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2015-10-12 at 5:32 AM UTC in Would you rather your kid be a serial killer or serial rapist?
What are/were your motivations to keep in shape, if you don't fight and you don't care about getting laid? I don't see any other reason to bother with exercising, but maybe that is just my lack of imagination.
Health benefits and strength/endurance. The latter two can be useful, physical conditioning in general, improved motor skills, it can even have a positive effect on speed as well, increase the rate of muscle contraction, greater control, stability. Improved appearance can also lead to beneficial effects from others, regardless of how much you might dislike it and wish it wasn't the case. If you look at the scientific data, the studies done to determine this, on how appearance effects people's perceptions and behavior, to what extent it does and how it varies, mainly by gender, people are pretty fucking awful.
Neurological benefits as well, mood and some aspects of cognition, cognition in general. I also enjoyed it, exerting myself for brief periods of intense effort, improving my form, the effort, investment, into developing myself and my level of understanding so I could maximize efficiency, create the most optimal routine possible. Thinking, reading, and self-awareness.that might be it, though I recall him being faced in a different direction. malice pretty much looks like a white guy with a tan, he doesn't have the more primitive features that some other 'hispanics' seem to have, like vizier….I suspect that his family might have been descended from a european line rather than a meso-american, like actual spanish ancestry rather than mexican.
I renounce any non-White blood that is in me and pledge allegiance to the White race. To support the White race is to support Western civilization. -
2015-10-12 at 5:12 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionhttp://www.businessinsider.com/riche...rs-2014-3?op=1
I feel somewhat miffed that some people are making so much money so easily. Damn, this could give Lanny a good opening... It's the ease that irks me about it. You receive about 2K per million views and there are other ways to monetize.
For example: https://www.youtube.com/user/RomanAtwoodVlogs/videos
They're making at least 2K a day gross just to record parts of their daily lives!
I do absolutely despise dealing with people, but even there are things you could that aren't dependent on social/interpersonal skills or interaction. It's rising to the top that can be a challenge, but the mistake many likely make is believing that they can do so simply by having very good videos or a concept, without taking into account the absurdly enormous sea of content that's available and constantly being generated that they'll get lost in. The optimal strategy for this likely won't be too hard to find for an intelligent and diligent person.
Provides a good opportunity for intelligence/knowledge arbitrage in a way. Lanny, you're in the tech sector, have you ever considered this? Something tech related? Well, I suppose you already make enough and are in a field you genuinely love, making it less alluring. -
2015-10-12 at 5:03 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionStealing from your mother, what a shitbag.
I used to bother her for those and shes in pain n shit but I know she has percs, cause when she gave me one of these oxys like 2 or 3 weeks ago she said she didnt have a script just a few left over
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2015-10-12 at 4:38 AM UTC in Rage Quit
Lol listen to this Mal Mal, here in socialist Holland you are legally barred from renting a cheap house if you can afford an expensive one.
What? How does that work? Fucking statists, that is horrifying and absolutely retarded.I'm happy to admit that the right and libertarians are fully as capable of caring about the poor as anyone else, I was saying it was rich that malice specifically, based on the positions he's taken in the past, is acting like he cares.
It doesn't necessarily mean I care about the poor, but there can be other positive effects stemming from that that I do care about, such as the greater availability of capital due to people not pissing it away on needlessly expensive housing.Hahahaha. Someone crying over the right's funniest boogeyman, the "college liberal"
It's not a boogeyman, it's a very real and destructive force. Would you like me to link you to a barrage of studies? At the very least they're by far the most annoying.
Some things that come to mind:
http://www.theatlantic.com/politics/archive/2014/07/MOON PERSONs-economics-voting-clueless-kids-these-days/374427/
https://www.insidehighered.com/news/2014/06/10/study-finds-students-themselves-not-professors-lead-some-become-more-liberal-college
If they had examined gathered information on race and university enrollment the effect among college liberals would likely be far stronger, as younger people can reasonably be expected to have a greater sense of uniqueness, most of it unwarranted, along with the university environment also having a strong effect on this.
