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2016-12-16 at 12:42 AM UTC in DOES FAPPING TO XTREME PORN????Girls look at weird porn too.
Originally posted by the holy ghost extreme porn is ruining my life.
Do less internet or something man. -
2016-12-16 at 12:34 AM UTC in When your weed man has a day jobI hear ya lad. I always have to wait til around then too. Ball ache
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2016-12-16 at 12:32 AM UTC in DOES FAPPING TO XTREME PORN????
Originally posted by Sophie Well i am not one to judge, but fapping to dead animals is pretty strange.
I'm a sexual sadist I've fapped to dead people to or torture/etc but I feel like my interests are becoming even more deviant. Some fetishes I've seen have become constant intrusive thoughts in my mind that try to convince me I like what I saw. Like I've seen some traumatizingly disgusting porn, the thoughts latched on for 6+ months, then because I couldn't get rid of the thoughts I would either fap to them to make them go away or "check" between normal porn and the sick intrusive thoughts. So basically even fucked up fetishes don't get me off anymore, my porn interests are becoming more deviant and making think about what a piece of shit I am, and some porn I've seen has disturbed me so much that I've developed severe sexual OCD about what I saw. Overall, extreme porn is ruining my life. -
2016-12-16 at 12:18 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
5gallons haha pussy ass niggas
HIGHLY FLAMMABLE NIGGA!!!!!!.
no online MSDS
as Obama says... C'MON MAN!!!!
Also
chopping down all those tires without a mask.. fucking casuals... -
2016-12-16 at 12:10 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionWhen I'm drunk I usually end up watching videos like this... for hours.. whoa man.. look at them fix this tire whoa man just whoa.
I can't imagine having a wife yelling at me right now LETS GO ON A DATE LETS HAVE SEX BLA BLA BLA LETS EAT FOOD... Bitch... Tires... tires.. tires.... One day I will pull this from the deep recessed of my mind like the deep recess crack on that $30,000 Tire oooooooooooooo.
Seriously though why is this so fucking fascinating when I'm lit/cut.
I never remember when I wake up. I know right now it seems super important and interesting but fuck I never even changed a tire or oil in a car before lel.
But damn thats a big tire. -
2016-12-16 at 12:10 AM UTC in DOES FAPPING TO XTREME PORN????
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump links.
heavy-r.com
search "garbage" and search "dead animal"
i don't even want to look them up because i'm WAT at myself right now
it's only for when you're in a terrible mental state -
2016-12-16 at 12:09 AM UTC in DOES FAPPING TO XTREME PORN????
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump So no, porn will not mess up your brain. It just fucks with your sexuality. Once you fap to scat you can never go back.
that's kind of what I mean. Maybe i'll go back into not having savage sexual desires if I either no fap for a while or make sure I only fap to normie porn? Idk
I really don't want to be that weird -
2016-12-16 at 12:07 AM UTC in DOES FAPPING TO XTREME PORN????
Originally posted by the holy ghost Last night I had to choose between a girl masturbating on a dead animal and a girl being tortured by trash.
My god what happened to me.
links. -
2016-12-16 at 12:07 AM UTC in DOES FAPPING TO XTREME PORN????No, all the "brain on porn" studies are done by extreme right wing christians. I watched anal fisting porn high on meth and I don't look at porn for sometimes WEEKS. I destroyed the part of my brain that controls love and sex feelings (with drugs, not pornography)
So no, porn will not mess up your brain. It just fucks with your sexuality. Once you fap to scat you can never go back. -
2016-12-16 at 12 AM UTC in Life is more interesting without scientific labelingsI don't care
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2016-12-15 at 11:52 PM UTC in Would you ever have the balls to do pcp?
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump Going unprepared is a waste of precious life though. They took my phone/internet access so I was stuck with books. Next time I'm gonna smuggle in a G of meth and treat it like a vacation.
Sploos idea of using the board games there and all the pieces and stuff you can invent your own game. More research needs to be done on this though.
Going there and losing my phone also meant I couldn't use the phone there to talk to people, and the phone book didn't have my city in there so I had no idea how to contact anyone.
I kept pressing 0 and trying to get the number from the automated response thing but I was coming off meth and doped up on benzos so it took me like 2 days.
It just made me doubt my own sanity. I checked into a hospital for a heart murmer and ended up stuck in a psych ward one town over for 2 weeks because I mentioned something about not sleeping or eating in a week.
I lost my Job and ended up exploding a house one year later… How the fuck was that supposed to help me???
