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2017-07-31 at 7:13 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by aldra that's not even necessary, just stop fucking importing them
Does the state listen to the people? Do leftists listen to reason?
Even if there was a massive closed borders policy with zero tolerance for illegal immigration Africa would still be bound to develop an unbelievable array of immense problems, which would only tug at the heartstrings of sheltered political ideologues and quasi-religious leftists, create an immense number of people with legitimate claims to refugee status.
There are no simple solutions that are likely to be enacted. Human stupidity is eternal and irredeemable. -
2017-07-31 at 7:09 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSYosh! Took out 3 bags of trash on time. Hikikomori recovery program in progress.
Oh god, I really need to start jogging/running daily. I get tired so fucking easily after being a hiki for years. I'll never be able to keep up with school easily if I'm exhausted this easily.
Plus, it certainly does have powerful beneficial effects on mood and cognition. Stronger than the vast majority of nootropics you could try. And, of course, this alters your baseline state and doesn't have problems with tolerance, sleep interference, or short duration. -
2017-07-31 at 5:59 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Dargo lol you took that seriously and wrote a book on it.
Didn't read.
365 words: https://wordcounttools.com/
If you can't manage to maintain your attention and read that in under a minute you are functionally illiterate, profoundly afflicted with ADD, and effectively mentally retarded. Unfortunately, this is the standard for the modern generation.
That, and you're also driven by cognitive biases. One of the most pathetic and common strategies humans utilize to preserve their worldview is simple avoidance, the refusal to engage and expose themselves to anything that challenges their worldview/beliefs, to simply think.
Suicide is your only means of salvation.
Originally posted by aldra not gonna lie, that purple line is triggering me hard right now
I know, right? I swear one of my strongest dreams and desires is to see Africa forcibly sterilized, preferably along with the Middle East and Latin America. Africa should absolutely be the primary focus, though, by any means necessary. -
2017-07-31 at 5:40 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSI'm learning...I'm learning daddy! By the persistent discipline of Captain Falcon, aka big papa bear/big bubba brown, I'm beginning to change!
I can write like a big boy now! -
2017-07-31 at 5:34 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Dargo White birth rates are plummeting to the point where we will soon be a minority, and this is the shit you push?
How about selective sterilization instead.
Ponder this: The modern world is already bad enough. Now, look at the increasing trend toward leftism, liberal immigration policies, as well as the explosive growth primarily in Africa, the Middle East, and Latin America.
This is the horrifying reality of the projected population growth of Africa:
How in the fuck do you expect Whites to ever be convinced to sacrifice themselves and have children for the sake of a white nationalist/supremacist ideology, which the vast majority abhor and reject, particularly the leftists who will never be convinced of this? This is utopianism on par with the stupidity of Marxism.
So take into account the aforementioned along with increasing decline in the White population. Those white children are simply going to be increasingly burdened by redistributive policies, as well as the immensely detrimental effect caused by those groups via the power of political authority, enabled by statism, enacting profoundly destructive policies, which is exactly what has literally always occurred everywhere.
Things are already bad enough, and you think you're doing anyone into a favor by forcing people into existence without their consent and thrusting them into that brutal reality without the possibility of escape, for no other reason than your own primitive tribalistic desires?
Oh yeah, thanks a fucking lot mom and dad. "We had you to save the white race, it is your duty to devote yourself to this task.". People like you literally see children as your slaves, your property. Regardless of what you believe by imposing this upon them regardless of what their desires may be, which you are incapable of knowing a priori, you are essentially telling them "You were born to be my slave."
Fuck you and absolutely idiotic national-tribalistic natalist policy, you stupid motherfuckers. This kind of mindset, these beliefs, are exactly why the human race in particular deserves to become extinct, especially the barbaric animals that facilitate or directly participate in the creation of life. You should be forcibly sterilized, if not lined up against a wall and shot in the back of the head. It would be far more ethical than allowing you to engage in what you plan to do and perpetuate this cycle. -
2017-07-31 at 5:09 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSAw, fuck yeah. Doing some research on the neurological basis of the desire for children and parental behavior and found an immensely valuable array of studies/papers: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed?cmd=link&linkname=pubmed_pubmed&uid=17355399&log$=relatedarticles&logdbfrom=pmc
For the development of anti-natalist philosophy, propaganda for that and childfree lifestyles.