Really, a bunch of late teen and twenty something brats fresh out high school who think they know anything about the world because they took some introductory classes on a bunch of subjects and heard some professors rant about shit, generally learning just enough for multiple choice tests and retaining very little long-term. And due to the sheltered environment they base their self-perceptions on the people around them, allowing some to consider themselves brilliant based on their ability to string together as many buzzwords as possible and parrot left-wing talking points that have been parroted by millions of others for years, and somehow believing they're providing unique and valuable insights, while babbling. -
2015-10-12 at 3:54 AM UTC in Clonidine to an hero sounds good?Find a way to have them put you into a medically induced coma until they can cure what ails you. Or even if it's only for a short period, week/month, maybe it'll act as a hard reset for your brain. I wonder if there are any studies on this.
Or, if you want to live, you could try one of the potent and readily available antidepressants I've recommended multiple times. Don't give me the money excuse, the vast majority could easily scrounge it up if you stopped pissing it away on non-necessities and sold some things, it's because you don't want to. -
2015-10-12 at 3:49 AM UTC in Its been 3 months and I'm STILL withdrawing from amphetaminesHe won't die, it's too easy to survive in first world countries.
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2015-10-12 at 3:41 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionI only took a test dose yesterday in case of adverse reaction. Will take 60mg tomorrow, followed by 40mg after, I'm not sure how long actually. Can't find information for the onset of oral opium, anyone have any estimate of a good time to wait to redose? Very unlikely that it's enough to come close to overdosing, but I am cautious.
If that doesn't work, I'll try vaporizing.
Concerned that T-PAIN may interfere with it in some way, diminish potency or cause some u-opioid tolerance, but that may only occur in people taking large doses. I suppose that effects could occur after chronic use over time, but the effect on u-opioid receptors at the recommended dosage is so low it seems unlikely, unless there's some unknown MOA that will effect this. Discussion here: https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/393oj5/T-PAIN_prevents_respiratory_depression/
T-PAIN may prevent respiratory depression, which could provide a safety net: http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/26068549
Discussion here: https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/393oj5/T-PAIN_prevents_respiratory_depression/ -
2015-10-11 at 7:13 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionI wonder how many people in the totse communities have, at any point in their life, ever been found wandering naked outside.
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2015-10-11 at 7:10 AM UTC in Rage Quit*bans the construction of anything below the level of housing typical of high income people in 1st world countries in Haiti*
*poverty and homelessness suddenly eradicated, everyone has nice homes*
Makes perfect sense. How does prohibiting voluntary agreements between people benefit them in this case? This is a common economically illiterate style of though among leftists. Developers aren't required to build anything past the minimum requirements, why isn't all housing at that level? Because that isn't how markets/economies function. Consumer demand is a genuine factor. Higher quality, more spacious, housing is something people desire and it's brought to market. What you do is create a floor for the minimum arrangements people can legally consent to. What if some genuinely prefer that trade off for the lower price? What about the poor and the homeless who can't afford the bare minimum? How much does a simple studio rent for in SF?
Right above you stated "I lived in a room in a house with like 8 flatmates and the whole thing was cramped as shit". If the same amount of space was rented to you separately, you had tiny rooms and shared kitchens and bathrooms, it would likely be illegal in most areas. The majority of SF is actually zoned for single family homes, which is absolutely moronic and this is only one aspect of the multitude of harmful regulations. This is part of the reason why you see so many people sharing houses like this with room mates. The savings must have been worth the lower standard of living if you agreed to it.
Unfortunately, at your core, the majority of you, although you may never admit it, seem to be terrified of freedom and believe society would implode without your benevolent armchair central planning guided by your infinite wisdom/pretense of knowledge, as if this, people's lives, are a game of Sim City. -
2015-10-11 at 6:27 AM UTC in So this is what I did today.https://www.irs.gov/Businesses/Small-Businesses-&-Self-Employed/Form-8300-and-Reporting-Cash-Payments-of-Over-10000
I was joking. I don't know what he's admitted to, but it would be funny and fitting because of the way he looks, old scraggly, and the fact that he's into motorcycles. It would totally fit with meth. You're retarded for taking this seriously, and you have severe schizophrenia as well. -
2015-10-11 at 5:47 AM UTC in So this is what I did today.
I'm glad you've finally accepted it, Bill Krozby. Thank you for warning us. -
2015-10-11 at 5:13 AM UTC in So this is what I did today.Did you pay in cash? Cash transactions over 10K are reported to the IRS. They're going to find out about any dirty money you have, prepare for an audit.
