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2015-10-10 at 6:48 PM UTC in Would you rather your kid be a serial killer or serial rapist?This is the picture you recall.
I haven't worked out in over a year, though, and have been almost entirely sedentary during that time because I continued to fall apart, remaining depressed, but to a far greater extent becoming even more dysfunctional, suffering from greater anergia and loss of interest in life, loss of drive, anhedonia/ability to experience pleasure, find joy in life, and generally giving up on life. Ah, I hate describing what I've described so many times before and sounds so pitiful and pathetic.
Really a shame, what I could have achieved if I had continued and further optimized my regimen. I've retained a surprising amount of muscle mass, my figure is still healthy, but certainly nothing remarkable. -
2015-10-10 at 5:49 PM UTC in Rage Quit
Just imagine if I actually applied myself to something greater than a restaurant! JUST IMAGINE!
It's never going to happen, don't get a big head. Don't misunderstand, I'm happy for you, getting $13 an hour at a pizza joint a block from your house, but at your age, judging from your past behavior and life history, you're never going to make it. Compared to even the average White male, let alone what's seen as the standard, educated, on track in a well paying career, starting a family, buying their first house, you're nothing.
I would highly recommend this book to you: http://www.amazon.com/The-Defining-D.../dp/0446561754
You blew it, your time's past. You're so far behind there simply isn't any realistic chance that you're going to catch up by now, you may as well accept it.The numerous studies conducted, the data/statistics available, all clearly demonstrate this. You aren't a special snowflake, a downtrodden genius who's tragically unable to access their potential due to circumstances in life outside of their control. You're a loser, completely unremarkable. Everyone thinks they're special, at least until they finally accept the truth and give up for good, that this is finally going to be the time they turn things around, but it never happens and never will.
This is just the way life is. It's never going to be what you want it to. People are all searching for something that simply doesn't exist. -
2015-10-10 at 5:35 PM UTC in Clonidine to an hero sounds good?Form a suicide pact with sploo. Better yet, go on a killing spree first. Working as a team and with a good plan you could easily beat the high score.
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2015-10-10 at 5:33 PM UTC in People who sigh all the time for no reasonImagine seeing Spectral and Darth Beaver fight IRL. This would be an internet meetup for the ages that would go down in history. I'd pay (chip in) to make it happen and see it.
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2015-10-10 at 5:33 PM UTC in Is there any drug you'd fellate for?
Only if the loved one is my loli cousin and she sucks my dick afterwards.
Make it happen. I want so badly for you to succeed so I can vicariously experience your wincestual loli lover pleasure.You couldn't stop me from fucking a 13yo if you paid me to. NEWSFLASH! She's staying over for the weekend when she has her holiday in October, oh my. Too bad my gf will be there, kekekekekek.
Did this already happen? Is it still happening? When is it going to happen? If your gf is going to be there find a way to make her not be there when she's staying over. At least for a few hours so you can enact your master plan to seduce her. Please, sophie, please! You have to do this for us and live out your dreams, if you don't you may never have this opportunity again and could regret for the rest of your life, or at least a few decade until you forget. "I'll have another opportunity." People with this mentality are far more likely to simply fall into complacency and cowardice and never succeed. -
2015-10-10 at 5:22 PM UTC in Would you call the cops on a shitfaced driver ?They deserve it. The people who would argue against it are those that would likely do it themselves or something of that nature, people with a diseased or dishonorable mentality.
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2015-10-10 at 3:53 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionFound this on r/sociopath: What do you score on the "Reading emotions through the eyes" test?
http://socialintelligence.labinthewild.org/Your score is 32 out of 36
How did others do on this test?
The average score is 26. But we found that not everyone does the same on this test:
Women, on average, score half a point higher than men.
Young people under 18 score substantially lower than adults.
What am I? I'm not joking about how reclusive I've become, I've only been stepping foot outside once or twice a month, haven't even had conversation in one or two years. I don't even speak to people much online, I've never spoken to someone on webcam or even through voice, and don't even spend nearly as much time as most people viewing things that show real people on video (TV, films). I've always been extremely introverted and asocial to begin with. And I'm supposed to be autistic as well.
Just giving the background to give an idea of what a massive disadvantage in social experience and skills I should have. Am I just so aware/perceptive and skilled at logical analysis, such an extreme systemizer, that I can compensate through pure rational analysis rather than depending largely on innate biological intuition?
There were a few I hesitated on, felt uncertain about and changed from my initial answer because something didn't quite seem to fit, and those may have been the ones I answered incorrectly. I remember hearing long ago in school, but didn't verify, that in situations like these you should go with your initial response because it may have been found that it's much more likely to be correct. From fragments of memory of test taking experience, I think this is likely generally the case for me. Another factor is that with training/social experience my score would be bound to improve. Neat perfect accuracy could well be within my reach if I made the effort and some of my deficits/disorders were attenuated.
Very strange result, but I've known, or rather have theorized, that I'm extremely atypical in many ways since some time ago.
Although,
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Empathy#Affective_and_cognitive_empathyA difference in distribution between affective and cognitive empathy has been observed in various conditions. Psychopathy and narcissism have been associated with impairments in affective but not cognitive empathy, whereas bipolar disorder and borderline traits have been associated with deficits in cognitive but not affective empathy.[36] Autism spectrum disorders have been associated with various combinations, including deficits in cognitive empathy as well as deficits in both cognitive and affective empathy.[30][31][36][38][40][41] Schizophrenia, too, has been associated with deficits in both types of empathy.[42] However, even in people without conditions such as these, the balance between affective and cognitive empathy varies.[36]
I bet Lanny tanks this test. Computer science major! Think of how embarrassing it's going to be if you score substantially lower than a hardcore ultra-autist like me. Don't you dare lie to me, I demand accurate data points. -
2015-10-10 at 12:41 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Strange_Days_(film)
1995, what a rare find. Sounds like it could be right up my alley, not enough satisfying sci-fi films. -
2015-10-10 at 10:24 AM UTC in Rage QuitLanny has stated it himself. I actually find it endearing, every group should have a male that can fill a somewhat submissive and feminine role at times.
