2022-09-21 at 2:04 PM UTC
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People You Look Down to
A lot of people and I keep it to myself so it always surprises me when people try to pick on me. I already think the worst of you but don’t say anything, why can’t you do the same?
I think my ancestor wore a cross like that in a pic
I’m gonna spend the next week re-reading stuff I should know inside out. It’s scary not remembering.
I’ve had brain fog for nearly a year. It’s really slowed me down and I don’t know what to do except take smart drugs. I think it could also be a spiritual illness, that I’m not recovering because I don’t entirely have a will to live, if I find a reason maybe I’ll start to recover.
2022-09-19 at 8:25 PM UTC
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What bones have you broken?
My nose, fainted from not eating/on a diet. I got it fixed, wasn’t a nice experience all these people standing round me, one man pulling down my bra straps while they gave me anaesthetic. Was loopy when I woke up, advice was I stay indoors for 24 hours but I went out with friends, jumped into some bushes and spat on someone, then everyone started jumping into the bushes.
My cousin Laura was at the wedding. She’s 35, covered in wrinkles and has just gone back to uni to suffer learning IT. No one will ever want her because she’s ugly and she won’t have children.
So I’ve decided I don’t want to be a lonely life-long learner as planned. I guess it never bothered me because I know people will still want me at that age and I won’t have wrinkles thanks to Botox. I don’t have a marriage line on my palm. I’m not sure why I’ve never really liked guys where I am but there has to be someone out there and I’m going to make more of an effort because I never gave people a chance.
2022-09-19 at 7:56 PM UTC
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I am now on the no fly list.
Thank Goddess was worried you’d come to Ireland.
I’m not sure how to quit smoking, there has to be a good enough reason to quit that makes sense. I quit for two years because the closest person to me influenced me but I’m not that person anymore. Now I feel like I don’t care about my health and am excusing it because I don’t have any other bad habits currently, I think I need one bad habit.
It’s the United Kingdom of Great Britain and Northern Ireland. Being born in (NI) doesn’t automatically make you British, you can choose to have Irish or British citizenship. As for my ethnicity, it’s mostly Irish, my birth surname is as Irish as they come, but I also had an English granny and Scottish ancestor.
I don’t know if it’s brain fog or natural maturity, I have to re-read things I should know.