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2019-06-13 at 2:01 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI hate when people say they go "people watching". Ok, I AM PARANOID AND SCHIZO ENOUGH AS IT IS. It bugs me that at any given time, some people ARE inevitably looking at me for the sole purpose of seeing what I do and how I act, and when people laugh behind me in public, I'm sure it's people staring and laughing at me. THANKS... PAY ME BITCH. I make it a point not to do this because of how much I don't appreciate it myself.
I met an old man walking the streets at the capitol a while ago and he told me that when his *⅘insert medical problem here* got bad his doctor told him to start walking, so he says he's been walking around collecting lost change from the parking meters, and that over the years he's collected like $1300 from doing so. Or maybe it was $3000. Idk, one of the two.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-13 at 1:51 PM UTC in Malice isn't dead.
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2019-06-13 at 4:09 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by CASPER So Trevor's Apology Tour 2019 has been getting rave reviews. It's kind of humbling to hear from every woman who's ever been in your life on the same day, with several variation of the theme "thank God we broke up" and "I left the state to get away from you".
Lel
😔
I'M SORRY
TO HEAR THAT ABOUT YOU NIGGER
KEEP YOUR HEAD UP FRIEND NIGGER
anyway,
I saw several minutes of Trevor Noah's show last night and was thinking about how Trevor Noah is not funny at all and how I've never so much as chuckled at a single joke of his. He tries really hard to appeal to an annoying demographic, and somehow a combination of that and how he's a jedi loving South African infatuated with race makes him the guy that your girlfriend takes you to see and when you aren't laughing one of her friends elbows you and says
"He's funny, don't be racist."The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-12 at 8:46 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-12 at 8:10 PM UTC in If you pirate music, you should have your urethra shredded with a diamond burr drillI stopped listening to music. I feel hella autistic saying that, but like... yepper. It's better this way. Fuck artists. Let 'em starve. 😅
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2019-06-11 at 7:31 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionOkay so here's a cartoon you at sunset near the jungle hiding from the space gestapo
I'm sorry you look like an arab.
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2019-06-10 at 12:19 AM UTC in Dregs=best new posterThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-08 at 5:36 PM UTC in ATTN : all females on this site ...
Originally posted by 🐿 Cummies is the most cringy word to me.
CUMMIES. CUMMMMMMMMIIIEEES.
Originally posted by CandyRein I had masturbated before but never touched my clitty..
When I had my first orgasm that’s all he focused on and it just happened
Congrats on meeting a non asshole I've yet to meet a man who have give me cummies..The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-07 at 8:33 PM UTC in When us DH er's first arrived here, all you NIS regs assumed the worst about us...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-07 at 1:04 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by DietYellow Dont tstm. Change your password to something you wont remember. Aldra needs to be retained so I can sift through his threads and thanks.
I want him to TSTM for the sheer chaos of it. I find TSTM getting stronger. Just treat him like a chained demon, a legion of damned souls, a billion thoughts banished. But what of the mind of hell, where the damned go? That is The Self Taught Man. I have personally given him a heart and a mind. But then again, Scron and Sploo have given him endless autism.
Aldra can cast another stone into our fallen god, the demon at the heart of NIS.
One day Lanny will pull a classic drunk programmer move and turn on some kind of Python based machine learning engine and assign it to the TSTM. It will unleash a black dragon upon NIS, a trashcan metamorphosing into a beautiful ButterflAI.
Aldra, join me and give strength to our dark god!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-07 at 12:32 PM UTC in Nicknames for my catKubber puckyThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-07 at 12:25 PM UTC in JaMmInG a PaIr Of BiNoCuLaRs Up YoUr AsS
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2019-06-07 at 12:01 PM UTC in mmq is quite funny...He's dead to me. DEAD.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-07 at 11:28 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentOh, don’t be sorry. I’m surprised she made it to her 14th birthday a week ago. She’s still happy, just not as keen as she used to be. She’s a good girl who would love your lovins.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-07 at 7:15 AM UTC in ATTN CASPER...MALICEAlso fuck you Matt. I mean im not really that angry, im just disappointed in your choices. How bored are you? At least have some dignity and get on some heroin and have the cops kill you. Dying slowly in a dingy free motel room, eating pilfered continental breakfasts and pining after internet forum crushes and trying desperately to get peoples attention is a pretty un-rad way to go out.