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2015-10-10 at 7:39 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
also first post in like 3 weeks. What'd I miss?
You absentee elitist son of a bitch. Are we not good enough for you? Too busy to skim and ignore posts that aren't interesting or relevant to you? Is that why you haven't been responding to me? BTW, I mentioned this before, but the go to new post option may not work properly, it regularly takes me to the last post made, so be sure not to miss posts due to this.
Anyway, have you used any new nootropics? Not necessarily strictly cognitive enhancers, anything that significantly enhances biological function in general. There are some very interesting products coming out. Recently Ceretropic acquired Nootropics Depot, giving them much more capital for R&D, and he stated that they have a backlog of 50 new compounds waiting to be released: https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/3l29ij/nootropics_depot/cv37am3
Very good news for the future of the nootropics industry, I've written about my reasons for my high opinion of Ceretropic before. They've brought many products to market.
Also, dextro-2-FMA
http://niggasin.space/forum/better-living-through-chemistry/67-the-retarded-thread-fuck-§m£ÂgØL-made-one-first-edition?p=25371#post25371
I should use the extraction method outlined here on the racemic amphetamine I have left over. Bought it and stopped using it a quite while ago. Dexedrine is ridiculously expensive, bulk powder dextro-amphetamine would be sweet to have, particularly since you can carefully use very low doses to augment MAOIs, which could be an incredible combination with Nardil. Although, I don't know whether the effect on norepinephrine 2-FA has is just as low and whether the effect on serotonin 2-FMA has is enough to be dangerous. Could buy something to rapidly deal with emergencies, but still, scary event to experience. -
2015-10-10 at 6:32 AM UTC in People who sigh all the time for no reasonSpectral looks kind of cool for his age. Lord knows most people are either downright unpleasant to look at or completely unremarkable.
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2015-10-10 at 6:18 AM UTC in Global economic crisis looming.If precious metals and firearms have another nice surge, which is what I predict will eventually occur again long-term (within 10-15 years), I'm finally selling everything and getting a nice cash boost for investment.
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2015-10-10 at 6:16 AM UTC in Global economic crisis looming.https://www.reddit.com/r/Economics/comments/3nxpsv/risk_of_global_financial_crash_has_increased/
>What happens if all the countries crash at the same time?
>me
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2015-10-10 at 6:10 AM UTC in I'm gonnaTimes like this would be perfect for a home invasion robbery if you knew the person's address.
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2015-10-10 at 6:09 AM UTC in Rage Quit
. I was ready to go change all the passwords and microwave my workstation's hard drive but he changed his mind when I threatened to leave.
No genuine reference for that period and if he was able to find your future employers and contact them you may have never had a job in the field again. Serious breach of professional conduct. Particularly for your pay levels, for sectors like finance and other high income areas.
Reminds me of the things you've posted about your behavior when younger. Those innate factors have a strong biological basis and rarely fully change. It would be hilarious to see you rage because I think you're too much of a pussy to do in anything but an indirect or passive aggressive manner. -
2015-10-10 at 6:01 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionAnyone have tinnitus? 19x gold for a temporary cure: https://www.reddit.com/r/WTF/comments/3l3uri/these_guys_lighting_a_mortar_shell_in_their_garage/cv3474n
It's pretty common to have it to some extent, allegedly even in a completely sound proof room around 75% will still report some noise, which seems perfectly plausible. A lot of things that can lead to some damage over a lifetime.
I want to try this in a perfectly quiet area and time to experience what total silence is like. -
2015-10-09 at 6:41 PM UTC in Who here played WoW when WoW was still cool?
An aspect that would be lost on you, the social aspect.
Oh, that's right, I don't have friends...I have...no one
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2015-10-09 at 4:55 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionhttps://www.reddit.com/r/DarkNetMarkets/comments/3o0aqe/warning_drxanax_confirmed_busted_if_expecting_any/
Hmm, take advantage of major busts to rapidly enter markets and establish a dominant position.
You could make an insane amount of money buying bulk powder from China/India and using it to make pills. -
2015-10-09 at 4:49 PM UTC in Dear AmericaI found this surprising: http://www.politifact.com/truth-o-meter/statements/2015/jun/22/barack-obama/barack-obama-correct-mass-killings-dont-happen-oth/
Still, the U.S. doesn’t rank No. 1. At 0.15 mass shooting fatalities per 100,000 people, the U.S. had a lower rate than Norway (1.3 per 100,000), Finland (0.34 per 100,000) and Switzerland (1.7 per 100,000).
Who would have expected it.
Regardless, rational people shouldn't be particularly concerned about mass shootings because they account for a tiny percentage of homicides, they simply have a much stronger emotional impact and are much more useful for political exploitation. -
2015-10-09 at 3:58 PM UTC in Is there any drug you'd fellate for?Alright then sophie, would you suck a dick to save a loved one? You'll simply have had a penis in your mouth for a tiny fraction of your total lifetime, and for one of the noblest and most important causes, the preservation of life. You're still the same person afterward, it doesn't have any lasting physical impact if you don't get an incurable STD, the psychological impact is due to cultural/societal factors, which aren't necessarily rational, and how you perceive it, it doesn't have to be that way.
Why are you so adverse to homosexuality? It's often a sign of repressed desires. Maybe if you tried it you'd find that it isn't so bad, you may actually like it. Let's try another variation, if someone held you at gunpoint and ordered you to either let a guy suck your dick or die, would you do it?