Post last edited by SCronaldo_J_Trump at 2016-12-15T23:35:09.759787+00:00
psych ward survival guide for people who give no fucks:
try to get prescribed 5+ different medications over your stay to numb you out. they won't get you high but you'll be in an altered state of consciousness where you can't feel pain and with some you'll get mildy euphoric.
get someone to bring you games like a rubix, zobrist cube, books of crosswords and other puzzles, and some printouts of shit you wanna learn
fuck with the weak people
always get seconds of food and take advantage of the varied meals
always oversleep and buy as many snacks as possible
so basically get high on meds, play games the whole time, assert your dominance and enjoy the food + housing -
2016-12-15 at 11:48 PM UTC in DOES FAPPING TO XTREME PORN????Last night I had to choose between a girl masturbating on a dead animal and a girl being tortured by trash.
My god what happened to me. -
2016-12-15 at 11:47 PM UTC in Would you ever have the balls to do pcp?
Originally posted by greenplastic I know they don't but at least I know its relatively pure due to supposed effects and reviews of it, and that it's not cut with nail polish or lawn fertilizer or some shit like that.
Quit saying its cut with this or that...completely baseless. PCP is a rare street drug but where its most popular it is stocked by drug dealers in large amounts.
There are rumors of one single lone chemist somewhere in east coast USA who has perfected PCP synthesis from piperonal and cyclohexanone.
Its not a difficult drug to make, but not killing yourself and everyone who ingests your product is another story. The workup (cleaning) the product is supposed to be very challenging.
There is a super toxic byproduct formed along with PCP that must bee carefully removed because a small amount can kill. I forget the name but I will post it in 5 when I get home
(TYPED THIS WALKING IN -25°C!! YOUCH!! MY FLESHY TYPING STICKS ARE FROZEN!!) -
2016-12-15 at 11:44 PM UTC in Would you ever have the balls to do pcp?
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump Going unprepared is a waste of precious life though. They took my phone/internet access so I was stuck with books. Next time I'm gonna smuggle in a G of meth and treat it like a vacation.
When I went for a couple of days I was talking to some lad at night who just took speed all the time and used his prescribed benzos to get to sleep. He had day release tho so he could go out and get fucked.
Last I heard he OD'd on H -
2016-12-15 at 11:39 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
Originally posted by Sophie Wish i could buy otc codeenz.
It's a shame dhc is so expensive. 2 boxes, 250mg each, costs about £12. You can get 6 250mg boxes of regular codeine for that.
But dhc is genuinely good -
2016-12-15 at 11:29 PM UTC in Would you ever have the balls to do pcp?Yes I would
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2016-12-15 at 11:27 PM UTC in Would you ever have the balls to do pcp?
Originally posted by Malice You should visit the psych ward at least once in your life for full personal development, imo.
Going unprepared is a waste of precious life though. They took my phone/internet access so I was stuck with books. Next time I'm gonna smuggle in a G of meth and treat it like a vacation.
Sploos idea of using the board games there and all the pieces and stuff you can invent your own game. More research needs to be done on this though.
Going there and losing my phone also meant I couldn't use the phone there to talk to people, and the phone book didn't have my city in there so I had no idea how to contact anyone.
I kept pressing 0 and trying to get the number from the automated response thing but I was coming off meth and doped up on benzos so it took me like 2 days.
It just made me doubt my own sanity. I checked into a hospital for a heart murmer and ended up stuck in a psych ward one town over for 2 weeks because I mentioned something about not sleeping or eating in a week.
I lost my Job and ended up exploding a house one year later... How the fuck was that supposed to help me???
Post last edited by SCronaldo_J_Trump at 2016-12-15T23:35:09.759787+00:00 -
2016-12-15 at 11:25 PM UTC in DOES FAPPING TO XTREME PORN????
Can't tell if real or what the scans are measuring
Compulsive pornography users have similar reward centers of drug addicts
But what I'm wondering is in the compulsive pornography users there's a subset of compulsive fetish masturbaters where the person tends to find the most sick shit they can to get off because they've lost normal arousal. I wonder if the association of different normally upsetting things into sexuality causes brain damage in other areas. -
2016-12-15 at 11:23 PM UTC in Got a better paying job
Originally posted by Bill Krozby Some how even fit in derpadew to make him laugh.
Haha, what?? -
2016-12-15 at 11:20 PM UTC in desert tiger killt the jungle snakeYfw Cleopatra was black