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2017-08-08 at 10:25 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Lanny Man, if you think I'm "persistently condescending, presumptuous, insufferable etc." you are just going to have a ball with your with your peers in college. You know the thing about Socrates is he showed western civilization that you can be the world's most obnoxious cunt, hound people to no end well after it's clear they want nothing to do with you, literally drive them to murder you, but as long as you do it according to some special rules it's OK, a generation later you're not a cunt, you're a martyr. Turns out presumption, insufferability, and condescension ages like wine.
There's a massive difference between you and Socrates. You will never be liked, regaled, or become a historical figure. Neither will I, of course, but I'd still say I have a better chance than you long-term.
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2017-08-08 at 10:22 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Lanny Well get to espousing and elucidating then, don't just tell me about it.
"oh hey, I have a piece of paper with a totally convincing logical argument for the existence of the christian god from first principles in my pocket, but I'm not going to show it to you. You're such a pretentious brat for not believing in god!"
I've pointed out multiple times, you rarely ever put forward an actual position to respond to. I was addressing to the article you linked since there was nothing of substance in your post, just you telling us about the subjective experience of how smart you think you are. Would you like to actually put forward an actual position on something beyond saying "secular buddhism is much more leet than n00b buddhism! Also schopenhauer's dick tastes great!"
I never fucking ask you to respond to it. I already elucidated on what my motivations behind these posts are. Your responses are entirely unwelcome.
Yes, yes, of course. Just ignore him if he ever does it again. I'm going to dwell on this and repeat it in my mind while in bed, trying to fall asleep, in order to ingrain it.
You are fucking autistic in some form, I swear to god. -
2017-08-08 at 10:19 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSOh wait, nearly forgot (I'm so fucking sleep deprived, I've only been getting a few hours for...I'm not sure how long. Definitely shouldn't do this. Sometime last week I literally spent two days straight preparing something, reading and writing almost non-stop with barely any breaks other than necessities. That's not an exaggeration. After midnight on the second day I genuinely felt like I may pass out randomly, and I still needed to eat and wrap up. Uh, yeah, I should take better care of myself. I swear I may actually be mildly bipolar after all.)
You did make a thread stating you were interested in fantasy. This isn't quite the genre, but do you want to read (Well, of course, simply give it a chance), something I've been writing about AGI?
It's completely speculative and doesn't actually amount to anything, it's genuinely just something I wrote for fun.
You have to set aside your preconceptions and horrendous habits, though. That's by far what makes me hesitate, how likely it is that you're going to behave the way you always do.
You're already bound to have an idea of what it's going to be like, engaging in blatant presumption.
Trust me, it's very...strange. I certainly wouldn't consider it groundbreaking, and it's not something I would consider close to professional, but it may be something on the subject you've never quite read anything like and could show promise, at least as good science fiction that could be derived from it (No, not written by me.). Once again, set aside all your biases and forget who wrote it, simply read without judgement, don't even assume anything, interpret it negatively, speculate, etc. until you finish it, if you do. -
2017-08-08 at 10:02 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSWell, at least I have my fidget dodecahedron, unlike some dual spinner faggots: https://www.amazon.com/Maxboost-Advanced-Children-Students-Dodecagon/dp/B071F39HNX/ref=sr_1_7?ie=UTF8&qid=1501718224&sr=8-7&keywords=fidget+dodecagon
OK, I can calm myself with the 'worry' stone side so I don't ruin my sleep from being enraged and fantasizing about torturing or murdering Lanny. -
2017-08-08 at 9:57 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSOh, heh, I completely forgot about that challenge after I raged out.
Mo, fuck you. You probably missed it, but I intend to either leave or drastically reduce how much I post and how often I visit.
Goddamn it, I need to stop being goaded into going into wall of text mode.Or you could try to enter an actual discussion of some concrete subject instead of calling me annoying whenever I respond to one of your posts as if you meant for it to be taken seriously. That is kinda what this place used to be about, but whatever man, if it makes you feel better to write off everything you post as low-effort and and not meant seriously that's up to you.
Lanny, you see this? Do you honestly not realize how persistently condescending, presumptuous, insufferable etc. you are?
This is why no one likes you other than when you're posting something light-hearted and amusing. I swear if I ever see you in SF again I'm going to sprint at you and dive tackle you.
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2017-08-08 at 9:44 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSLanny, I do treat this place essentially as a journal a large percentage of the time, you stupid motherfucker. Do you honestly believe I'm so oblivious that I expect anyone to read my enormous rants? There are other reasons for it.
