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2018-10-21 at 7:25 PM UTC in Should we embrace our grief?Funny. I was just thinking of Malice, kinda drunkenly staring off into space/at the wall when I snapped to and refreshed the page and saw this thread. Reading it, and seeing you mention Malice was kind of a, "whoa, weird." moment. Hah.
That said, I've been through plenty of grief in my life. The passing of my mother when I was 15, the immediate aftermath of an alcoholic father who was struggling with his own grief, drug addiction, suicidal contemplations, depression, prison sentences, all a form of grief. It's taken me years and years, truly, a decade, to come to terms with these things. I don't bottle it up inside though. I share my feelings and grief with those around me. I luckily have a loving wife who also lost her father the same year I lost my mother, so we share that grief and lean on each other. I have a strong family support system who was there throughout my drug addictions and prison and saw me through the end of it all.
I do agree with you though. People suffering through grief, whether it be something in their personal lives or even as a "faceless no one" on a website you go to that while you know what they look like, sound like maybe, you've never met them. You've never shaken their hand. Never hugged them. Never kissed them, in some cases. Like Malice. People should, in general, be more expressive of the feelings they feel because to bottle it up inside and try to suppress it always forces it to leak out in other, usually negative ways like drugs or alcohol or other self destructive behaviors. -
2018-06-27 at 1:24 AM UTC in Best sports to watch if the players were drunk.Jousting
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2018-12-16 at 6:17 PM UTC in Taboo Game Assigning A Mark That Doesn't Post AnymoreI was assigned Kinkou. She doesn't post anymore, making the game impossible. I opted out to try and sign up again to get a new mark and now I am not eligible. WTF?
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2018-12-16 at 11:39 PM UTC in CandyRein is a BPL SWPL
Originally posted by CandyRein Ice cream huh.. I forgot I even posted that one time
I’ve posted my weed too.. why not say to post that
And you don’t have to say you don’t like me .. it’s obvious.. guess what that’s ok
I can’t be everyone’s cup of tea my head is not big enough to want to either
Enjoy your day 🙂
Fine, be that way.
I'll eat my Bryer's Vanilla Bean ice cream alone, as a single tear rolls down my cheek. -
2018-12-16 at 9:10 PM UTC in CandyRein is a BPL SWPLITT: A whole bunch of disillusioned race traitors.
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2018-12-16 at 7:12 PM UTC in When you call customer service and a BLACK customer service rep answers...
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2018-12-16 at 6:13 PM UTC in ITT: I Dox Myself
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2018-12-16 at 6:56 PM UTC in When you call customer service and a BLACK customer service rep answers...
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2018-12-16 at 3:51 PM UTC in When you call customer service and a BLACK customer service rep answers...You already know you're going to get the WORST customer service ever. I already make a habit of instantly requesting "Tier 2" support if it's a technical nature because "Tier 1" has no idea what I am talking about.
I am on the phone right now with Walmart customer service and this little black retard has no idea how to switch me over to the elevator music while we wait for a supervisor (she admitted she doesn't know how) so we're just sitting in awkward silence. I can hear her breathe. She is very polite and candid, but horrible at her job.
What should I ask her? -
2018-12-16 at 4:38 PM UTC in ITT: I Dox MyselfNice to put a face to the name, Darren.
That said, I do not necessarily agree with your premise. Our community was built on the sharing of controversial information. Everything from illegal drugs to hacking, to bomb making, to scams. Each (major) version of the community has experienced some form of law-enforcement intervention due to the acts of one or more posters.
However, there are a number of people who would rather their name, face, and address not be tied to the things they post here or have posted on here. This rings more true if they have used the same username over the years where a simple Google search could bring up potentially incriminating or devastating posts where the consequences might mean the loss of a relationship, job, or even as severe as their freedom (i.e. being arrested).
I am fully aware that Bill Krozby's full personal information has been posted on the forums multiple times and with all of the disdain he mostly has here, one would think that if anyone was going to receive some negative reaction from that, it would be him. That hasn't been the case. No one has done anything with his information. At all. Maybe it's because it's "low hanging fruit" and there isn't much pleasure in knocking down someone who isn't "high up" on a ladder to begin with. Maybe it's because no one actually gives a shit. Who knows?
The point being, many users do other activities outside of posting here on NIS that they may or may not want tied to their username and thus, their name, face, and address. This could be as benign as a job and "normal" life where they live this "secret" life here on NIS and just want to keep it private or as severe as they are involved in illegal activities that they'd rather not divulge information about themselves.
Then there are those that simply value anonymity, an &T value, and prefer to remain anonymous even though they are as vanilla as Vanilla Ice.
I applaud you for taking the initiative for DOXing yourself, but I do not believe that the majority of the userbase will follow suit with your idea. -
2018-12-16 at 3:54 PM UTC in Some O.G. Totseans - Chime up if you know what they up to or if you happen to be them with a new username
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2018-12-15 at 11:36 PM UTC in Some O.G. Totseans - Chime up if you know what they up to or if you happen to be them with a new usernameHahahah some of you might remember this backwoods retard:
insaneike_420 - This motherfucker was the best. He had the temper of stupidnoob with the brains of sploo. He lived in Benton, TN I remember and was always on meth or drinking Natural Ice or taking a shitload of opiates. Here is an example of his typing style:
"fuck yuo peice of shitt. i mkow evryhing there is 2 know about meth u fkn faggot."
