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2019-10-04 at 8:07 PM UTC in Special Delivery!Lol. I dont think waffles are your key to health bro. Sorry to burst your bubble.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-10-04 at 4:09 PM UTC in fuckThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-10-04 at 1:21 PM UTC in i hope roshambo is ok
Originally posted by WellHung What the hell would u know, fat boy? You haven't been around here for ages…u ain't nothing but a fair-weather flake.
I mean....I can read. So there's that.
Lil Rooster matthew is angry because there's no liquor. So he tries to pick fights with the cocks that are bigger.
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2019-10-04 at 3:35 AM UTC in i hope roshambo is okSome black dude rattoxed him and showed the rehab his youtube videos. All because he called a woman on the farm a nigger in one of his videos, and the womans cousin saw the video...somehow.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-10-03 at 3:28 PM UTC in Patron saint of incels? Outrage over Joker is a bad jokeLove it. The more of these people raising a fuss over innocuous shit like this- the better. The public at large need to really understand what mentally underdeveloped, racist, whiny control freak victims these people are.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-10-03 at 3:31 PM UTC in I have just placed the noose over my neck, let's hope that the rope holds...He had a lot to say. He had a lot of nothing to say.
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2019-10-03 at 9:03 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Or put your flaccid penis in the trigger guard and then put on some footfag video of a hoe stepping in a bucket full of spaghetti.
Go out like a true degenerateThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-09-29 at 6:39 AM UTC in Get your username spraypainted/sharpie'd onto the side of a shipwrecked, or CAPSIZED boat (NiS version)
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny can you write poems on them ?
Broken stern and tempest tossed
I lay upon the des'late shore
Recounted all the things Id lost
And loved, and err'd so long before
Content to languish in the sun
And rust until but bones remained
Until the tide returned one night
And pulled me home to sea again
/gay
I had like 8 quatrains. Be glad i deleted all that.
The last line was about what a huge throbbing dick the boat has, so its okay that its handicapped now. I like metaphors in my work. The boat represents a broken man, and the dick represents a huge urcircumcised boat-dick. -
2019-09-26 at 7:37 AM UTC in never been much of a sleeperHonestly low dose antidepressants, slightly changing my diet, stretching in the morning and light cardio at night, and getting to sleep at a semi-decent hour/ getting up when the sun rises... has created a mental change like night and day. ASMR is admittedly gay but it helps me sleep. 10mg melatonin sorta kinda works. Stretching, deep breathing. Earplugs. Face mask. Sleep apnea mouth guard thing if you're a fatty like me.
I'm in such a better mood now it's like someone flipped a switch.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-09-24 at 8 AM UTC in List of degenerates on this websiteDisappointing.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-19 at 2:39 AM UTC in Malice's Autopsy ReportAs promised, with a couple emails from a while back.
Rest in Peace, Space Nigga.
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2019-06-27 at 4:06 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)now yer just pullin my strings. when i saw you in this thread, i knew you woodwind me upThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-28 at 5:28 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-24 at 3:42 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI wish Malice was still here to give me gay clothing advice. Now how will i know what scarf and gold chanel belt to wear with my T shirt that has skulls and roses on it?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-24 at 9:55 AM UTC in If a kilo of morphine only costs 5000 pesos...Not really.
And the farmers dont actually own the land in many cases. Theyre essentially serfs. They can be punished severely for selling to rival cartels or others.
If sure theyre going to risk some bullshit to make $1000 off some random sketchy white dude.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-19 at 3:28 PM UTC in Malice's Autopsy Report
Originally posted by GGG Just because his brain was physically normal does not mean it was normal when he was alive, right? I haven't looked at the autopsy report in full yet but there's no way they could like, MRI that shit. Like if he was schizo for example, i dont think that would've shown.
Don't think it's fair to imply that there was nothing wrong with malice. He suffered from some weird and intense social problems at the very least and idk if I believe that you can totally construct that kind of prison. I mean towards the end he was actually having psychotic episodes it seemed.
Yeah I'm pretty sure they just meant physiologically, structurally normal.