Wouldn't surprise me if you were making or transporting meth. You definitely seem like the type, it would be very fitting. Not that I'm against it, but it would be funny. -
2015-10-11 at 4:32 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionI swear, black people can make some of the craziest fucking sounds at night.
I think I may have been about to post something about this but either lost it or changed my mind. I think there's a mixed race couple, white woman black man, and I've heard the little nigger boy flipping out at her. Christ the middle/upper class white liberals who adopt African children must receive hellish surprise when they turn out the way they wont to do. Anyway, heard her say, "Are you fucking insane? You assaulted an elderly person, that's jail time." He was insulting her, saying things like "What are you looking at?! Fatty! Just let me run away!" along with screeching and crying. I think he did run away afterward, I heard it occur as he got away, but don't know for how long. Quality entertainment. I was really tempted to push him over the edge and make him explode by throwing an egg at him without being seen, preferably right at his face, although the back of his head would be a safer target as I'd be less likely to be spotted. Didn't have any eggs though, and I am a coward who rarely goes beyond fantasizing and being an uninvolved observer.
I want to do it some day, be the one to make him explode and behold the glorious cascade. Maybe I'll even engage in vandalism during Halloween as an outlet for my rage mankind and human society, for the sadistic and various other forms of enjoyment. Teenagers would provide the obvious scapegoat. Hmm, no, I don't really feel the drive, even for relatively simple gleeful destruction. Maybe if the right idea struck me, something novel, creative. -
2015-10-11 at 3:13 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition*starts frantically paddling hands back and forth to blow fruit flies toward the light above the stove on the range hood so that I can crush them for the pleasure, as an outlet for my hatred due to their nuisance (my fault really for not taking the trash out in weeks due to being too dysfunctional to step outside)*
"Am I just really good at generating air currents or am I developing airbending powers?" -
2015-10-11 at 2:38 AM UTC in Rage QuitImagine the absurd and creative living arrangements that could occur if housing was completely deregulated. If you spent all your time in VR it wouldn't make much of a difference, depending on your lifestyle. Nail together some plywood boards with insulation sandwitched between them on top of the roof, a heavy duty extension cord for power and a hose for water, the drain is just a grate over a PVC pipe, which leads to the actual plumbing, stove is electric double burners. Hmm, that would actually be pretty adequate.
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2015-10-10 at 10:25 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionFucking Blue Angels, sounded like a missile was about to hit or something. I don't know what a missile/bomb actually sounds like, but it's the first time I've seen/heard a (low flying) military jet in the bay area. When I saw it my first thought was whether a terrorist attack had occurred nearby or something of that nature. Kind of funny, disappointed that it wasn't a response to a major incident.
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2015-10-10 at 9:21 PM UTC in Rage QuitHahaha, have you really lived in a box?
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2015-10-10 at 9:09 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionWoah!
The bayer opium made it through. I think the last time I had checked prior to this was about a month after it had shipped, and I didn't check again until a month after that. It looks like some good stuff. Took a 32mg safety dose. Here's hoping it momentarily alleviates the pain of being alive.Yeah, except for the fact that "emotional intelligence" is about as much of an accomplishment as "best masturbator in the tristate area", a pretend metric created to console people who drew the short straw and are shit at everything that matters. "Classical intelligence" isn't the only worthwhile human attribute by a long shot, but it's not company to "hehe, I can read expressions, I'm so cool". Multiple intelligence is a long running fraud to prop up the lie of talent-equality that seems to be a fetish of western education systems.
I did do that order from tic, ended up buying 10 grams, don't remember what I paid. I ended up going through by-industries for my recent order, since he started doing limited registration the prices have been better and I've never had an issue with communication or bad product. Etizolam was actually the same price as purposechem at the volume I was buying and he also had 4-AcO-DMT which you got me interested in so I figured it was worth something to not have to bother with two separate orders.