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2017-07-31 at 4:53 AM UTC in Fucking jedisOh please MQ, I never said all jedi people were the same. There should be no need to explain this. As if I would make such an irrational statement, such a basic error in logic.
That doesn't change the reality that racial categories absolutely are valid, highly useful, and that there are profound on average differences in traits of societal importance.
Quit being such a pinko. -
2017-07-31 at 4:32 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSI need some fucking weed. Wouldn't surprise me if straying from the path of the holy prophet bling bling is a major part of what's making me feel lousy. A good toke with a meal, fine cinema to view, and sleep that comes easily and is rejuvenative, is a magnificent manner to end the day.
Oh, and of course it also mellows me out, which is good for when I'm feeling ornery as fuck, such as today, for some reason. Not sure why, it's possible phenibut suddenly began having a pronounced effect for some reason. It's the only thing that has distinctly caused this, a specific pattern in the modulation of my behavior. -
2017-07-31 at 4:12 AM UTC in Your ideal breakfast.
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2017-07-31 at 4:07 AM UTC in Fucking jedisI'd really like to observe the high IQ educated jedi (Ashkenazi only) personality IRL, in action. I recall Lanny once mentioning that he had noted that jedis (A considerable portion?) tended to display a distinct type of neuroticism.
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2017-07-31 at 4:02 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSActually, the main thing I can't fucking bear is mathematics, the bane of my existence. I hate it so fucking much, I can't stand it. It is excruciatingly uninteresting. It has nothing to do with difficulty, it's simply as if I possess innate cognitive factors that have made me this way.
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2017-07-31 at 4 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Discount Whore 2.0 I have a wife who loves me, kids who look up to me, a job thats stimulating, and a grocery store that doesnt makes me want to kill myself. I never said i hated my coworkers but they are aspie as fuck, theyre nice though. And it pays well too or at least enough for a babysitter and two tickets to cambodia.
if living in california is all you have keeping you from killing yourself i feel sorry for you malice, truly
Oh, I was just taking the piss out of you. Individuals want different things out of life. You can't expect that everyone would be happy with your life. Of course, I'm fully aware of how unbelievably miserable I've been for most of mine.
Originally posted by Lanny probably not, but I'm still rooting for him.
Hey, you motherfucker! That's such an insult! If I have the discipline to engage in such strict asceticism, an extremely regimented lifestyle (Well, at least before the severe mental breakdown and everything that followed.), devote countless hours to pursuing a variety of interest and reading through a multitude of papers, endlessly pursuing personal development (eudaimonia) etc. I can damn well handle high school fucking 2.0
An associate's degree is a complete fucking joke! I could slack off and fuck things up so badly and still likely manage to attain with a decent GPA. Not that I would actually do that, of course, because it would be absolutely fucking pointless to even bother if that's all you're planning to achieve.
I've also managed to experience remission from the extremely severe depression and suicidality, as well as numerous other benefits such as a pro-social and anxiolytic effect, that had been plaguing me relentlessly for years, the primary source of all my problems, after I attained an adequate dose of Nardil. Have you truly not seen a stark alteration in my behavior?
You condescending pretentious fucking little twink.
Originally posted by Lanny I like shopping, it's leisurely. You peruse the produce, look at all the food, maybe get an idea for something to make when you see something new out on display. The seasonality of it is nice too, kinda of a marker of passing time, always get a bit excited when peaches start showing up on the shelves.
We've consistently established that you are such a boring person. You've even blatantly admitted this. Well, then again, the vast majority of fools seem to consider the ideal life to be one that was lived as if they were a character in a novel written for the acclaim and entertainment of others. What an unbelievably idiotic manner in which to lives one's life. Of course endlessly reading and pursuing my solitary interests wouldn't seem the least bit fascinating to others. Unless...I manage to rechannel the glory of my Klansman days, build myself into a being that can give rise to a far superior version.
