^about six years ago I found my "gf's" moms grandmas car on christmas day at the grocery store with the keys still in the engine. she had obviously been arrested, and her purse was still in the car, i emptied the purse and found a mucinex bottle, i opened it up and 20 lortabs were inside. man I'm high as fuck right now i don't know what to do
I think extraterrestrial life is not only possible, but likely inevitable. Lifeforms with a human-like mind or "intelligence" is probably less likely but still possible.
I also think there could be being/entities that are able to travel across dimensions or exist as a part of "higher" dimensions, pan dimensional beings or intelligent hyperspacial structures.
Have you ever heard about VALIS (Vast Active Living Intelligence System)?
Yeah of course i've heard of valis, I'm the biggest phillip k dick fan here. thats one of my favorite books. Whats strange about it is how so much of that book relates to my personal life now.
i was severly hungover and was awake real early, about 5 am, I haven't been taking care of myself so I decided I should clean my apartment, i threw away over half of my dishes. I went to go do laundry and when I was pulling out my laundry out of the dryer, and a fucking gram bag of meth flew out. It melted into a one big rock while in the dryer but when i squeezed the back it broke up into shards. I threw it in the trash, but when i started drinking at noon (texas only sells alcohol at noon) I went back got it, did a line and gave the rest to my neighbor. I actually believe it was my other neighbors meth... kinda bizarre how something will pop out at you like that.
I go back and forth on believing aliens, or what I think they are, I sometimes think that there are actual ufo's that travel through space to earth, then sometimes I think space isn't real and we live on a flat earth and that aliens aren't actually physical beings but demons or a creation of our gubberment.
^I'm listening to them now , I dig it. Are they a new band doing the late 90's emo sound?
And american football fucking rocks, its emo as fuck. We jammed out their self titled album at work the other day. I have a friend there a younger guy, he's like 19 that is the epitome of emo. His girl friend left him and he's always asking me to kill him and give him hugs.
I also like title fight they are kinda emo but more on the screamo side
I'm also a fan of blue october, but I don't like their live preformance, I saw them once with bowling for soup and the guy while be extremely emo is kind of an asshole, in between songs all he did was mutter insults at us and lacked a lot of energy. Plus they tried to be overly virtuoso with their performance and it didn't come off as badass, just to try hard
my mom told me I'm to sensitive when I was 17 and she put on blue october on the computer, and she started telling me how she loves his eyes. and i was like mom he's wearing makeup. I moved out and a year later she gave me a blue october cd and like 2 weeks later she asked for it back.. lol
my mom is so old that blue october, snow patrol, and sigur ros are the extent of her modern day edge. But its at least better than my dad, he barely listens to music, the newest band he knows and claims to like is blink182 and smash mouth lol
it's what older men tell younger girls in order to seduce them away from males their own age and what chicks tell each other to justify their own insecurities
yeah you're right now that I think about it I've done that a couple times I'm 28 and last year I took a 19 year old goth girl on a coffee date, and told her that she's very mature for her age and when she started talking about her parents I think I even said something like "yeah some people just don't get it man"
you have what it takes but you need to take your emo'ness a lil more seriously.
I've been an emo since 1987, before it was cool to be emo (and before it was gay to be an emo) and when I was 15 I even recall yelling at my mom and dad "i fucking hate you mom and dad, I'm paint my room black!" and went to my room and listen to dashboard confessional and drank their burbon and cried like a lil bitch with a skinned knee. I know its hard to tell from the picture but I once slit my wrist and smeared blood all over my gf, the cops took me to a psyche hospital and when I got out I demanded my gf let me fuck her up the ass
I've been playing guitar with a guy I work with recently and bought a couple new pedals, I want to go in an emo-country / psyche rock direction
PM system is broken and no i'm not Zek. I'm psycho motherfucking mantits. The tranny name "Sophie" has it's roots in the redfern era, it's a long story. But anyway, Sophie is a pretty cute name as far as girl names are concerned.
they say girls reach maturity 11 years before guys *whats maturity?*
teachers of middle school and elementry school claim that girls reach maturity more than guys, big surprise that most teachers are women and liberal feminist.
if women are so much more mature than guys, why is the work force in the entire world dominated by men? I know plenty of women that are afraid to do things at work and are physically weaker, and emotionally weaker *yes some guys fit that as well* but how did this narritive come up?
About 2-3 times a year since I was 15, I completely lose my marbles for about a week. Earlier this week about monday I think, i got very emo about my cat dying while I was at a taco shop, and just sat there with all this food in front of me and I tried to eat some of it but it just wasn't good. i got up to leave and the girl working there asked me whats wrong, why don't I want to eat it, i told her I left 5 dollars on the table for her.
I ent up going home and drinking some more. I had a text on my phone asking if I was working and I thought it was the girl in the next building wanting me to come over, I called the number and I it was some 19 year old fat fuck that always calls into work and is a lazy piece of shit. I yelled at the dude and ent up texting him calling him a fat faggot. he ent up sending the text to my boss. I spent the next day and a half telling my boss im not going to come in on my day off to talk to him and I even told my parents I wouldnt visit them I just sat in my room trying to detox drinking topochico and listening to ted gunderson interviews. I started having bad anxiety attacks from quitting drinking, after I've been drinking at whiskey at bars and drinking at home for the last 6 months. I ent up having to go to a meeting with my boss's and they both started recording everything that I was saying (my boss can't type on a computer he's a functional retard so he wrote) and they gave me my check and they told me they'd let me know today if I still have a job there. I ent up going to a hotel to go drink some whiskey and ent up leaving my check. (it wasn't that much compared to what I make in tips) but its still annoying. after getting assaulted by a black dude, and I have to go to court in a few days for custody/child support of my kid, it really stressed me out. I thought about killing myself, but I decided It's not a good idea because I still have more life to live, but I need to get myself together a little bit better
my co-worker and I are trying to practice playing guitar with each other and he's on my side but at the same time, its kind of hard to do that when you sleep during the day ( and I do community service at an audio book tape place for the blind) and have to get up just to do the same stupid shit again.
^yeah macaws are pretty cool, my parents had about 200 parots, african greys, macaws, and cockatiels. my favorite were parolets, they are the smallest parots in the world (quakers were cute too but very neurotic). They can be really sweet but can be very mean at any moment
I remember one day when i was about 16, my mom was cleaning some of the cages and one of the parolets escaped and went into a tree, his wife started screaming at him and he came back, kinda pussy whipped, but it was cute to see. we had a chaweenie named sweetie and a dog named sam and i was a baby we had a dog named charlie a bassuthaund that jumped out of my dads truck. my dad ent up finding him a month later.
it really is fam, george bush is an american idiot, whats funny is limbergs attorney was my attorney twice when i was 17. he did a great job for me but not for a bitch like her. i hope she burns in hell and rick perry and artie as well, i'm so sick of everyone here with their ugly skin, and their stink and their ugly tattoos. shits fucking fucktarded man.
