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2015-10-20 at 9:28 PM UTC in Goodbye friendsWell, if you really did fail, how did it happen? Give us a detailed story, I'm curious.
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2015-10-20 at 6:15 PM UTC in Whys it ok to hate on stupid people...I don't necessarily mock them, unless they did something to deserve it, but in both cases I do prefer to avoid them as much as possible, would prefer if they didn't exist, and don't feel compassion for them.
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2015-10-20 at 6:12 PM UTC in Would you shoot a 5-year old kid in the head for $1 BILLIONI would kill every last one of you without hesitation for 1 billion. Who knows how low I would go, but it would likely be shockingly low. It would be much better if it was scenario where pressing a button would simply blink you out of existence.
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2015-10-20 at 6:10 PM UTC in Goodbye friendsImagine if sploo became a rapper.
He could create a new genre (pseudo/quasi) schizo rap, shitpost rap. -
2015-10-20 at 6:12 AM UTC in Goodbye friendsWhy are you still alive? Did you lie to us?
I was about to write about sploo losing his only friend, ask him why he didn't stop you, whether he did anything to try to prevent you from going down the path toward suicide. -
2015-10-20 at 6:03 AM UTC in What do you frown upon?The world.
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2015-10-20 at 4:36 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionGoing outside makes me depressed as hell. This is probably a large part of the reason why I've been avoiding it so much more.
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2015-10-19 at 11:57 PM UTC in Would you shoot a 5-year old kid in the head for $1 BILLIONFuck yeah. I'd rape him too. For a billion I'd likely be willing to commit the most horrific acts imaginable.
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2015-10-19 at 11:16 PM UTC in Can't sleep without alcoholI've thought of a new term for what ails me: Terminal autism.
That's good advice, though. Find as aspie willing to use their obsessive autism powers for your benefit and you're golden. -
2015-10-19 at 8:04 PM UTC in Guess how many hours Ive played bubble buster forWhat about the games I recommended to you? Motherload is a flash game.
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2015-10-19 at 8 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
So it would be in malice's best interests for bernie sanders to win the election…
No welfare if the nation collapses, which is what his policies would lead to.
On the other hand, I do want the government to be as beyond salvation as possible, making the private provision of their traditional functions more likely, creating a higher demand for them.
Even Mexican immigrants who don't speak English can manage to get by. It's not as if there's nothing I can do, I've simply genuinely lost any interesting in anything, in life in general, and have largely lost the will to live. If necessary I could live among the rats like a filthy animal, crawl through year by year for the hope of making it to the end when nothing in our insignificant human lives will have mattered. I could also commit suicide, which is a very real possibility.Hey Mike, did you hear about the Bernie Sanders drinking game?
Every time Sanders mentions a free government program you grab somebody else's beer and chug it.
That's a good one. May steal it. -
2015-10-19 at 2:23 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
But do you work?
Why did you post this in multiple threads? Stop spamming.Where does the money for your rent come from?
Autismbux: http://imgur.com/a/OyOid -
2015-10-19 at 1:32 PM UTC in Goodbye friendsGoddammit, I hope this was a joke. He could have done this on TinyChat for confirmation, or a site that automatically saves streamed video and given us the link.
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2015-10-19 at 1:24 PM UTC in Can't sleep without alcoholYou have narcolepsy, IIRC, could you likely get a prescription for Xyrem (GHB)?
Read this paper when you have time, it's easy to get through and understand, and very good. You may find the effects fascinating and unexpected.
https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B3srHQPi9-05aGI0VENPbk9sRzQ
Even if it's too difficult, if you don't have a good psychiatrist who adheres to rationality enough (That's GHB! There's too much liability, it's abusable and you can overdose!) and is willing to read this paper, it's one of the easiest drugs to synthesize, and very cheap to do so from GABA (very cheap bulk powder available from powder city). This would be a good project for you. Have the archived thread from Zoklet saved: http://web.archive.org/web/20140910135102/https://www.zoklet.net/bbs/showthread.php?t=40789
Also, have you heard about orexin antagonists? They're a promising new class of drugs that could treat sleep disorders: http://mentalhealthdaily.com/2015/06/30/new-sleeping-pills-2015-orexin-receptor-antagonists/
Orexin A is also very useful for sleep deprivation: http://archive.wired.com/science/discoveries/news/2007/12/sleep_deprivation
On that note, I recall you mentioning having some problems with a modafinil prescription, and I recommended something to you on Zoklet or one of the refugee sites, but you said money was tight and you couldn't really afford to experiment. I've recently trialed this, within the last month or so, and it's the best drug in the afinil family IMO. The vendor is top quality, very trustworthy and knowledgeable, and all products have third party testing: https://newmind.com/crl-40-4657.html?___SID=U
Wrote my review here: https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/3o0nop/first_experiment_with_crl40940_flmodafinil/cvtiwqn -
2015-10-19 at 1:08 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionI'm too good for work, working is for the little people. I'm simply appropriating the lifestyle I would have had if I had had filthy rich parents, like I deserve.
Been microdosing LSD for the last two days, around 10 mics. Effects seem positive, mood, creativity, enhancement of thought processes, empathy (the ability to vicariously experience emotions, the depth of emulation while thinking), energy, also effects dreams, making them more lucid, clearer and more active, well developed.
These effects are all fairly mild, though, but we'll see how they progress. For some it can cause schizomimetic effects. -
2015-10-18 at 10:23 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionI want to try vaporizing phenibut FAA/free amino acid. The desire came to me out of boredom and I searched for information. A report I read on someone vaporizing HCL, which is very acidic, makes it seem promising. I can see no reason why this wouldn't be safe, the PH is near neutral IIRC, so that shouldn't be an issue.
My tub of HCL I bought a long time ago is almost empty, so I'll order FAA next time. -
2015-10-18 at 9:45 PM UTC in I'm entering SHADOW MODEI don't live in government subsidized housing because I hate being around those kinds of people.
And you're the one that's too daft to tell when I'm not being serious. -
2015-10-18 at 6:56 PM UTC in I'm entering SHADOW MODEBecome a shadow person.
What if this is what happens to people like you if they venture too far into psychedelic realms? Or if you die in that state?
What if if being in a certain state of mind, for those suffering from a psychological crisis in their life or mental problems, during a trip offers a window into possession for them, and this is what they're attempting to do? To momentarily return to this world. Psychotic episodes/blackouts could be caused by the incompatibility, the enormous trauma, of it occurring and two consciousness residing in a body, which should never occur and which your brain isn't equipped to handle, each struggling for control. -
2015-10-18 at 2:54 PM UTC in Drunken Spic Fists His Drunken Spic GF to DeathWoah, hardcore.
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2015-10-18 at 2:18 PM UTC in Niggers Fuck-up Another White-People Event
the only reason i live here is because of the weather
But it's humid, the are bugs, hurricanes, rain, excessive heat etc. There are bound to be better places. The Bay Area is generally considered to have the best weather in the country, but then again, you'd have to live in California, and not just Cali, but near San Francisco.