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2017-07-31 at 12:43 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSAnyway, building on a thought I’ve had before: I’m an “under represented minority”, first generation college student, come from a poor family and qualify as being unbelievably poor as fuck for the Bay area in particular, qualify as considerably disabled due to literally being autistic, have a vast array of (severe) mental illnesses, have been estranged from any family for a decade+, there are numerous serious aspects of my life that qualify me for extenuating circumstances, yet I’m still classified as gifted/with an unusually high IQ and capable of scoring extremely high on standardized tests like the SAT and ACT as well as achieving a high GPA.
Hahaha, in two years I would absolutely love to see where I’m capable of being accepted, whether I can scam any full rides, possibly scholarships (Can I spend the money on whatever the fuck I want?).
Jesus christ life has been so fucking way for me, in a way. It’s amazing how much I’ve been able to slack off and profoundly fuck up my life, yet still easily weasel out of it and coast through.
I’m such a terrible person. -
2017-07-31 at 12:32 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSOh my god mundane reality is so fucking terrible. Just grocery shopping makes me want to kill myself, and it only took 15 minutes.
I would commit suicide so fucking fast if I ever ended up in a place like Idaho with two fucking floor shitting sons, trapped in an unfulfilling career with coworkers I hate for the rest of my life. -
2017-07-30 at 9:36 PM UTC in i read trip reports of inhalant addicts for funErowid is good for beginners, but you have to move on. I recommended this book to Lanny, which he actually read, and it's absolutely fascinating, something everyone interested in psychedelics should read. LSD Psychotherapy by Stanislav Grof. He actually conducted and oversaw over a thousand, IIRC, sessions or patients during the era when LSD was still legal, conducted extensive research and analysis. By far the most comprehensive overview of the psychedelic experience and its potential, how to properly utilize it, that's likely available. He's written numerous books.
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2017-07-30 at 7:23 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Lanny Also bleh, every drug I do makes me feel shitty lately. Maybe it's to try this sobriety thing people keep telling me about.
I've been feeling lousy for days. Not sure exactly what did it. Maybe I need to get some actual sunlight and go out more often. Being completely sedentary for such a prolonged period of time was bound to do me in eventually, even if I'm at a healthy weight and body fat level.
Originally posted by Lanny It was a joke, although I can see why it wouldn't come across as such. In any case, that's a commendable reason for studying something. One of my deepest frustrations with my peers in CS is the attitude that the study of a vast and fundamental field is exclusively justified by the possibility that it pays off in a cushy position at twitter or facebook or some other profoundly boring commercial machine. We train people to investigate the very fabric of our world and then waste them on facilitating the exchange of fucking cat pictures and the broadcasting of relationship statuses. It disgusts me at times.
I forgot to finish what I was writing. That wasn't a proper explanation of why I'm interested in philosophy. By chance, this came to mind and I looked through my saved sessions due to a desire to read it.
It isn't strictly a paper on philosophical theory, yet it's captivating. Among the most memorable I've experienced, such a rare gem to have located. It wholly elucidates the precise forces that compel me into this field, along with my strong interest in various others, such as amateur neuroscience.
A Peek behind the Veil of Maya
Einstein, Schopenhauer, and the Historical Background of the Conception of Space as a ground for the Individuation of Physical Systems
https://www3.nd.edu/~dhoward1/A%20Peek%20Behind%20the%20Veil%20of%20Maya.pdf -
2017-07-30 at 5:47 PM UTC in i read trip reports of inhalant addicts for funWasn't there a guy who ended up going deaf from huffing air horn gas?
BWAAAAAAAMP! -
2017-07-30 at 5:44 PM UTC in Things that women are better atOh yeah, good point. Guess I would have to seriously get it together.
I didn't mean it in that manner, though. I'm borderline asexual, aromantic, asocial, and don't date or generally have relationships of any kind, platonic or otherwise. -
2017-07-30 at 5:07 PM UTC in Things that women are better atI like smart women a lot, although they have to be unusually rational and in control of their emotions as well. They certainly exist.
The overwhelming majority of women, standard women, although this applies to people in general, are absolutely fucking awful and destructive, at least in the long-term. I want nothing to do with them. -
2017-07-30 at 6:07 AM UTC in what triggers your thrist ???Dr. Pepper, an intellectual drink for the chosen ones.