Youre better than that.
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2019-06-07 at 7:12 AM UTC in ATTN CASPER...MALICEIf hes not dead youll probably want to hold off so scientists can reverse engineer whatever pathogen is keeping his bloated, stinking, cut up corpse going.
They said they removed all his throat organs en bloc with the tongue. Couldnt really picture what that would look like. Then i had a dream we were the last players at a hand of poker and i kept saying shit to antagonize him and make him overthink his hand and he kept making a hissing sound from the huge hole in his chin and neck, but somehow he was still talking at the same time. And i woke up and i was like "Oooh. Thats what that meant"The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-07 at 1:23 AM UTC in this place still exists?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-06 at 3:41 PM UTC in girls are generally more chill than guysThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-06 at 2:07 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Sudo Yeah I can't see you taking your own life overtly anytime soon, esp since quitting opiates and seeking to taper off the juice. You seem more the clinically depressed self destructive coping mechanism type not the painfully unable to deal type.
I hate to say it but Malices autism was definitely a contributing factor in his suicide. It crippled his ability to make changes and form relationships. He's kind of a cautionary tale of isolated autism. RIP
also, does anyone know the correlation between the time he said "the bus is here" and when he actually did it? It's kind of sweet this place was one of his last thought but also sad it was a collection of people he never met were the last people he reached out to
I think when I went through it the first time I figured it was within a couple hours of posting. Of course prolly took 30 min or so to die after ingestion. I'm still annoyed he broke his promise. Was supposed to hang out with me for one single day before he did it. Kinda fucking inconsiderate but w/e it's done.
Yeah I mean it's not so much that I want to die. I'm just practical. I'm really jacked up and really behind, and I don't know if the things that I want out of life are ever going to be a possibility. People will tell you "anythings possible" but let's just be real. A homeless junkie has about as much chance at becoming a lawyer as a 75 year old does at becoming at astronaut. Sure it's, possible but so is a roller skating water buffalo. I'd rather just have a decent life and be happy.
But yeah I finally figured out that it wasn't just the shitty life and drugs making me sad. There's some legit chemical imbalance going on. All my angst you suicidal journal entries from when I was 14. Were a clue to that effect. If things ever get bad, it's still an option. Last year I was at like a 6.5-7 with 10 being completely ready to die, and in the 4-5 years before that I was at like an 8.5-9.. but now I'm just willing to give this whole process a shot and see if it works, its lame and gay to go like he did without even trying.
Sobriety is hard. Life is fucking hard. Shit sucks sometimes. A lot of the time. It there's also a ton of cool stuff that you miss out if you disengage from life. So I'm just going to give it as much focus and energy as I feel I can until I just don't have it to give anymore.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-06 at 1:49 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by CASPER Yeah I offered him heroin and an escort of up to $700 in value, but the only thing that got him excited was the prospect of talking me into killing myself with him.
I was like "bro. Son. I cannot imagine a gayer way to go out. Hard pass, man."
Yeah I can't see you taking your own life overtly anytime soon, esp since quitting opiates and seeking to taper off the juice. You seem more the clinically depressed self destructive coping mechanism type not the painfully unable to deal type.
I hate to say it but Malices autism was definitely a contributing factor in his suicide. It crippled his ability to make changes and form relationships. He's kind of a cautionary tale of isolated autism. RIP
also, does anyone know the correlation between the time he said "the bus is here" and when he actually did it? It's kind of sweet this place was one of his last thought but also sad it was a collection of people he never met were the last people he reached out toThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