Any serious writing I produce, which often stems from rapidly spewing out my thoughts in an unedited stream of thought style, naturally typing near my top speed, goes into various files I have (Auto-backed up online, of course.), not on here. Why would I post them here when there is literally 0% chance of anyone reading them, and my intention, in that scenario, would not be to simply use this place as a journal?
God I hate speaking to you. I refuse to ever engage with you again. Just ignore any writing like this.What do you want me to say? It's Parfit without an argument and some mumbo-jumbo about "beleive this and you'll be happy". The buddhist "phenomenology", for lack of a better term, is interesting, granted. But in every presentation I've seen you start out with some actual insight into subjective experience, a taxonomy, and then "yeah but that's not real". You poke, naturally, because that's stupid, how is something you just described and I have direct access to every second not real? "Oh well by 'not real' what's actually meant is 'impermanent'" and then you're like "ok well even like Cartesian dualists don't think consciousness is immutable" and then their eyes kinda glaze over when you try and explain the difference between essential and nonessential properties and they mumble something about attachment or suffering or whatever, bonus points of some pseudo-enlightened anti-intellectualism, and you're like fuck it, why even try?
Oh, Jesus fuck, you are such an idiotic unbelievably presumptuous pretentious condescending brat, you stupid fucking jackass.
Well, it's good you know Parfit. I have clearly fucking said I plan on a non-mystical reformulation. It's not a novel concept, but the insights I plan on espousing and elucidating, other aspects, are. It has absolutely nothing to do with what the vast majority of Buddhists believe, which I heavily criticize and is something that has never been part of my thoughts. As if I would believe in any of the things you listed, you mental fucking retard. God you can be so fucking stupid. Why do you think I don't even want to bother putting any real effort into communicating with you and just ignore you most of the time?
Well, you're bound to develop immensely, particularly until you reach 28, which is a general pattern for males. Hopefully you'll overcome your flaws and stop being a dumbass.
Years from now, if anything is ever published, or at the very least professors tell me they highly regard it (I'm going to keep a journal/record of the experience. I think I'll call it "Adventures in Autism".). Then we'll finally know, and it's really the only way to demonstrate it.
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2017-08-08 at 9:37 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by hydromorphone do it, faggot. It'd be a mercy killing and do PoC a huge favor in life.
Hey, seriously, if you ever do it, are you planning to take out a life insurance policy? I don't know what the law is in Florida, but I was surprised to learn that in CA it actually does pay out even if you do it.
Aw, fuck, I suppose if you were you would leave it in a trust for your son. I wanted it so I could attempt to overcome my severe autism and life situation and get dual PhD's in philosophy and neuroscience from a top university.
Nardil began an incredible change in me. Sublingual NSI-189 freebase before high intensity interval training then took it to the next level. I'm actually drastically changed, getting so many things done, working on multiple projects, breakthrough ideas for my long-term plans, already have a lot of writing saved, bought multiple things I needed to improve my life
Oh, speaking of that, you have to try kava extract for anxiety, trust me. It's cheap: https://niggasin.space/post/232106
and I'm so fucking poor for the bay area, along with needed a lot of medication and therapy I have to pay out of pocket for. Countless things. I finally know what I want to do in life, dedicate at least a decade to, which is perfectly in line with my strengths, passions, and beliefs. It's perfect, it just suddenly came to me while thinking about the views I developed.
This is all very long term, btw. As in, it could take 10 years before I'm at the point. Being completely realistic. There's no guarantee it will happen, of course, these certainly do appear to be lofty goals.
Essentially analogous to my interpretation of the Buddhist system. No-self, impermanence, desire, suffering. Suffering will be the foundation of my system.
A reformulation of my interpretation of Buddha's original teachings, essentially resurrecting the original an all its implications, an extensive elucidation and argumentation. I plan to read a series of translations of the Pali Canon/Tripitaka that's literally 9,000 pages long (I did the math) for this.
Then a series of papers on autism. The neurology and how all symptoms/behaviors/traits can be clearly explained, the recurring pattern of synergistic/augmentative aspects. Possibly books.
Finally a magnus opus in philosophy, All of Life is Suffering, similar in general style to The World as Will and Representation. I intend to take on life itself (No, Lanny, my argument is not life is bad/sad so no one should have kids and we should all commit suicide, you goddamn idiot. Try actually reading Better Never to Have Been before embarrassing yourself by spouting common idiotic misinterpretations/presumptions like this.).