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2018-12-15 at 11:56 PM UTC in Some O.G. Totseans - Chime up if you know what they up to or if you happen to be them with a new username
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2018-12-16 at 12:50 AM UTC in Old white women make me sickGreat
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2018-12-16 at 12:43 AM UTC in Some O.G. Totseans - Chime up if you know what they up to or if you happen to be them with a new username
Originally posted by gadzooks I remember some of pillpig's posts, and I think I might remember some of the pharmacist's posts, maybe. Either way, it's always sad to hear about the death of a fellow Totsean, and I imagine (based on his username, and the fact that you were a mod of BLTC), that you knew him rather well.
My condolences.
Yep. We also lost Cobranaut, another BLTC member. Also to overdose. From Zoklet, mark311xtc and B4TM4N (I think is how he spelled it) both died of an overdose. h0ppinlowrider, from totse, also.
Originally posted by gadzooks I think I mentioned that bagel-fucker (respectfully, of course). And I think I actually saw him while looking through r/totse one night.
I was trying to find his bagel fucking pic. I still have it on an old hard drive somewhere. Come to think of it...no telling WHAT is on that old hard drive... -
2018-12-15 at 11:40 PM UTC in Some O.G. Totseans - Chime up if you know what they up to or if you happen to be them with a new username
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2018-12-15 at 11:47 PM UTC in Some O.G. Totseans - Chime up if you know what they up to or if you happen to be them with a new usernameGuswut - Posted on Reddit as recently as one year ago, looking for other &T members.
"For the few of you that remember me, howdy. For the rest of you, well, so it goes.
I got a message tonight from another legacy member of Totse saying someone from Totse was trying to track me down (surely to win a bet on if I died from a motorcycle crash, or from an overdose of beef) which put me in the mood to see if anyone ever did anything with the Totse membership base. Looks like it died after a bunch of attempts to do something with it (I partially recall Zok and Zoklet.net, and a bunch of other random spinoff sites).
Not that I even really recall much of anything about Totse, so this is a pretty much half baked post. But let's see what other old rats are still floating in the wreckage of this sunk ship."
Ole Gus. He had the MOST post count of anyone, haha. -
2018-12-15 at 11:32 PM UTC in Some O.G. Totseans - Chime up if you know what they up to or if you happen to be them with a new usernamepillpig - Last I heard he was in an Australian prison.
the pharmacist - Died of an overdose.
PyroHydroSmok - He is into the Android custom ROM scene these days and posts on Reddit.
I changed my name coming here because I felt like those days under the name "panthrax" are long gone and so is the person. New life, new interests, new name.
I'd like to know what happened to:
DuckWarri0r - We constantly argued on totse and basically hated each other. I'd like to know where he is today.
Frank Castle The Punisher - I loved that nigga. We'd do some straight-up retarded shit back then, haha.
Snoopy - Ole Snoops.
SuperPro - A lesser known name, but was part of the BLTC scene back then.
jamiroquai - That snitch fucker. What happened to him.
mksnowboarder - What happened to that dude? -
2018-12-13 at 11:49 AM UTC in Old white women make me sickThey usually come in three flavors, no matter where you go or where you see them:
Exhibit A: Obnoxiously Loud & Boisterous Old White Woman
You can literally spot this variety from a mile away, what with their OFFENSIVELY LOUD and NASALLY voices that dominate the entire general area. They also have some sort of flamboyant and bizarre hair style and color, usually some shade of red or purple or an AMALGAMATION of both. They favor pungent, room permeating perfumes of the MUSK & MOTHBALL variety and cover up their VIRGINIA SLIM breath with a horrible candy like WERTHER'S ORIGINAL CARAMELS or generic Dollar Store peppermint. They're known for their flaring, irrational tempers especially when confronted with something they don't understand, and enjoy complaining about literally everything.
Exhibit B: Senile Old White Woman
Unlike Obnoxiously Loud & Boisterous Old White Woman, Senile Old White Woman is awkwardly quiet. She often avoids eye contact and speaks in mumbles or hushed tones. When speaking to this variety, she often replies with "Huh?" or "What?" to the point it becomes maddeningly frustrating. You will find this variety in sweat pants and sweaters, usually, even when it's 100F (37.7C) outside. This variety will also create delusions of what is really happening within her mind. For example, she might come to you to explain that she needs help with her computer because "the alien cows are hacking her satellite television and using it to gain access to her computer to disable her AOL e-mail". This variety is extremely paranoid, suspicious, and can often not be reasoned with.
And finally...
Exhibit C: Raging Bitch Old White Woman
Avoid this one. She can be identified by a PERMANENT SCOWL that has been seared onto her face by decades of rage. She is the most hateful of the 3 primary varieties of old white women. She BEGINS conversations with DEMANDS in aggressive tones and manners and will not work with you on any level. It's "HER WAY or the HIGHWAY", so to speak. Similar to Obnoxiously Loud & Boisterous Old White Woman, she also loves to complain about literally EVERYTHING. She is incapable of achieving happiness or satisfaction. No amount of effort is good enough.
And there you have it. The 3 primary varieties of old white woman. There are also some lesser sub-varieties than deserve honorable mentions and they include:
Wealthy Upper Class & Entitled Old White Woman
Fat & Disgusting Low Class Garbage Old White Woman
Bull-Dyke Old White Woman
And others
Time to die, ladies. Your time here has been long enough and everyone knows it. -
2018-12-09 at 9:45 PM UTC in Ohfralala.....I can show you the world...