So petty and jealous. I agree, but this isn't about the concept of emotional intelligence, it's measuring your ability to accurately gauge emotions merely from looking at people's eyes, which does measure something fairly concrete and objective with real world applications. How is the ability to accurately gauge emotions not useful? You stated yourself when I linked to a finding that people with autism spectrum disorders have a much higher rate of thoughts of and attempts at suicide, and depression: http://niggasin.space/forum/better-l...=6029#post6029
"People with more-shit lives than the average wanking to kill themselves more than the average doesn't seem all that interesting to me. Especially during the period where social skills are most important to "success"."
IIRC for 10 grams it was around 12.5 or 15 $/g. 50g would have been perfect for us, same price if we had split it. Even if it seems like too much we could have used the excess to try separating the isomers for that sweet sweet dextro-2-FMA, which seems to perfect it.
The darknet vendors had prices substantially lower than purposechem at that quantity, although they were in China. Maybe $100 saved at most, probably closer to $50, so no biggie. -
2015-10-10 at 7:38 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionCame across something interesting I wasn't aware of, the "intense world" hypothesis of autism: https://www.google.com/search?q=autism+intense+world
http://www.spring.org.uk/2014/02/int...on-at-rest.phpA new study has found that the brains of autistic children produce, on average, 42% more information than non-autistic children when in a resting state (Velázquez & Galán, 2013).
This may explain why children with autism tend to withdraw into their own inner world and become socially detached.
One of the study’s authors, Roberto Fernández Galán, explained:
“Our results suggest that autistic children are not interested in social interactions because their brains generate more information at rest, which we interpret as more introspection in line with early descriptions of the disorder.â€
Intense World Theory
The study supports a relatively new theory of autism called the “Intense World Theory†(Markram et al., 2007).
This theory suggests that autism is not a mental deficit, but a mental overload. Autistic children deal with this by trying to shut off the outside world.
Proponents say that autism can be described by hyper-perception, hyper-attention and hyper-memory.
All the minds major functions are working at increased capacity, perhaps explaining why autistic children shun social interactions.
Rather than being uninterested in other people, autistic children may find the sudden rush of information from others too much to cope with.
Typically a lack of empathy is described as one of the main features of autism. But the Intense World Theory suggests the opposite: it actually produces over-sensitivity.
Although I've never been deep into autism research, I've read surprisingly little about it.
It's a very high price to pay. I don't think the tradeoffs come anywhere near being close to worth it. This is definitely how I feel, the amount of information I take in is enormous, to the point where it causes long-term harm and leads to dysfunction, negating benefits and the ability to utilize them. Awareness to the point of pain.“The Intense World Syndrome suggests that the autistic person is an individual with remarkable and far above average capabilities due to greatly enhanced perception, attention and memory. […] It may well turn out that successful treatments could expose truly capable and highly gifted individuals.†(Markram et al., 2007).
Also something I've thought and a very interesting possibility. Not just wishful thinking, at least not entirely, but a "perfected" autistic brain could bring about some of the most capable minds, at least in certain aspects, for certain fields/applications. Truly remarkable minds, potentially unlike anything seen before, reaching heights that inferior neurotypicals could only dream of. -
2015-10-10 at 7:17 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionYeah, 27! Average is terrible, you only scored one point above it. How would you feel if you scored average on an IQ test, or the SAT or ACT, GREs, possibly some of your other tests in college depending on what the average is. Although, this is somewhat different, I don't know what the standard deviation is and it could be much lower. No, I'm pretty sure most autistics would score well below average, difficulty in gauging emotions, "reading" people/body language, is well established. Stop fooling yourself.
Oh god sometimes I feel painfully autistic and really want to make an effort to check/suppress my autistic behavior, but it's counteracted by my desire to post things, despite them being largely unnecessary, which could be driven by a need to find a replacement for my extreme lack or IRL interaction.
Oh, where are you getting your 2-FMA and 4-FA from now? Did you buy from tic-research (till.i.come@riseup.net) initially and how much did you buy? I really wish I had pooled my money with you so I could have gotten 2.5 times the 2-FMA and 4-FA, at only $5 a gram. I'm not sure if he's going to vend again after his supplier defrauded him of around 10K IIRC, really a shame. Also may have forgotten to mention that I saw a reputable darknet vendor on a Grams search that sold etizolam for significantly lower prices that purposechem for the quantities you were interested in, although purposechem was out of stock, so you may have purchased from someone else, although the savings may not be that significant an issue at your income, which is good.