit-4-billion-by-2100

An estimated 1.8 billion births will take place in Africa in the next 35 years, the authors predict. By 2050, Africa will have almost 1 billion children under 18, making up nearly 40 percent of kids worldwide.

Wrote about this before in more detail in TRT, it's an absolute disaster in the making.

2015-09-23 at 3:38 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

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" Waking lucid dream". I remember reading about a study done on the brain activity of people on psychedelics, I think it was psilocin specifically, and this is how they described the state they were in. What if eventually, with something like transcranial stimulation, you could trigger and remain in this state as long as you wanted.

You could live out the rest of your life in your own mind, a world of fantasies you've created. Then I wouldn't need to actually accomplish anything IRL, it could all occur in my mind, a perfect world.

I feel like I may be living out Shinji's crisis in Evangelion. I have a feeling one day I'm going to have a psychedelic trip that will be similar to series.

2015-09-23 at 1:58 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

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Believe it or not there are operations like these in existence where the girls aren't forced, get paid and the quality is supreme. It's the only kind of content of this nature i enjoy, with the exception of homemade vids by the girls themselves.

How old are they? I wasn't serious about this, I just enjoy developing crazy schemes. I hate dealing with people, so this would be an awful fit for me.

But i could never give them drugs, or have them do a webcam show unless they were absolutely sure they'd want to do that themselves.

You're too soft for this anyway, I should have known. I think they would want to take something like PT-141, it's perfectly safe and would make the experience far more enjoyable.

What about a similar idea, except we become the first people in history to create genuine snuff films? We could even livestream it and take requests for what to do to them, how to torture them. There are many fake snuff films, but AFAIK there may not have ever been a proven case where someone was torturing and killing people without their consent with the specific purpose of making money from this.

You know, that gives an idea...Have you seen those videos where third worlders, children/people from India and Africa get paid to say and do silly things? Imagine if there was a darknet service with a similar concept, except people could request illegal activities, along with having an escrow service to ensure they don't get paid unless they actually do it and so that the buyer isn't able to go back on their word, doesn't have to be blindly trusted. It probably wouldn't cost much to hire a group of Africans to massacre a town, or kidnap some people and record their torture, do whatever you request them to, then send the video to you, or even livestream it if they can. The cost to buy human labor, the amount desperate and evil people in these regions would request to perform these acts, is so low you could unleash unimaginable chaos to the world. "$500 to detonate this (chemical) bomb in a crowded location." "$X to poison a water source." With detailed instructions for everything they would need. It could lead to users competing with each other to produce the most diabolical and ingenious plans, assassinations that would cause enormous political instability, maybe even taking out CEOs, entire sections of high level management during meetings, or committing other acts, bombings, that would cause immense damage to them, and shorting the stock beforehand. It's similar to a concept that has was thought of a long time ago, assassination markets, but no one has actually created a successful one yet.

2015-09-23 at 1 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Incidentally, i seriously considered robbing an old person today. I was at the pharmacy to pick up my GF's script when i saw he got three boxes of 37.5mcg/hour fentanyl. I could tell by the color and shape of the boxes. My immediate thought was: I want those. Then i thought, would i feel bad for robbing an old man of his pain medication he's probably getting for terminal illness? I thought maybe… But seeing how he was with another person it would have been too much to deal with without a weapon since i didn't bring my knife. If the guy was alone, i could just hit him in the face first thing, grab him by his throat and tell him to hand over the medicine and phone so that he couldn't call teh police immediately and get the fuck out. But there was CCTV in the pharmacy and i'm pretty sure he saw me there waiting, so all he'd have to do is tell the police that and they would have requested the footage of the pharmacy to identify me and that would be that so i decided against it.

That's pretty damn scummy, bro. Not that it bothers me, I'm just going by how it's generally going to be perceived by most people. This is the kind of thing that would be expected of a nigger. If you were to get caught for that and word got out you could get beaten or raped in prison, or at least you would if you didn't live in a region with the pansiest prison system around and some of the pansiest people (East Asians would probably beat you on that due to their nature).