Suffering. The disorder that causes the most suffering, adjusted for prevalence, the philosophy that primarily addresses suffering. This is the most altruistic thing i could do, and it perfectly aligns. -
2017-08-08 at 8:03 AM UTC in Protip: Save on clothes by buying high quality replicas from China.Of course that occured to me, cerakote! It's so fucking basic. Signaling, social dynamics, sexual competitions, hierarchy etc.
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2017-08-08 at 8:01 AM UTC in Signing things is kinda hilarious
Originally posted by Lanny Hah, yeah, I had like a 50% attendance rate for a while in high school and forged hella signatures. I used to trace the signature in my mom's passport although I'm sure some random scribbles would have worked to.
What did you do while ditching? Just curious?
The education system sure tends to do a great job of making people extremely resentful and ruining learning for them/conditioning them to disregard, devalue, or avoid it. -
2017-08-08 at 7:58 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by hydromorphone My sammiches don't taste like ass because I don't make sammiches. I'm the asshole who actually was a cunt to PoC though, so… I deserve all the bullshit. I'm really sorry for hurting PoC and being the cause for his destructive behavior he ensued in… I'm a huge asshole, retarded cunt.
Oy, women. To be honest, you are way too unstable and it's going to take years of serious effort to really recover, if it ever happens.
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Oh god, I have to be honest, looking at every problem you have, how serious they are and what an amazing array there is, it's probably never going to happen. Maybe you can just aim for being, ah,...oh fuck it, I'm going to bed. -
2017-08-08 at 7:35 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Lanny This is like the textual form of jerking yourself off in public. Since you're not actually saying anything besides how smart you are I assume you were trying to impress someone? As such, let me help you out by saying that the critical response is a lot closer to cringe than it is to awe.
Lanny, you don't know this, but sometime last month I decided to avoid trying to ask you for your thoughts on various matters, seeing you as the only person here who might show even initial signs of being deserving of something more.
You're too young and undeveloped, a jackass in multiple critical ways. Of course I was far worse at your age and didn't even realize it. I am not the least bit impressed by your occupation, which you don't even particularly enjoy. Returning to school for your Master's is commendable, though. You should aim to eventually receive a PhD, as you're on track to be financially independent at a young age. You likely know that more money, almost anything you can buy, and the occupations you will likely work in, will never provide you with genuine lasting happiness.
Something I initially dwelled on a long time ago was how occupations immensely stunt personal development, the pursuit of knowledge, for the vast majority of people. If you haven't already grasped this on your own (I don't know everything that you do or don't know), think about the various aspects, it's fairly simple.
Oh, to answer the question, which is related to what I wrote below, I'm simply jotting down my thoughts.
Not only that, but I'm also posting it in case anyone else may have any interest in the subject or become curious and decide to pursue it on their own, dwell on the matter.
Alright, you have a minor in philosophy. To be perfectly honest, and of course this is regardless of the impression I evoke, which is perfectly reasonable, you do have a good grasp of the key figures in existentialism, the general technical knowledge, essentially being the kind of student that has read exactly what he should. But I have genuinely never, not once, seen you post an original thought, posit anything novel. You literally don't even try. All you're able to do is debate based on the key books you've read with people who are generally clearly incorrect/mistaken, with absolutely no creativity.
You know, you really are like your hero Rust in many ways, which is a terrible thing. Do you intend to debate people on the kind of garbage Figure-8 repeatedly posted and the religious for the rest of your life, to feel superior to the lowest quality people, engage in perpetual intellectual masturbation, have an excuse to be condescending, to hate and belittle others, attempt to intellectually bully them and build an image of yourself as a superior being, yet unrecognized due to the flaws and injustices of humanity and the world they've created, their systems?
Here's a small challenge. Dwell on the above, a secular conception of the Buddhist concept of what was meant by 'reincarnation'/'rebirth', or, alternatively, 'karma', and jot down your thoughts. It can be a rough stream of consciousness as long as others are able to follow your train of thought, your insights.
It doesn't matter if you don't feel you have enough of an understanding of Buddhism, you don't need one if you understand the general pattern of a secular/rational interpretation. Simply reading a wikipedia entry or good article could be enough. If you fear it may lead you astray, just link to what you're basing your thoughts on and I'll give my opinion on whether your errors were reasonable, stemmed from the sources.
Don't start bitching and giving me excuses, this should even take long, you lazy alcoholic piece of shit. What does getting drunk regularly ever accomplish that's eternal? I swear, you have exactly the exact general personality of an archetypal introverted San Francisco programmer. Almost no genuine or noteworthy creativity outside of coding.
