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2024-05-02 at 3:44 PM UTC in new girl!!! !!
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2024-04-30 at 5:08 PM UTC in new girl!!! !!
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2024-04-30 at 4:59 PM UTC in new girl!!! !!
Originally posted by Instigator I'm so sorry this has happened to you.
That actually sounds sincere so I appreciate it.
I'm all alone in this world. I was raised by a single mom and I've gone no-contact and blocked her since last year. She has burned every bridge she ever had, was hateful to everyone in her family and was a terrible abuser to her parents in their old age. She disowned her in-laws within a very short time of marrying her second spouse, stopped attending at holidays and wrapping gifts for the stepkids. For no reason.
And with my mom's early stage dementia, she has me convinced that she will never feel guilty for what she did to anyone, especially me. She is the most defensive and self-exculpatory in her most lucid moments. So I don't need her.
"I have a right to defend myself from your accusations, you ungrateful brat!" Nuh uh, bitch, no you don't. "Get over it!" Know what, I think I will.
I most regret the years I spent sympathizing with her, listening to her problems, hoping she would change. Trying to help her change, with muh Bible and muh self help books. I could have been living my own life.
Also I've stopped talking to my therapist because it just takes up time that I could be doing something else, reading books and learning sciency computer shit. And I've grown past the stage of feeling guilty for my problems or for my failed relationships and missed opportunities. Fuck right off with "muh goals" and "muh accountability". I didn't waste my twenties; I survived them.
I didn't want to go into too much self-pitying detail in my first thread but fuck it. -
2024-04-30 at 4:40 PM UTC in new girl!!! !!
Originally posted by Packet This is going in the trash.
Idk what book this is from. I have mixed feelings about inspirational motivational crap, and the self-critical "accountability" crap.
The name "Suga" is just a random Asian name, I've cluttered different social sites with various womanface ching chong personas, especially back when I was motivated to learn Asian languages and joining the different Kpop group chats. Realizing how much fuckin money it takes to travel kinda chilled my motivation.
Also it's impossible to get laid in the developed, expensive parts of Asia. South Korea has more incels than the West. -
2024-04-30 at 3:53 PM UTC in The I51amic art of taqiyyaTaqiyya makes her clothes fall off
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2024-04-30 at 3:44 PM UTC in new girl!!! !!Hello,
I'm Suga, and I'm new here. I'm actually a real girl (TWAW life, my niggas) and I going to be starting a 4-yr degree program in AI and Data Science come the fall of this year. Also, I'm a hopeless, friendless MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING coomer degenerate and I'm only trans online, and only ironically.
A little bit about me:
I'm a dead-ass college-credentialed, semi-skilled, fully retarded, full-stack .NET web application developer, stuck in the same dead-end job since roughly 2015. I'm convinced that my current job hasn't really given me any significant skills or bragging rights to put on my resume and pursue a real job in Silicon Valley or New York or Shenzhen, so I'm going to be working on getting an actual university degree, and working intermittently on my own AI hobbies, such as language learning assistants, coding assistants, searching/scraping engines and waifu generators. These are long-term goals that I'll be playing with over 4 years or so. I plan on starting at least one fediverse social site of my own, soon; either a Mastodon or Misskey instance, and eventually putting some Stable Diffusion code snippets on a github account or similar. And I'll be spamming here if I feel comfy and welcome and make new FRENs (fuckin rad extreme niggers).
I am very fond of the unmoderated hatespeech side of the federated social web, such as poa(dot)st, nicecrew digital, noauthority social, shitposter club and the rest. I also like sharing anime girls and AI girls on E2EE apps like Matrix Element.
If you're wondering why I'm honestly sharing my career ambitions and coomer preferences on a troll site post, it's because I'm very very tired of having and needing separate online personas, and accommodating the demands of reddit-brained regime collaborators and volunteer state media informants. I'm hoping that this particular white nigger app will be sufficiently tolerant for my zoned-out coomer content as well as facts-and-logic trivia posting. And I'm hoping I can occasionally share some big brain takes with all you niggers.
Right now, my life is a bit of a trainwreck and always has been (due to an emotionally abusive upbringing and very poor health), so eventually I will start occasionally posting motivational content, summarized snippets from self-help books, workout resolutions and the like, either here or elsewhere. I hope to engage with others who are recovering from similar struggles.
And, since I have no friends in real life, I'm guessing I'll eventually score some weed somewhere and just give away some edibles to some random broke ass niggers at the bus stop. I'll let you know how that goes.
Love ya'll,
Suga -
2024-04-30 at 3:37 PM UTC in Wanna be friends irl?Jesus was a friend of sinners. And he was a friend of niggers.