Well, just the beating part, I don't think that would be necessary. It's an old person, just grab them and run, unless you're so out of shape and such a poor runner that you don't feel confident in your ability. Although, there are substances that significantly increase physical performance you could take to compensate for that, but you wouldn't have time for them to kick in in a situation like that, unless you snorted a stimulant (The risk of death from sprinting on this combined with the adrenaline/NE release from the psychological impact of the situation would likely be insignificant without a serious relevant health condition.). You could even make a nasal spray for situations like this, a combination of pyrazolam and 2-FMA would be pretty cool, and amusing if you actually used it for this (god mode activated).

They would probably just have them replaced, so it's not like they would lose anything, just be inconvenienced and shaken up; not much to feel guilty about solely from the theft. If you really want opiates that badly, why not just buy heroin? Is it cheap in your region? I've seen some surprisingly cheap sources on darknet markets, I think I may have seen some from your area that were particularly affordable, but didn't ship to the US.

The point is not what someone else deserves the point is getting what i want. When i worked as a pharm tech a while ago i was taking diazepams, tramadol and k-pins by the shitload. It was good because i had access to the computer system so i just changed the supply in the database and no one was ever any the wiser.

Did you ever think about an inside job, using your insider information to pull off a mass theft? Were there any good opportunities, strategies, you identified? Imagine how much money you could make selling them on a darknet market.

Have you ever thought about travelling to a place like Afghanistan and buying heroin in bulk straight from the source, then smuggling it back? Even with very large amounts I think there are techniques you could use to mail it back to yourself that would avoid all methods of detection. Or you could body pack it, put it in a condom and insert it up your ass. Once again, the potential profit from selling on the Darknet would be immense. Even a relatively small initial investment could yield you an enormous return that could be used to expand your operation.

Another idea that crossed my mind related to you: Imagine if you kidnapped or took in runaway attractive lolis, street children, or children in abusive situations, orphanages, in fucked up places, impoverished, dysfunctional, and crime ridden sections of Eastern Europe, then groomed them, psychologically conditioned them, for sex. This would be used for opening a darknet webcam show where you could be tipped in cryptocurrency. To make it better, you could give them a power aphrodisiac like this: www.ceretropic.com/pt-141/
Or GHB, to make them really want it. Muscle relaxers would also make things much easier for them. In this situation you would treat them nicely and keep them healthy, unlike the people that usually do this kind of thing. It would create a very rare product, girls that aren't being abused, that are genuinely healthy and happy, want to participate, and it's very difficult to hide genuine suffering, to mask that they don't actually want to do this and that they aren't any of things they pretend to be (healthy, happy). Happy, healthy, attractive/White, bubbly/cute/energetic/flirtatious personalities, who had been trained to give good sex performances, learned various techniques and positions, were able to take it well, and participated in threesomes with other girls?

Due to the nature of this there seems to be high demand from the small market, and this style of business could draw in much more people than normal, people who may have been marginally interested but avoided it due to the shady nature of these sites and the abuse that occurs, worried about possible legal repercussions, but the barriers to entry, the relatively small amount of people willing and capable of doing this, unmet demand driving up prices. Particularly for the high quality that would be provided, possibly something at a level that has never been seen before. The amount of money that could be made would me unimaginable.

You have coding skills, are a natural hebe/lolicon, and have the kind mental profile that would be needed with regards to your sense of morality. I am capable of being evil incarnate and have a vast autistic data bank, information and the ability to identify, acquire, and properly analyze high quality information, particularly on the relevant subjects of psychological manipulation/analysis, and understanding of the human mind, particularly the dark aspects most are unwilling to learn about and accept, marketing genius, and would be perfect for drawing customers online, along with creating the plans and helping with the initial acquisition, setting up the structure of the business. It would be too difficult to do it alone, and finding someone genuinely willing to actually go through with something of this nature, someone you could trust to not betray you, blab about it (I have no desire to and literally talk to no one.), and actually possessing the competency required to adhere to proper safety protocols and evade law enforcement (I am extremely cautious and an INTJ, a "mastermind" strategist personality/mental profile, seeing an immense number of possibilities and solutions, along with understanding police tactics and how to negate them.), would be unimaginably rare. We could both take turns performing, I would do it solely for the money, since it would be unrealistic to expect that much sex from one person, enhancing ourselves with drugs like viagra to maintain the fullest erections, along with substances to greatly reduce the refractory period and delay ejaculation.