Woah, this ended up longer than I thought it was.
Originally posted by Captain Falcon And on top of that, it is incredibly poorly written, so it's like a retard jerking himself off with his feet.
I'm jotting down my thoughts in a stream of consciousness format without attempting to produce anything of particularly high quality.
I'm posting after midnight on a message board, not submitting a paper to a journal of philosophy.
It's fitting that you don't eat swine. I suppose it is natural to have an aversion to feasting on your own kind, you imbecilic filth.
The hypocrisy is astounding. You criticize me for posting nothing of interest and poor quality writing, yet you almost never even attempt to produce anything of interest or quality, simply shitposting in the most annoying and worthless manner the majority of the time.
I would love to find you IRL and just sloowly press my thumbs into your eyeballs as you deliver the most memorable bloodcurdling shriek that makes me spontaneously ejaculate.
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2017-08-08 at 7:30 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Malice I've heard you're rather short and stout. I'm 100% certain that however you actually are IRL is a perfect explanation for the way you behave.
No wonder you aren't willing to ever show your real picture to anyone or get on cam, which I've even done! You honestly believe you're fooling anyone? You're incredibly transparent.
You really should have agreed to meet up and fight me if we were ever in the same area, you would have won! I would have fallen over and died laughing the instant you arrived.
I dwelled on this more and it all came to me. I completely understand what kind of person flaco is, what made him this way, what he's like IRL, the general pattern of his life.
I'll do an extensive deconstruction of him eventually when I'm in the mood, like one I wrote on HTS recently. Have some things coming up for the rest of this week. -
2017-08-08 at 6:38 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSI was searching for more opinions on the Buddha and his views on reincarnation/rebirth and decided to reread this: https://www.thoughtco.com/g00/reincarnation-in-buddhism-449994?i10c.referrer=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.google.com%2F
"If we can understand that in this life we can continue without a permanent, unchanging substance like Self or Soul, why can't we understand that those forces themselves can continue without a Self or Soul behind them after the non-functioning of the body?
"When this physical body is no more capable of functioning, energies do not die with it, but continue to take some other shape or form, which we call another life. … Physical and mental energies which constitute the so-called being have within themselves the power to take a new form, and grow gradually and gather force to the full."
This was part of the exact passage I read in a paper titled Schopenhauer's Transcendental Problem. It was actually Schopenhauer that sparked my interest in Buddhism. It was exactly what, right at moment when I finished reading it, caused me to suddenly grasp the general cycle of Buddhism, of its entirety. Mainly the reformulation, alternate understanding/interpretation, of karma and reincarnation/rebirth.
I rapidly began dwelling on it, then naturally moved into the meditative position with my eyes closed due to how rapidly my train of thought was developing, the depth of contemplation. In an unbroken stream I developed a fuller understanding, a generally complete understanding, drawing from prior knowledge and thoughts, creating the syntheses, connections, and novel answers. I visualized in high detail a man going through the various phases of his daily life, then starting again in the morning. The cycle of desire, uneasiness, what drives every action, present changing into past, to be lost forever, indeterminate, transient, impermanent. I even developed a new thought experiment directly related to this cycle, which is aligned with extensive writing on the problems of consciousness and identity.
What a wonderful system. As it concluded a genuine large smile and feeling of joy, warmth, and mild euphoria developed. Buddhist concepts are an absolute joy to meditate on. Those who suffer, find it tedious, strenuous, may not have the proper predisposition, level of development, or understanding.
This only strengthens my desire to see one of my major long-term projects and goals to completion, a reformulation of the Buddhist system.
To complete my understanding, ensure I don't commit any errors, and collect every significant excerpt I find valuable, I plan to read every major translation of the Pali Canon/Tripitaka here, which is the only complete translation currently available, written by someone highly authoritative, and prestigiously acclaimed, considered unrivaled.
https://www.amazon.com/s/ref=sr_pg_1?rh=n%3A283155%2Cp_27%3ABhikkhu+Bodhi&sort=relevancerank&ie=UTF8&qid=1501965633
It is almost precisely 9,000 pages long.
An abridged version could be an excellent way to become accepted to a Master's program at a high ranking university. -
2017-08-08 at 5:54 AM UTC in Protip: Save on clothes by buying high quality replicas from China.I also like feeling superior to everyone, while at the same time wanting nothing to do with them and having no concern about their perceptions, judgments/presumptions, and opinions/beliefs.