There would've had to be electrical activity and blood in it to be able to do whatever the EEG/ MRI scans, etc.
We're not saying that there was nothing wrong with him. He was pretty severely disabled, socially, developmentally.
But I shared like 80% of the symptoms and impairments that he had. 13 years of addiction, isolation, unemployment, no friends, no intellectual cultivation - absolutely CRIPPLED me. As I mentioned before,I bought my first gun years ago for the EXPRESS purpose of killing myself. I just wanted the comfort of knowing I had that option if and when I got to my breaking point and had the guts to pull the trigger.
But roughly a year later, after taking pretty minor steps to make things better (stopping heroin for medicine assisted treatment, work, social integration, diet, exercise), pretty much all of that reversed itself. Im still not perfect, but I'd say I'm 70% or so back to my baseline functioning.
The part that bothers me most, is that he didn't want to take those most lazy, rudimentary steps to get better. It was more reasonable to his mind to eat a bunch of random powders and inject vials of Chinese testosterone, and eventually kill himself....than it was to....try to make a friend. Volunteer. Find meaning. Get a job.
Suicide would've always been an option.
But in his mind, it was easier to kill himself than to TRY anything. I can't even wrap my head around that fully. I mean...I sort of get it. When I was depressed, taking a shower more than once every 3 days seemed like an abso,use chore. I mean I was barely leaving the house so who gives a shit. I get why minor things would seem like so much work. But it'd almost be laughable if it weren't so sad.
"So....I'm supposed to start...talking to my family? And going out in public? And buy a dog? And volunteer at a shelter a couple times a month....with homeless people? With their dirty, unwashed hands? And that's going to fix my life? Ehhhhhhhhh..... nah I'm good on that"
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2019-06-22 at 1:32 PM UTC in what is an occupation someone could do online/remotelyebay seller or dropshipping cheap chinese crap.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-21 at 6:28 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI think imma start a recovery meeting thread. Like an NA meeting, but just in a thread.A lot of people seem to be kinda getting their shit together or thinking about it, so it might be handy. Im not wild about all the stuff, but the Step-Working workbook is actually pretty handy for prompting you to examine your behaviors. I might scan all the literature and put a google drive link in the thread so anyone can use it, answer at their convenience. And of course itll have to be a free fire zone. Youre not allowed to get butthurt about someone calling you out on your shitty behavior.
Itll probably die just like my Bill Krozby jukebox threa (since he doesnt want to be inside anything that invites him to be a part of it), but its worth a shot.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-21 at 6:49 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)Since it seems like this is a thing a lot of people are dealing with right now, and ive been getting a lot out of NA meetings/sponsorships...I want to have this thread be like an ongoing Anonymous-style meeting. Some people even do skype meetings with people across the globe. You dont have to be 100% serious all the time, but try to refrain from being a faggot. And this is going to be a place where all the forum politics won't be. No matter how friendly you are with someone...if theyre doing something stupid or destructive, you can call them out on it here, and theyre legally not allowed to be butthurt in any other threads. Its also been really helpful for me to have a sounding board of people to run certain decisions by. So i dont have to obsess over whether im making the right choice or not (since i know im fucking crazy and i make some stupid decisions.
Talk about whats going on with you, how you feel about it, what youre trying to accomplish. Im going to try to scan and upload all of the various workbooks and shit tomorrow, so you can do that shit if you want. Honestly a lot of the other shit is hella gay, but the step working guide has been really helpful.
Anyway RIP in peace to this thread in advance, but lets talk about feelings. No homo. (ALL HOMO).
E:WORK BOOKS BELOW
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2019-06-07 at 8:15 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by mmQ I had FOUR girls flirting with me ar the bar tonight and I left with none of them that's how retarded I am
Thank you.
You can make the joke that I am so retarded that I thought they were flirting when they werent at all and you could make a case for it.
But they were
But whatever
Dumb life. At least I met Jess from apt 19 who is two doors down from me Haha. We have each other now.
Faggot. Be a whore already. Dont you know filling the void with people youll never get to know on any meaningful level is the way to transcend the sadness? Fuckin spaz.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