Have you read abut the camwhore business? How there are buildings set up specifically for this where they rent space? This AMA from a Romanian girl was very good: https://www.reddit.com/r/IAmA/comments/2bxvgm/iama_cam_girl_working_in_a_semilegal_studio_in
I'm using it as an example of how the industry evolved and how feasible it would be to adapt this model to our purposes.

2015-09-22 at 10:41 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Reading about neurological differences in the brains of autistics.

Most Autistic People Have Normal Brain Anatomy
http://blogs.discovermagazine.com/neuroskeptic/2014/10/25/autistic-people-normal-brain-anatomy/

Oh god, I hope so. That would be a blessing. What I mean is, if it's a problem with neurotransmitter levels, that's much easier to correct than, say, if certain parts of the brain are much smaller than usual or malformed, connected differently/improperly. Structural differences would be much harder to alter, there would be far more complexity involved, if it was even possible at all; an absolute nightmare. And if treatments were found they may only be usable or (particularly) effective at an early age.

2015-09-22 at 9:23 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

I think I'm going to try piracetam or noopept again. The time I had to take etiz I took piracetam beforehand so I've been kinda weary since but it frustrates me that I tend to forget details, important ideas and stuff. I write stuff down sometimes but when I'm peaking it's hard to even work a pen, what comes out is really only marginally articulate. I think a racetam might help with that recall (the more intense trips I've had with piracetam/noopept are the most vivid in my memory).I think I'm going to try piracetam or noopept again. The time I had to take etiz I took piracetam beforehand so I've been kinda weary since but it frustrates me that I tend to forget details, important ideas and stuff. I write stuff down sometimes but when I'm peaking it's hard to even work a pen, what comes out is really only marginally articulate. I think a racetam might help with that recall (the more intense trips I've had with piracetam/noopept are the most vivid in my memory).

What about recording your voice (smartphone)? Oi, hearing yourself rant on psychedelics could be painful, but there may actually be something there. If there isn't actually any merit to your ideas and it only feels that way because you're under the influence, at least you'll know.

Bacopa and PRL-8-53 are the best drugs available for enhancing memory. Maybe something for the nicotinic receptors as well, this could have a very positive effect overall effect on cognition and increase the cerebral qualities of the trip. Processing speed and power, memory, sensory gating, possibly some anxiolysis, concentration. I can't remember everything it effects, but I think those are the main things I've mentioned before that nicotine actually seems to be one of the best supported and strongest cognitive enhancers. I took 50mg of this right and am pretty impressed with the effects, definitely above average effects compared to most nootropics: https://newmind.com/sen12333-3058.htmlhttps://newmind.com/sen12333-3058.html
Hmm, I'm not sure, but I may be experiencing a pronounced effect on the perception of time, which could be due to the above factors.

but ended up freaking out and thought I was dying or something so I took some etizolam to bring it down. I kinda regret doing that because I feel like there was something there I could have figured out if I had stuck with it. but ended up freaking out and thought I was dying or something so I took some etizolam to bring it down. I kinda regret doing that because I feel like there was something there I could have figured out if I had stuck with it.

The same thing happened to me with a high dose shroom trip. Do you remember my trip report on Zoklet, "What happens when you fight against ego death and take a beating"? It's really unfortunate because when it occurs it means you're right at the door of an incredibly profound experience. My life could have turned out shockingly different if I had broken through. Of course no one really dies directly from psychedelics, you just have to tell yourself and accept, truly understand and believe, that it's not going to occur, even if it genuinely feels like it, and that feeling this way, this experience, is normal, and the fear will end and be replaced by something wonderful once you break through. Of course it's very difficult to maintain your composure and control, override, your emotions, particularly while under the effects of psychedelics, how they alter your thoughts processes. I'm interested in trying pyrazolam with psychedelics because it may be so selective that you can still have a strong anxiolytic effect while not interfering with the trip. This is why I recommended phenibut, although I remember you told me that while it made the come up much smoother it may not have made much of a difference at the peak due to the intensity, but a higher dose may be able to take care of this.

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