Which is an odd combination, I suppose. -
2017-08-08 at 5:45 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
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2017-08-08 at 4:04 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery We were laughing at Malice way before you came along. That's like trying to take credit for the sky being blue.
To be fair, I wanted to make people laugh and laugh with them. I never took life seriously.
The micropenis, cat fucking, psych report, whatever else I did. It was all so absurd! How could I not have known how people would perceive it and react, genuinely believe any of that was a good idea?
Which is a major part of the reason why flaco (let's call him this from now on) is so intolerant. He's the exact opposite! -
2017-08-08 at 4:02 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Captain Falcon Problem is, neither of you have any ground to punch down from at me.
I've heard you're rather short and stout. I'm 100% certain that however you actually are IRL is a perfect explanation for the way you behave.
No wonder you aren't willing to ever show your real picture to anyone or get on cam, which I've even done! You honestly believe you're fooling anyone? You're incredibly transparent.
You really should have agreed to meet up and fight me if we were ever in the same area, you would have won! I would have fallen over and died laughing the instant you arrived. -
2017-08-08 at 3:58 AM UTC in THE OFISH 2017 COLLAGE THREAD!!!Harambe, seriously?
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2017-08-08 at 3:49 AM UTC in Hey malice do you ever get tired of being a pussy?
Originally posted by Totse 2001 You, shouldn't mock nor deny Jesus.
When you stand before him in the afterlife, and You didn't acknowledge knowing him, he will deny knowing you. And you won't be able to attend Jesus victory party over Satan with eternal life.
Fuck Jesus! If I could go back in time I would kill him myself.
Mark 3:22-30
“And the scribes who came down from Jerusalem said, ‘He has Beelzebub,’ and, ‘By the ruler of the demons He casts out demons.’ …‘Assuredly, I [Jesus] say to you, all sins will be forgiven the sons of men, and whatever blasphemies they may utter; but he who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit never has forgiveness, but is subject to eternal condemnation;’ because they said, ‘He has an unclean spirit’”
Matthew
“Therefore I say to you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven men, but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven men. Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man, it will be forgiven him; but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit, it will not be forgiven him, either in this age or in the age to come”
I renounce the holy spirit!
Jesus did not exist, he did nothing, his religion is evil and spread untold hatred and destruction!
God does not exist, and if he did he would be the most evil being of all; Satan's uprising would have been entirely justified! He was the hero of the bible, the greatest being who ever lived, going up against your god himself! I would join his war against your god and his angels, expecting nothing in return, if I could!
The holy spirit does not exist! It is nothing but your deluded childish fantasies!
Burn every bible on earth!
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2017-08-08 at 3:46 AM UTC in Protip: Save on clothes by buying high quality replicas from China.Shut up 2001. Enough of your mentally ill ramblings.
Are you saying that this applies to every single article of clothing made in China? It's unbearable how the majority of people have such an astoundingly low aptitude for logic and reasoning.
Sears catalog?! Is that a fucking joke?
Originally posted by aldra or just buy stuff you like that doesn't carry premium or designer labels
I completely understand what you mean. I actually wrote a long outline for an extensive amateur economic and social analysis of the dynamics of markups for designer/premium brands. It was mostly in the style, imagining, I was explaining it to a person who asked about something I was wearing, and towards the end stating that I actually take off any logos and readily admit that it's a replica to anyone that asks.
The thing is, they have so much money available, there are dynamics involved, that make it so that they spend an enormous amount of design and genuinely do tends to have far better styles.
Think about it, don't many of the items from luxury brands genuinely look far better than something you could buy from a store lower or middle class people tend to shop at?
It's not about the brand, it's purely about the aesthetics! The prices are amazingly low, the total cost. You're genuinely getting the best of both worlds.
Whether you like it or not, and I abhor and resent it, although I fully understand why this is and that utilizing some forms of this behavior in a rational manner is necessary and beneficial, your superficial physical appearance and demeanor do have a powerful impact, and at the very least there are situations where it will be a very intelligent choice, where it would be foolish to dress mediocrely.
You work in IT (Don't mean that as an insult.) and have a girlfriend, of course clothes aren't going to make much of an impact in your life.
In case you have the wrong idea, I'm probably one of the least concerned people about clothing you could ever meet, I only buy things out of necessity, when my clothes are literally falling apart or need replacement for another reason, when I genuinely need something, like a jacket for the weather.
It's just something I want to give a try, and I am returning to college after an extended period of extreme isolation.
